Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 53: Depressed

Rui put out her cigarette fire after removing the last smoke from her mouth, then she walked slowly to go back inside and sat down with Tian and the others.

"Where are you out of?" ask Tian.

"I've been smoking" replied Rui.

Rui looked around her, her netra as if she was looking for someone there.

"Let's not see Lana's mother"

"Oh he's probably resting, so he's always crying hysterically and ends up fainting"

"Huh, you know?I heard from someone who lived on the same floor as Alana yesterday, she said not long ago Alana had a big fight with her mother, even it made Alana cry"

"Arrangled?"

"Yes, you know there's only two people living on that floor, so that person can clearly tell if someone's fighting"

"Well, what's that been bothering her mind all this time?"

"I think it's possible, because it happens so often, that's what that guy told me"

"Yes, I would also be depressed if I always fight like that, but it's a pity that he's a good person, even at juniors like us"

Rui just silently listened as all of her colleagues were busy talking about Alana back then.

He leaned his back on the sofa, raised his head up and closed his eyes.

That day, I heard Alana fighting with someone on the phone, she looked very upset, even her eyes reddened as if holding back her tears from coming out, when I asked her what was the matter, she said, he smiled and replied that there was nothing.

"Hah, we've always been like this, he always starts these fights"

That's what he said, I didn't even ask anymore because I thought he didn't want to talk about it, looked on his face, he was exhausted.

I shouldn't have added to the burden of his mind, I said such a cruel thing to him, even though he had been having some tough days in his life.

Now it's useless if I say that I'm sorry, because he's gone now Rui murmured in his mind.

"Hei Rui, we have to go home" said Tian who broke Rui's mind at that time.

"Ah, yes, fine"

Rui daydreamed along the way home.

Many things he was thinking about, the shadows of Alana who was angry with him, the face of Eleeya who did not want to meet with her even Yohan's expression that grinned when underestimating her,all twitched in his mind, became one and made his head seem to want to explode.

Tian who was driving could only sigh as he glanced at Rui who looked so pitiful.

"We're all sad about this, you know?" tian.

"..."

"What's wrong with his family?" asked Rui with her soft voice

"Huh?You don't know anything about him?I thought you guys were close" Tian replied half-surprised.

"..."

"Yes, that's quite natural because of Lana's closed nature, so her parents divorced last year, that's because her mother married another man, she said, I don't know the details either because I heard this from his friends, after which he lived alone, as if he hated his mother,often they always fight like our friend talked about" explained Tian at length.

"Ah, it must be very heavy for her" Rui replied mused.

"Stop putting on a face like that, I'm annoyed" said Tian who was furious because from then on Rui always looked down and was not excited, really not like he usually was.

"In fact, not long ago there was a misunderstanding between us" said Rui hesitated.

Tian frowned when he heard Rui's indistinct speech, and there was doubt from Rui's expression at that time.

Rui just felt like she had to tell someone so that her burden would be slightly reduced.

Along the way, Rui tells the things that made a misunderstanding between them, until the love statements from Alana and their last quarrel, Tian listens while occasionally sighing.

"Huh, love is so complicated, and now you feel that her death was because of you, is that it?"

"..."

Rui just kept quiet while bowing her face, if at that time she knew this was happening, she would definitely not reject the woman and make her sad, that was what she was thinking right now.

"Stop thinking like that, Lana is not the type of woman who easily ends her life just because of love, especially for people like you"

Their car stopped right in front of the apartment that Rui lived in, with the footsteps of Gontai Rui walking into his house, he stepped his feet slowly, staring straight along the corridor with his mind fixed on Yohan.

He clenched his hands and scrunched his forehead.

It all started because of her, didn't it?Even Eleya's changed nature until my fight with Lana, all because of that bastard.

"Had"

Right in the middle of that quiet corridor, he stopped and let out a long sigh, so his roar echoed there.

"I was claustrophobic, again I blamed him for all the bad things I was going through" he murmured.

***

Eleeya rushed to the bathroom, from earlier she felt unwell, her stomach even felt great all day.

WUECK..WUEEKKK

He vomited all of his stomach, until his body relaxed.

He does not remember ever eating wrong until today, but somehow, his stomach feels very nauseous even his appetite was lost.

After washing his face, he walked slowly and picked up the calendar that was on the nightstand.

"My period... Through" he murmured.

GLAKES!

Eleeya swallowed her saliva while trying to calculate her menstrual period many times, already past 15 days.

He felt his stomach, but with great anxiety.

"How is this?" his muttering was stamped.

Eleeya recalled, during intercourse with Yohan, she never once took contraceptive drugs.

Even if his guess is correct, he cannot be happy about this news.Yohan's reaction is the most important, what if he does not want this.

"Tomorrow I have to make sure" he murmured softly.

She stepped inside her room, looking as if the handsome man was waiting for her inside, smiling as the man waved his hand, telling Eleya to come closer to her side.

Without a second thought, Eleeya immediately approached and lay down beside him.

"Where are you from?"

"Ah, I just washed my face"

As much as possible, Eleeya hid her worries, she did not want this unconfirmed thing to be known by Yohan.

"You look so tired, are you sick?" ask Yohan.

"No, I'm just sleepy"

Yohan stared into Eleya's face, then smiled afterwards.

"Then go to sleep, it's late"

"Yes"

"Ah, the blanket is in my room, wait a while I will get it" said Yohan got off the bed and walked out to get a blanket for Eleeya.

Eleeya blinked her eyes, in fact she did feel exhausted even though she did nothing, her eyes were no longer able to withstand the drowsiness that attacked her, so she finally fell asleep in her sleep, so she was asleep, even by the time Yohan returned to her room with a blanket, Eleeya was already sleeping very soundly, the man just smiled.

Yohan approached and put the blanket on Eleeya slowly because she did not want to wake her up.

He stared at the sleeping face of Eleya.

Her fingers resty the strands of hair that covered Eleeya's pretty face.

"My lady" he muttered.

He smiled again and landed a gentle kiss on Eleya's forehead.

"Yes, she's my woman" he muttered again.