Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 11: His soft side

I fell silent as I looked at Yohan's smiling face to me, Rosie's blood spreading all over the place, leaving her lying on the cold floor.

Yohan approached me and moved the wooden block that hit my leg due to Rosie's actions.

"Come on, we're out of here!"

I just nodded with a trembling body. I already knew that he was mentally ill, instead I often got various tortures from him, then murders like this, I also had seen him do this before. Why am I still afraid and trembling.

I came out of the closet and followed Yohan out of this room. However, Yohan suddenly stopped and looked at Rosie's corpse. I stopped and saw Yohan grinning. Rosie's lying down, and how surprised I was to find that she was still moving.

In-he's still alive?

"Look at this, some are still alive!" yohan said while chuckling.

I saw Rosie struggling all her might to make a move, even if it was a waste. Why doesn't he pretend to be dead, you stupid woman, that's my thought on him. Yohan walked to the corner of the room and took an unused baseball bat, and gave it to me. I who don't know why he gave it to me can only look at the stick.

"Take this!"

Without a second thought, I immediately took the stick from his grasp, although I did not know what to do with it.

"Now you hit him until he's completely motionless!"

"What?"

I round my eyes to hear Yohan say. He's gone mad! How could I do such a horrible thing.

"Why? Isn't the game like that? The first one to be discovered will die,"

"B-but why should I do that?"

"Ah yes, why?"

Yohan looked at me while folding her hands, and then she smiled. I feel like there's something bad behind that smile.

"If you don't do it, then the one who dies is you!" he replied with a big grin.[this is the Yohan already in psychopathic mode]

I was shocked to hear it. I can't do this crazy thing, but on the other hand my life is at stake.

"Well, how?"

"Will I do it, I'll do it!"

I lifted the stick up slowly with a body that did not stop shaking. It appears that Yohan is waiting for me to hit Rosie with a look on her face that I can't explain with words. I close my eyes, my breath feels tight. Then I felt someone holding both of my hands from behind. I'm glancing. Yohan is behind me as if teaching me to play baseball.

"Just calm down, I'll teach you how to do it,"

My tears flowed because of the mixed feelings of fear. I can't do this, but I can't say that to her. By force, I followed what was Yohan's will. He raised my hand that was holding the wand, and then with the same speed and strength, the stick I was holding struck Rosie's head and made her blood come out from between her eyes and ears. I wanted to vomit, my body's response still hasn't changed, instead the vibrations are more intense than before. I see now Rosie's completely motionless, maybe now she's really dead.

"Well, it's your turn to be alone!"

I turned my face towards Yohan. What does it mean to be alone? Does he mean I should hit him again?

"What the hell is"

"Hit it again! Make sure he's really dead, El."

"But he's not moving anymore!"

"You don't want to?"

"Well, you smashed his head, El."

I opened my eyes slowly, and my stomach grew open to see Rosie's corpse with a crushed head. I want to get my stomach out immediately.

"All right, let's get out! I have to take a shower and you too, we're full of blood."

Yohan seemed ordinary, like someone who had just exercised and bathed because it was full of sweat. I'm the only one here who feels like I'm going crazy. Tears, sweat, blood, all filled my body.

After that horrible thing, Yohan told me to clean myself up and cook something for her. He also told me to eat with him. My body was no longer shaking after the bath, so Yohan said, "How was your first murder?"

I who wanted to scoop my mouth food instantly came to a halt and looked at his face with fear. "My murders?"

"Yes,"

"But I didn't kill anyone!"

"Pft, what are you saying? You killed that woman."

I saw Yohan chuckle in front of me. At that time I was really depressed. I didn't kill him, the one who killed him was Yohan, not me. I might dare to kill someone.

"Why? Isn't that a good thing?"

"..."

"I saw the incident. You were overwhelmed at the time. Why don't you fight?"

"Huh?"

I who was petrified by the thought of killing, now look at Yohan again with another thought. What was taken out of his mouth was indeed very unpredictable, before long he had taken out dirt from his mouth, and he had just let out normal words. To be honest he was right, why couldn't I fight back at that moment, his only answer was one, "I'm scared!"

"You scared? What are you afraid of?"

"..."

I bowed my gaze, I was honestly confused, what was I afraid of? I think Yohan is looking at me right now, maybe she thinks that I really am a strange woman.

"Well, now are you still afraid?"

"...Pardon?"

I looked up my head and looked at Yohan who was eating her food very greedily.

"You have me now, so there's nothing else you should be afraid of, I'll help you. Even if you kill someone."

I flinched, this time I was stunned not because of his criminal actions but because of his side that always makes me nervous and embarrassed. My heart was beating hard, not because I was afraid of him but because of his soft words. Even Rui's sister, my only friend, never said that to me.

"Do I deserve that?"

Yohan nodded her head and smiled. Ah, this is Yohan who made me fall in love. Such a side I really miss.

"I want to hear more of your story,"

"..."

"Would you sleep with me tonight and tell me all about yourself?"

This time I rounded my eyes and looked at her face in tears. Whether it's a dream or not, but I really like it. For a moment, I forgot about the horrible incident I had. I immediately nodded my head with my cheeks that were met with red.