It is written in my Imam

Eps 43 praying together.

Rania immediately turned to look at Rendy when listening to Rendy who invited her to get married suddenly. His face was clearly shocked to hear the invitation.

He also did not know wrong or what to hear what Rendy told him. But he clearly did not mishear. Because he was immediately shocked when he heard it.

" What are you saying?" rania asked with a heavy voice. His voice is hoarse.

" You and your brother-in-law live together. Yesterday you survived and not necessarily another. To avoid slander, I am willing to marry you" said Rendy in detail.

" This is also to avoid returning scorn and questions of people who are curious about the cancellation of your marriage or not. I want to marry you on the date you should marry Gilang. So you don't have to be afraid of people who will come back to scorn you because you will still marry just a different man" explained Rendy with a soft word.

And Rania was more and more shocked by the really clear description of the word.

" Rania marriage should be based on knowing each other and also love. Nor is it romance or ta'aruf though. Couples should know each other. I think I know you well enough. But for love not. You and I are still new and enough for all of that. Love problem or not clear me and you have not felt it and let everything flow just like that" said Rendy clearly talking to Rania and Rania just silently listening to the words.

The shocked face, back in tears. She didn't know why she had to shed tears when Rendy asked her to get married.

" Don't misunderstand Rania. I didn't mean to play you. I just want to keep you away from things you don't want" Rendy said, explaining her point to Rania.

" Rendy, you said you knew me well. Then why should I?" why should I be the one you marry. You obviously know me. You know all about you. You know my family and you know how I am. And I know you. Your family and my family. Like the heavens and the earth. You and I are so different. I am a woman who can't do anything. I'm not Rendy's good woman and you're obviously a good man" said Rania, who realized she didn't deserve to be edited by the man.

" I have no right to judge you. But I'm asking you to marry me. Because I already know who you are. There is no innocent human being. And all humans have a chance" said Rendy.

" You will only regret marrying Rendy" said Rania, feeling unworthy to be Rendy's wife.

" Let's ask for guidance from the powers. I proposed to you without any guidance from God. I suddenly said it probably because of the inner war with the atmosphere you were in. If you doubt. We're asking for directions together. We both pray istikharah tonight and if all are given instructions I will propose to you tomorrow. And if God does not approve of this relationship. Then it means that you and I are not a match," said Rendy.

Rania just silently heard the words of Rendy who looked so sincere. Those short words made his heart tremble. Anyone who does not want to marry Rendy everyone also wants to marry Rendy. But he just doesn't deserve it. He felt inappropriate.

" I'll drive you home and we'll see you tomorrow again" said Rendy who immediately pulled the gas of her car and Rania was still quietly fixated who might still be shocked by the marriage invitation of the perfect man. Both physical and moral are amazing. Hence Rania just felt inappropriate about the marriage.

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Rendy had to ask the divine for guidance. To find out if the path he took was right or not. Exactly 2pm in the third of the night. Rendy performs evening prayers solemnly.

After finishing the prayer service 2 rakaat it. Rendy held her 2nd hand up and pleaded with her Lord.

" O Allah, the servant proposed to a servant woman without asking you for guidance. Without talking to my mom. The servant says it because of the inner movement within the servant. I see she is a woman who always wants to have a chance. But there is no place for him. There is no order for him. So he keeps feeling like he's not getting justice,"

" O Allah, carry out all the affairs of the servant and also Rania. Allow me to live your sunna rosul. Allow the servant to be his priest. Give fluency to all the intentions that you want to carry out. Yes Alla if Rania is indeed the soul mate of the servant. Then give O Allah to make all things clear, O Allah,"

" If he is the trust which you send to the servant. Then allow the servant to marry him. For we are both close to you and together want to reach your paradise. Give O Allah, your blessings and blessings for good will, O Allah,"

Rendy kept praying for directions. Ask for blessing, ask for the way to its creator sincerely. With Rendy's teary eyes. Like what he said to Rania in the car. He doesn't love that woman.

She wants to marry him to keep Rania away from things she doesn't want. Removing Rania from her sister-in-law who continues to have evil intentions to Rania. To avoid slander and accusations from Willo. Rendy is willing to marry Rania.

Rendy who prayed continuously by asking for directions continuously on the other side of Rania was in her room lying agitated. He momentarily tilted his body right, left.

It was repeatedly done. He was really nervous about what Rendy said in the car. She was like a woman so special that she was proposed to by a man like Rendy.

" What he saw from me. Until he can propose to me. He and his family come from good families. Why should he ask me to marry. She seemed to close her eyes about who I was and how I was, "Inner Tania Rania with the restlessness of her heart.

Rania lay straight looking up at the sky of her room with her hand rubbing her chest.

" *Oh my God, my heart trembled as he proposed to me. But I deserve to be his wife. He's a very nice guy. What about marrying me. It'll make his life a mess,"

" I am a woman far from you and she is very close to you. I don't deserve to be his wife. God, I don't know if this is the best way or not. I never asked you. But this time I only ask that you give him justice. Who deserves him and there's no way I'll take his life. Because of marrying me," Rania's mind felt inappropriate and instead prayed that Rendy would think more about her decision*.

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In the morning, Rendy and her family had breakfast as usual. Rendy sees her mother and it looks like Rendy wants to talk to her mother.

