Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 31: I'm in love

Rui who was jolted when she heard Eleya yell Yohan's name, especially the look on Eleeya's face that described being very relieved when she saw the person.

Instantly his hand that had been holding Eleeya was released by itself.

Girlfriend said?inner Rui.

Eleeya immediately ran towards Yohan and was greeted with a brief hug from Yohan.

It was seen Yohan staring at the girl's arm that was reddened by Rui's grip.

"I remember I told you before, that I was very sensitive when it came to my boyfriend" Yohan looked coldly at Rui.

Rui who realized that she had hurt Eleeya's arm could only feel guilty, she was still inexhaustible, this person was her lover.

"Daughter said?Don't talk nonsense, what did you do to Eleeya? said Rui who could not hold back his emotions anymore.

"..."

"Eleeya, why are you with this guy?Come here, I'll take you home" Rui said as she shook her hand gesturing for Eleeya to head towards her.

Go home his word?

Where's he going home?Oh, Brother Rui, do you want me to go back to my uncle's house like hell?You've gone mad, brother, so whenever I don't want to go back there, batin Eleeya.

"K-sister Rui stop, I will only go home with Yohan" said Eeeya who was hiding behind Yohan's body.

Seen a small grin emerged from Yohan's lips, making Rui's emotions increasingly peaked at that time.

"What do you mean Eleya?" asked Rui who was confused by Eleeya's attitude.

"Listen, I'm honestly very angry right now that you're harassing my girlfriend, but I'll forgive you this time because you're her friend, but it's better this is the last time you bullied us, Mr. Lyoudwill" yohan said with her horrible look.

Rui glared and swallowed her saliva when she saw the piercing gaze of Yohan.

The place was so crowded due to her, everyone whispered and gossiped with their own views, and surely they all thought that Rui was the bully in the relationship of Yohan and Eleeya.

Yohan took Eleeya by the hand, inviting the girl to leave the place as soon as possible.

Eleeya turned her gaze briefly towards Rui who was confused about what happened, with her sad look she bowed her face and left from there.

When he was about to reach the car, Eleeya tripped on a rock and it made him fall down.

"Ahhhh"

Yohan reached out her hand and helped Eleya stand up, patting her clothes for dust and soil to disappear.

"You have to be careful, is it because these clothes aren't yours?" Yohan.

Eleeya shook her head, intending to explain that it was not what Yohan thought it was.

On the way, Eleeya just stared out the window.

Yohan just looked at her girl with a flat, as usual look.

"You're thinking about her?" yohan said that broke Eleeya's mind.

"No, I'm just sleepy" said Eleeya, bowing her face in fear of Yohan.

He will be angry, he will be angry, Eleeya inner.

"Eh?"

Eleya felt a warm touch above her head.

Gently, Johan rubbed the girl's head.

"You can go to sleep, if I wake up" Yohan said.

He's not mad at me?He even tried to calm me down, Eleeya said in her heart.

Eleeya then leaned her head, she was still thinking, how would it be if she had come with Rui, would Yohan come and kill her?

But, no matter why her sense of Eleeya was already so comfortable being beside Yohan now, even though she did not know how she felt towards the girl.

Flashback on***

Eeeya POV***

When I was five years old, I was often invited to the park by my mother, and that was where I first met Kak Rui.

Rui's sister who is five years older than me always invites me to play.

"I like you because you're a cheerful kid"

That's the phrase he once said.

I was very happy at that time because I got my first friend.But I did not expect that I became an orphan very quickly, even my age has not reached six years.

I was sad, what could a child of that age do when he found out his parents were dead.

Although my grandmother took good care of me but my heart still feels empty.

Luckily I still had Rui at the time, even though I sometimes felt that from then on she had always avoided me, I kept following her.

The more time went on, we continued to grow up, and because I grew up in a toxic environment, I got a lot of thoughts and made me become dim and gloomy.

Brother Rui is a good person, he is also considerate of me, even though his attitude is more towards pity me.

