Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 52: News of the Death

Pov***

I remember very well the thing I saw the last time before I was unconscious, the panicked face of Yohan with her hands clasping tightly onto the gift box from me.

Finally I managed to give the gift to him, even if the way was not at all as romantic as I imagined.

Until finally my body was not strong because of pain and crying too much, I finally fainted.

Hah, that's so sad.

I blinked my eyes, my eyes were still very blurred, my head was dizzy and my cheeks and the corners of my lips were swollen, it was painful.

I grimaced a few times because of her.

When my vision was finally perfect, I found myself lying in Yohan's room.

I was so thirsty, I felt like my throat was so dry.

How long have I been unconscious?

I saw the light from behind my window, indicating it was morning.

Even though I knew there was a glass of water on the table, I didn't even try to pick it up, my body was too limp to move, I thought I was going to die.

I stared at the unattractive ceiling of Yohan's room, without me noticing the drop by drop my tears falling.

I bit my lower lip trying to hold my cry, and it made it hard to breathe.

"Huh" I let out a long sigh, in the end crying was useless now, I wiped away all the tears on my face, and with all the remnants of my energy, I wiped away, I straightened my body and got out of that bed.

I limped my foot out of the room, just as my hand was about to open the door, someone from the outside opened it first, and it surprised me.

"El, you're awake"

Ah, when I rounded my eyes, her face that seemed like nothing had happened frustrated me.

I stared there as she sweetly smiled at me.

Even to just say sorry to me was impossible for him.

"I'm so worried because you fainted so long, I went through my days alone yesterday because of it"

"..."

Whahuh?

I fainted that long?

I thought I just fainted last night and woke up the next morning, apparently this morning the next day again.

My body is so weak.

My gaze was sidetracked when I saw that my gift bracelet had been coiled around his wrist.

Should I be happy to see this?

My pupils trembled looking at him, I wanted to run to my room immediately, drown my face in the pillow and cry.

"I'm sorry"

"...Huh?"

His hoarse voice echoed in my ears, I even raised my eyebrows in unexpected apology.

I looked at her face, she looked at me with a flat and sad look, a little puffy in her eyes, was she crying?That's not possible.

The atmosphere became silent, I did not even dare to look at him, I honestly did not understand what I was feeling, whether I was upset or disappointed, I was confused.

"Do you hate me now?"

Ah, her words broke the silence between us, her voice trembled, should I look at her face?.

"Ukhs..Hiks hiks, do you hate me?"

Instantly my head turned to him at that moment, he lowered his head while rubbing his teary eyes.

I snorted, he looked like a child crying because of the candy I called.

Is he really the Yohan I've known all along?I'm not even sure about that.

My heart seemed to be filled when I saw this man crying because of me, the man who used to be very creepy and easily killed someone now even looks so weak in front of me, I just found out her side like this, even my hand is now moving on its own to grab her cheek.

I saw him flinch when my hand touched his cheek, his eyes closed, washed away at my touch, he started to hold my hand, stuck it on his cheek for quite a long time, it seemed like he was happy with it, ah Yohanku, he said,how could I possibly hate you.

I let go of my hand that touched her cheek, and immediately hugged her tightly, maybe she was shocked, I know because I felt her body become stiff from my sudden movements.

"No, I don't hate you, where can I be like that" I said

Now that she responds to me, she puts her arms around my body, she holds me tight, it feels so warm and comfortable, I always love her embrace, even her scent is so fragrant.

"Don't leave me alone" he said in a raucous voice.

"I should have said that" I replied.

This feeling, I like it.

My existence is considered important by him, it's what makes me fall deeply in love with him.

"Yes, let's stay together like this, forever" he said.

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Author pov**

🎶 Hail (Hail), what's the matter with you feel right..Don't you feel right, baby

Hail, oh yeah, get it from the main vine, all right

Come and get your love...Come and get your love🎶

The ringing tone of the phone lying on the soft mattress echoed, but how many times the phone rang.

A few minutes have passed, the phone is still ringing which in the end makes the owner of the phone wake up from his sleep, by squinting one eye he was fingered reaching for his phone that had been bothering him.

"Hallo" he said in a raucous voice.

"Bas a jerk, why did you pick up the phone from me for so long" shouted a voice from across.

Rui slightly distanced the phone from her ear when she heard the screams from Tian.

"I'm sleeping, don't know if you're calling" he replied lazily.

"Huh, you should get here right now" Tian said, his voice shaking, he looked very panicked.

"Hey, I haven't even taken a shower, what's wrong?"

"Damn it, it's about Alana"

Rui glared as Tian mentioned Alana's name, let alone her saying it in a nervous and sad voice.

"Alana why?"

"He's...Died" Tian said sobbing.

Rui's cellphone was immediately dropped, Tian's voice still echoed there, his body froze after hearing the statement from Tian, his entire body was squeezed.

He bit his lower lip strongly, his hands squeezing a blanket on his bed.

Immediately he took back his dropped cell phone, pulled the jacket hanging on the chair and rushed away.

Rui drove his car at full speed, his heart skipped a beat even his face now looked pale from panic.

It could be just a joke of a Tian on him, but the news of death is not something that can be used as a joke.

Within 20 minutes, Rui had reached Alana's apartment, where there was already Tian, and several other police officers.

Rui stepped slowly, entering the area that was marked with a yellow line, right on the balcony of his apartment, a rope hanging there.

"He was found hanging there at 3am"

"Where was he taken?"

"To his parents' house, we have to go there"

"..."

"I don't know what he's going through, he's very good at hiding his feelings, but I didn't expect him to end up doing something like this"

"..."

Rui was silent, she was sitting limp accompanied by Tian.

I also don't know what he's been through until he's reckless like this, I hope our quarrel the other day is not the only reason he did this, said Rui.

"You know more about him than we do Rui, I hope you know what happened to him" Tian said.

Rui could not help but endure her sadness, when tears came out of her eyes, a sense of tightness bursting into her chest.

The entire memory of the two of them seemed to flow so casually in his head, that even they had not had time to make up after that day, everything they had been through all this time as colleagues and friends, he said, everything made Rui feel lost.

"How could he do this Tian" Rui said amid sobs.

"..."

Tian only looked at Rui while patting her shoulder once.

That night, the funeral home was filled with sobs everyone cried.

Rui looked at the photo of Alana smiling there, and she soon cried again.

"Huh"

He sighed then wiped his tears, he walked slowly out to calm himself by smoking a cigarette, staring at the night sky with so many stars there.

"You're so mean, Lana, why are you leaving this way?" muttered.