But there are doubts of its own. It seems like Rendy wants to discuss the issue of her intentions to question the woman she wants to marry. He would want to talk about the wedding.

" Ma," said Rendy.

" Well, why Rendy?" ask Ratih.

" Rendy, you want to talk seriously" said Rendy. Ratih was a little curious about his mother's words.

" Hmmm, tell me what's wrong, your face also does look serious" said Ratih.

" Right, Rendy's like a very serious face. Like there are those who want to be in omongi," said Nia.

" Well, what is Rendy?" ask Ratih while chewing his food.

" Married!" sahut all of them simultaneously that definitely do not believe in the words of Rendy.

It turned out that Anisa who came to the house when she heard the words Rendy wanted to marry Anisa stopped her steps and instead smiled.

" Is this indeed the time," Anisa's inner faintly smiled which Anisa seemed to feel if Rendy was going to marry her.

" At last, Rendy realized her feelings for me as well. It's such a beautiful morning I can't believe I can hear the news of this marriage" her inner self continued to smile with Rendy's words. Like he'll be edited by Rendy.

" Rendy what are you saying. What mama did not hear wrong," said Ratih who must be very shocked to hear the words of his son.

" No ma, mama didn't hear me wrong. That was Rendy's intention. Rendy wants to get married" said Rendy.

" Who's with?" ask Zahra. " Sorry Rendy. Because as far as I know, no one is close. So it's not just me who's surprised. Everything must be shocked" said Zahra.

" Right, Rendy. Who is she married to?" asked Nia who must have been astonished as well.

Anisa is already smiling. Her heart was flowery as if impatient with Rendy's answer.

" I want to marry Rania" said Rendy, making everyone more shocked. Zahra who drank until choking. His mother until glared the same as Nia who closed her mouth.

While Anisa who was smiling now became glared with her shocked face like in a bomb hearing the words of Rendy who apparently wanted to marry Rania and not her. His face turned into a monster that Tidka believed in what sounded in his ears.

" danie!" sahut Zahra is still sore in his throat. It is impossible to believe those words.

" Yes Rania, I want to marry her" Rendy said.

" Kok can sis," said Nia who must be clearly shocked as well. But you can't lie. If he was actually very happy when he heard those words. She doesn't know why she married Rania.

" Ma, Rendy has already established herself to marry him. Rendy wants to take her to this house. Wanting to guide him, wanting to become his priest to step closer to the path of heaven," said Rendy sincerely speaking holding the hand of his mother while rubbing it.

The once surprised Ratih now smiled when he heard Rendy's words proposing to a woman to take her in a better direction. That sincere intention clearly made his heart touched.

" Are you sure of your decision?" ask Ratih by holding Rendy's hand as well. Rendy nodded without any burden. Zahra smiled hearing that. If his cousin would marry his best friend.

" Have you told Rania?" ask Rendy.

" It's ma" said Rendy.

" What did Rania answer?" ask Zahra quickly.

" He answered nothing. We are still both asking for directions and Rendy has got the directions, so can say this to mama and for Rania herself Rendy does not know," replied Rendy.

" When will you be sure?" asked Nia who seemed impatient.

" Today. Because there is no time. If Rania accepts Rendy's proposal. Rendy will marry him as soon as possible" replied Rendy. Patty smiled hearing that.

" Mama approved your good intentions to question Rania. May Allah give the best path for you and also Rania" said Ratih who gave his blessing to his son.

" Thank you ma, I've approved you" said Rendy. Ratih smiled the same as the others who also smiled with Rendy's decision which they thought was such a noble intention.

While Anisa who also has not shown herself has clenched her hands by clenching her teeth full of emotion with the words of Rendy who could want to marry Rania.

" Why did Rendy want to marry that woman. What their relationship really is. It is true that Rendy and Rania have a special relationship behind Gilang and the reason why Rania canceled the marriage. Because he wants to marry Rendy, "an upset Anisa's mind whose high blood immediately rises when the man who has been in his tribe has been hunting other women. The woman he also knew.

Anisa who was full of anger with a sharp look at the smiling Rendy, chose to leave the house. Because maybe he was in the house or continued to follow breakfast with his mood so hot.

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While on the other hand Rania was in her room that was still agitated. Rania has been bathing in a long knit dress with long, cream-colored arms sitting in front of a mirror with her face full of anxiety.

Several times Rania looked at her phone screen. Rania looked at the clock that was very fast moving. The problem is very much and Rendy seems to be prepared to be in every problem. Rendy helped him a lot and even willing to marry him just so that he was not disturbed and certainly not to happen the cancellation of the marriage that had been planned with Gilang.

" Huhhhhhh, why do I keep beating like this. Why is it that my feelings are uncertain like this what will happen next," Rania's inner self continued to rub against her unfounded chest. His sudden heartbeat was abnormal due to his completely unsettled feelings.

He doesn't want Rendy to have bad luck so keep praying that Rendy doesn't come. But do not know why his feelings seemed to want Rendy to come to his house and propose to him.

Rania is indeed feeling an inner war. He's very restless. His uncertain feelings. There is a sense of wanting to hurry.

" O Allah make things easy and do not let him be the one who is even unlucky because only the intention of marrying me," Rania said.

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