It is written in my Imam

25 Eps. Thinking positively.

" You didn't have breakfast Rania?" ask the mother. Rania did not reply and immediately continued her steps. And Faridah could only waste her breath slowly.

" Look at his behavior. Like that is still in bela," said Rudi who continued his breakfast.

Rania continued her steps out of her house and directly entered her car. Wearing his seat belt and looking at his empty phone. No notifications or incoming calls from others.

" Must be Gilang's parents decided this marriage," he said, who had resigned to what happened next.

" huhhhhhhhh," maybe this is my destiny," he said who did not expect anything more and immediately drove his car at a leisurely pace.

If it is too soon later he returns again repeating his mistake that hit people's children just because they are not focused.

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In the same place Rendy did the same. Breakfast with his family. Breakfast became their routine. Maybe Rendy's breakfast is different from Rania's. If Rendy is peaceful and looks shady.

While Rania is hot, not peaceful and always at the beginning of a dispute and ended without a solution to the problem.

" Hmmm, I pity you. Look at Rania's sister last night," said Tania suddenly.

" It's Nia's habit. His sister is like that. It is very like to talk excessively and blame arbitrarily," said Zahra.

" Are you familiar with Rania?" ask Ratih.

" Yes Aunty, know Rania pretty close. We happen to be a college. Never even a class. But I was pretty close to him. He is very nice and humbel. And obviously she's not the woman that her brother told her. But if it's a family problem. Zahra doesn't know. Because Rania is also covered with her personal problems, so her husband's problem is her brother. Zahra is also not familiar," Zahra explained as he was.

" Yes Aunty could see, she was indeed a woman who was not like that.

" But why does Rania's sister not defend herself" Tania said in surprise.

" she. Not defending yourself does not mean wrong. Silence is not giving up. But maybe Rania is not making a noise" said Ratih.

" Well, uh, is Aunt Iren really going to break that marriage?" ask Tania.

" Mama doesn't know either. You know it yourself. Aunt Iren is very stubborn and does not want to lose" said Ratih.

" But pity if the problem is not clear should end the relationship" said Tania limp.

" Yes, how else is it like that and maybe indeed the destiny of Rania's life is not as beautiful as the career that he got," said Zahra.

" How do you think Rendy is?" ask Raif suddenly. Rendy was a little surprised by her mother who suddenly asked. He was silent and did not respond at all.

" Hmmm, what do you think?" ask Rendy wonder.

" Yes about, Rania," said Ratih.

" Why should you ask me?" ask Rendy wonder.

" Mommy just wants your opinion" Iren said.

" Of course he's not as bad as what we heard yesterday. It just so happened that Rendy had known Rania before," said Rendy suddenly made everyone shocked. Including Zahra who was most shocked.

" So you know each other before and what Willo said." said Zahra who remembered Willo's words when they drove Rania home.

" No Zahra" said Rendy. " It's not like what her brother said. I accidentally got to know her when Rania bumped into a boy and there we accidentally met and that was just our introduction. And I also did not know that Rania was his future wife Gilang," explained Rendy completely.

" Rendy's sister is familiar with Rania's sister. Then why aren't they the only ones who have a relationship why should be Gilang's sister, "the inner Tania who seems to like Rania and instead wants her brother with Rania.

" Oh my goodness Tania. What you think is indeed you God predestine the soul mate of people," Inner Tania wiggled her strange-minded head.

" From what I've seen from the way he's responsible and so on. Obviously she's not the kind of woman she says she is" continued Rendy who never thought badly of others.

" Yes I agree he is not like that" Zahra said.

" We just pray that Rania gets the best" said Ratih who was full of hope.

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Rania sat down in her favorite spot. In front of a fountain on the edge of town. Her tears must have been dripping. If you remember everything that happened to him.

" What's true, I'm a very bad woman. That's why my life was never happy. I never get love from a truly sincere person. I will never marry. Because indeed my destiny is not for that," his mind with his heart turmoil.

" Maybe it is. I don't deserve to live in a household. Because I am not worthy of all that, "his mind is aware of his shortcomings.

That is why his life was never calm. Everything he got easily reciprocated with his personal life that did not get affection. Both from his family and what else a man.

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Rendy was in her car waiting to get stuck. The causeway that passes Rendy is adjacent to the fountain that there is Rania there which is none other than the road.

Rendy who looked around unintentionally looked at her eyes where the eyeballs were directly focused on the beautiful woman there whose face was not too clear because it was blocked by the fountain.

But being able to recognize the woman that none other than Rania saw wiped her tears. Don't know why. The tremors in her heart when she sees Rania that maybe Rendy has pity on Rania or whatever.

But his eyes continued to look at the woman who intermittently flicked her hair back which intermittently wiped her tears away.

Suddenly in the middle of the view. It rained without any cloudiness and lightning. Though the day is very bright. But the rain came without being invited and Rania remained at her seat as if it did not matter what was wetting her.

He cried sobbing and perhaps with the rain he could cry even more strongly to get his heart out. Because no one will hear it and maybe see it.

Because with the rain. People who had been around the fountain ran around looking for shelter because of the sudden rain. And only she remained who did not care anything she still lamented her fate.

" I'm tired of all this. Everything I do is meaningless. I've tried everything I can. The more I try the harder it is to solve the problem. I'm really tired" he said, completely desperate.

Suddenly his body was hit by rain water suddenly no more rainwater and even Rania with confusion put his palm facing the sky and indeed there was no rain hatch anymore.

Rania looked around her and it was still raining which made her completely confused and Rania was looking but the surrounding still raining made her confused.

Rania raised her head and saw that there was an umbrella protecting her and it was true and Rania quickly looked back.

How surprised Rania was when she saw the owner of the umbrella was Rendy. Rendy with a black shirt on which she now drenched due to rain water. Rendy was paddling it and while Rendy herself was wet without wearing any protection material.

" Rendy," said Rania with their eyes clashing against each other and Rendy could see for herself the tears were still dripping and saw Rania's face was really very tired.

They still look at each other with hearts that do not know what it means. Maybe Rendy looked at Rania with sympathy as if she knew what she was feeling. While Rania she felt very appreciated when someone treated her like that.

" Let's get out of here!" said Rendy by rubbing his face wet because of the flow of rain water. Rania was still speechless and probably still could not believe the presence of that excellent man.

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