And maybe because he's the only guy I've met, eventually my feelings for him turn into likes.

One time, I dared myself to express my feelings to her.

We were walking in the park at the time.

"Ah Brother Rui, I want to tell you something" I said bowing my face in embarrassment.

"Yes, say what?"

"I think I, I like you feet" I said, hiding my smile.

"..."

I waited for his answer, but he had no response, so I looked up at my face to see his reaction.

The smile I gave her now disappeared into a strange and sad feeling when I saw the look on Kak Rui's face.

I realized again, my existence was never meaningful to anyone, I misinterpreted his good attitude to me, I misunderstood, I thought he must have the same feelings as me, but I was wrong.

"I'm glad you said that, but sorry, I can't give you more than a friend, you've been considered my own sister" she said with a look that seemed to say "How sad this girl is".

Ah, I'm rejected.

How embarrassing it is.

Then, one day while walking after school, I accidentally saw Rui's brother along with his college friends, at that time I was happy because I met him and intended to greet him, but that intention I paled when I heard a friend say my name.

"Oi Rui, I see you've been with a very geeky and weird High School kid"

"Yes, is he your girlfriend?Haha, your taste is low"

That's what his friends say about me, I see that Rui's sister doesn't question it, as if her friend's abuse of me is not important.

To be honest my heart hurt a lot at the time, but I ruled it out seeing how Rui's sister still wanted to be friends with me despite being made fun of by her friends.

We were still friends and when we met as usual, it was just that I who harbored a sense of disappointment towards him that decided to change attitude.

I don't want to pretend to be cheerful anymore in front of him, I'm very tired, plus the torture my uncle and aunt did as well as the indecent acts that Leo did to me, it all adds to my depression.

My mentality is not as strong as steel, I am very fragile, I need someone to hold me now.

I told that to Rui because he insisted, he was a sensitive person, he knew that I was beaten up.

When that happens, he will comfort me with his words.

He even told me that he would take me away from that house so I wouldn't be tortured again.

I should have calmed down because someone was trying to comfort me, but strangely my heart did not feel the slightest calm and comfort.

I always wonder what's wrong?

Until finally everything is answered.

That day, Kak Rui drove me home from the bookstore.

But suddenly, my uncle came up to me with a creepy look on his face, he said rudely to me, yelling at me because I came home late, he said I was just wandering around and neglecting homework.

I was hit and kicked by my uncle, and it happened right in front of Kak Rui.

I kept staring at Rui with a gaze that meant "Help me", but she did nothing, she just watched me being beaten by my uncle,he was like a tree that did not even budge when my gaze signaled for help.

I was very angry at him at that moment.

Why didn't he help me and just watch me as if it was fun for him.But I think again that he is my friend, the only one who wants to be my friend.

Until I finally went to college and saw Yohan there, she was always surrounded by campus children, her face was always smiling friendly that made me fall in love with her and want to be next to her

Although in the end I know Yohan's true nature, but she can make me happy in her own way, her attitude that always accepts me makes my existence more meaningful.

Flashback Off***

POV** author***

Yohan glanced at Eleeya who had fallen asleep, she sighed then lifted Eleeya's body slowly and took her out of the car.

He opened the door of his house with his hand still supporting Eleya.

Yohan put the girl on the bed carefully, not wanting to wake her.

Then it enveloped her and rubbed her back on the girl's head gently.

After closing Eleeya's door, Johan returned to his room, he took off his jacket and walked to the corner of his room, climbing a small staircase leading to his attic.

Arriving at the attic of her room, she stepped her legs slowly and sat down beside a small bed.

The white mattress is filled with rough dust.

If we look at it from a distance, there will be a person lying on the small bed, but when we get closer, it will be very clear, who is lying there is not a living person,but the bones are arranged on the bed like someone is lying down.

No matter how long it had been there, the complete skeleton started from head to toe, as if from the beginning it was indeed a human body.

Yohan then kissed the cheek that had become the skull, and with a smile she said.

"Mother, I've fallen in love" she murmured.