Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 14: Yohan's Apology

We were both breathless with sweat flooding our bodies. Yohan really didn't know when she should stop, I almost fainted. I glanced back at my side, now that the corpse was no longer as scary as the first time I saw it.

"Haha, that's amazing!"

"..."

"Well let's take a shower together!" bring him.

I nodded my head, and he took me to the bathroom. We soaked together in one bathtub and faced each other, it embarrassed me to be honest.

"What makes you ashamed? I've seen every inch of your body."

To be honest, Yohan's words made me even more embarrassed. He looked at me from earlier and his gaze started to get strange now. Is something wrong? Have I made a mistake? I started to think because Yohan was looking at me with a flat and cold gaze.

"So, what's wrong with your life?"

"I'm sorry?"

"You seemed very scared and agitated when you met the dead man."

Huh huh? Dead man, Cedric? Did he realize it? But, he's right. I was nervous and scared because Cedric was friends with Leo. He knew a little that I was often treated unnaturally by the family. "T-Nothing's wrong," I hesitated. I can see, Yohan's gaze is now turning creepy, what should I do now?

"Do I look like an idiot?"

I jerked. "Ah, of course not, instead of that, I-"

"Wouldn't anyone lie to an idiot? Well, you have to understand that I'm not an idiot,"

I'm scared now, besides my body is tired and cold.

"Tell me everything, El."

"..."

"I'm waiting."

I was very hesitant to tell anyone everything I experienced, I never told Rui everything, but now I tell Yohan everything. "So that's what I've been through. It makes me depressed, I really can't fight it, I'm so scared."

"..."

He didn't respond? Does he feel sorry for me now?

"El, is that right?"

"Huh?"

"I was waiting for you to say that you killed your uncle and his family. But there's no such story."

"W-What?"

"Well, so you meant to tell me that you were having sex on the basis of liking?"

What a jerk, what the fuck is he? That's not true at all. "No! That's not true, I-"

"What's? You scared? Come on, you always use that excuse."

"But I-"

"..."

"Yohan listen to me"

I haven't spoken yet, Yohan immediately drowned my head in the water, I couldn't breathe, I thrashed but she didn't seem to care. He's gonna kill me here.

BLUB... "Yeah!" At the end he let me go, my breathing was tight but Yohan just looked at me with her creepy look. I took my breath and set it. Then, I shed my tears, I feel scared, I feel not okay now. "Don't be disgusted at me, please forgive me." I tried to hold her hand, I was afraid that she would throw me away. "Hit me like always, if you hit me you'd better hit me."

"Huh?" I was so shocked when he yelled at me, making me cry. Wh why?my inner. My mind is so upset, I don't want to be tortured alone anymore, now that he doesn't want me, I feel like I'm going crazy. While crying incessantly, I unconsciously hit my own head in the corner of the bathtub many times, until the blood came out very much, the clear bath water was now turned red, red, it made us soak with blood water because of it.

"Hey what are you doing?"

I still hit my own head, screaming and crying.

"It's noisy, stop it!"

I still didn't care, until I finally felt dizzy and my eyes were dark, I had reached my limits, then I was unconscious.

[Author] "Hey, are you done? Why are you quiet?" ask Yohan casually. There was no reply from Eleya, for she was unconscious with blood that did not stop coming out of her head.

"You didn't hear me?" yohan said with a tinge of emotion. Still unable to get an answer, Yohan finally moved Eleeya's body and found a lot of blood coming out of her head. Yohan looks panicked at the sight of so much blood, she just realized what Eleeya is doing. "The blood is a lot," he said.

Immediately he rushed to pick up a small towel and put it on Eleeya's forehead. He then took her to the room. He put the girl's body on the bed, and the blood still came out.

"Why is there so much blood, you'll die if you keep going like this!" yohan said with a face of panic and fear. Yohan walked over to her closet and she looked for clothes to wear. With my eyes, he looked at the attic for a moment. Then taking the P3K equipment, he carefully cleaned the blood all over Eleeya's body, gave her medicine and wrapped the wound on her forehead with cassa.

"You wouldn't die like this, would you?" abugn. Yohan took some clothes and put them on to Eleya, after she finished covering the girl's body and rubbing her head slowly. Yohan looked at the girl and her tears came, then again she looked at the attic of her room and held her head. He looks very depressed. He looked at his hand, which still had traces of blood. "I don't want to be like him, what have I done?" muttered.

"Ngh," Eeeya groaned softly. Yohan looked at the girl lying down.

"Ah, I can't be noisy here. It will wake him up" he said as he passed from the room.

Yohan stepped into the bathroom filled with blood, occasionally letting out a sigh, and she began to clean it. After cleaning the bathroom, he went to the living room. He stared at Cedric's corpse for a bit, and with a blank look, he dragged Cedric away from there.

*

The next morning, Eleya woke up with pain all over her body, especially her head and under.

He remembered what happened last night and cried again. Eleya rubbed her teary eyes and crawled out of the room. "I feel hungry" he murmured.

Eleeya tried to stand by the wall of the house, and she succeeded. Eleeya began to walk moving her legs little by little even though she had to stick to the wall, but it seemed like it was better than she had to crawl forever. When he reached the kitchen, he was surprised to find Yohan sitting at the dinner table enjoying her breakfast. They're facing each other now. Eleeya seems shocked to remember the incident last night that makes it difficult to see Yohan's face now. Yohan who saw Eleya immediately stood up and asked Eleeya to sit on the chair.

"Are you hungry?" ask Yohan.

Eleya just nodded her head. Yohan smiled and gave him a bowl of fried rice and a glass of milk.

"Eat! This time I cooked it."

Eleeya did not answer but she began to spoon the food. After all he had experienced, he felt very hungry now.

"I'm sorry. I don't think you're disgusting" Yohan said suddenly.

Hearing Yohan's words, Eleeya could only be dumbfounded and looked at Yohan with teary eyes. He continued his breakfast, shedding tears.

"You're right, it's not your fault. You were just scared at the time, I understand. You are just a victim" Yohan said.

"So you're still accepting me?" ask Eleeya.

"Of course, I told you we should be together forever" replied Yohan smiling broadly.

It makes Eleya happy and relieved, she spends her breakfast greedily now.

"It's still morning. You take a break, I'll go to college for a bit. Later in the day I will show you the garden behind my house," said Yohan.

"Do you have a garden?" ask Eleeya astonished.

"Yes, that's my mother's favorite garden. You've never seen him, have you?"

Eleeya nodded her head, astonished that she had been here for two months but she did not know about it. But naturally, Eleeya had never been behind the house since living here, all she stopped by was her room, kitchen, living room and cellar.

"Just wait. I'll show you soon. Alright I will go, well at home," Yohan said as she passed away leaving Eleeya who was still sitting at the dinner table.