It is written in my Imam

Episode 281's

Day after day passed without his wife taking care of his baby who continued to cry, as now Asyifa was in Rendy's arms while giving him milk using a dodot.

" Cup, cup, cup, baby," Rendy tried to silence Asyifa who was unceasingly crying.

It may be easy to keep a baby without a mother. But it must be done Rendy because of his promise to his wife. Asyifa is sometimes so fussy even often wake up in the middle of the night. Like a child as usual.

Hearing the sound of the beautiful baby crying, Ratih entered Rendy's room. He saw his son trying to silence the baby. Ratih immediately approached Rendy and took over to silence Asyifa.

" You rest there, let the mama be quiet," said Ratih. Rendy nodded and went straight to the bed leaving her son in her mother's grasp, Rendy lying on her back to her mother who was standing in her place.

" I can't stand Rania, I can't do it. Why is Rania so fast. Don't you have pity to see our son. I don't know when Rania can accept all this. May I ask for you to return. I couldn't stand all this," Rendy's mind squeezed out her painful chest.

He thought he would be strong to lose his beloved wife Rania. But it turns out that there are no more days of sadness that Rendy gets. Patih understood his son's feelings. Perhaps the more I saw Rendy Ashifa the more I remembered Rania. The room was full of their memories. Yes definitely it won't be easy for Rendy that fast to forget about Rania.

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In caring for Asyifa Rendy always read the writings that previously prepared Rania. Rendy followed everything from bathing to dressing. It was long accustomed to Rendy doing.

Same with this where Rendy was wearing diapers for her daughter while inviting her to play where Ashifa was laughing with her hand holding a toy that rang.

While wearing diapers Rendy turned to the side to see the beautiful woman who made milk. Who else if not Rania. It's just Rendy's hallucination. Smiling at his wife who seemed to be beside him.

" Dear milk is finished" said Rendy by sticking her hand to take the milk. But disappeared, no Rendy just took aim.

Rendy let out her breath slowly and smiled back at the sight of her daughter who was now laughing. Rendy did not forget to kiss her daughter whose fragrance was so typical of his wife Rania.

Rendy is getting used to taking care of Asyifa herself which sometimes must be helped by Ratih, Nia and even Willo, her brother-in-law often come there to help take care of her nephew. If he's not who else. Rania also told him before.

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Supermarkets. Because the Asyifa equipment was exhausted, inevitably Nia had to buy it at the supermarket. What is certain is not to forget Nia brought a note from Rania. Because Rania does write brands and other completeness.

Nia who pushed the grocery trolley was already almost full.

" Oh yes stay the milk," muttered Nia who went straight to the milk rack to pick up the appropriate brand.

" Why no yes. What's up," inner Nia wondered who didn't see the milk brand that fit her record.

" Mom!" scold Nia when she sees a servant.

" Yes, how can I help you?" ask the waiter.

" Milk brand, A where is it?" ask Nia.

" Oh again empty stuff. Wear this mbak, this is almost the same," said the waiter showed another brand.

" I want a brand A, because it must be in accordance with the existing records," replied Nia.

" No, no" refused Nia.

" Mom called the guy. What I said must be true. Because if the brand A is not replaced the same is usually. So ask the same person. Rather than tired 2 times of work," said the servant who kept urging Nia.

It seemed that Nia was annoyed with the waiter even carelessly putting the employee into Nia's basket without Nia's consent.

" I said I didn't want to!" snapped Nia who threw the milk out of her basket until it opened and scattered on the floor. Nia's anger made the servant surprised even the people who were there to steal the attention in the commotion.

" Do you not understand. My sister wrote this brand. Which means just this brand. You told me to call him. He no longer exists!" shouted Nia who could not control herself.

Mario who was with Nia saw the commotion and immediately approached Nia.

" Nia what's going on?" mario asked worriedly and saw the floor strewn with milk.

" He forced me to buy it. Rania's sister doesn't want that" said Nia whose tears fell. Mario rubbed Nia's hair.

" Yes, we look elsewhere, you don't get angry," said Mario who knows what Nia feels like.

" I'll replace the loss. Next time never force people" said Mario. The servant just lowered his head.

" Let's go!" take Mario gently. Nia nodded which was where her heart was still so hot.

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Nia sat on one of the benches neutralizing her breath that was still going up and down. Mario comes to him by burning mineral water, immediately giving it to Nia after opening the lid.

" You drink first!" said Mario. Nia nodded and drank it straight away.

" You don't get angry anymore. He doesn't know anything. Maybe just misunderstood. You have to be able to control yourself" said Mario who was still crouching in front of Nia. Which Nia wiped her tears.

" Why did Rania make things difficult for me. I should have listened to him before. But not now that he's gone. I am completely useless, even I cannot meet the needs of Asyifa," said Nia who sobbed sobbing.

Mario sat beside him and rubbed Nia's shoulders.

" Don't talk like that. You've been trying a lot. You'll be a good aunt and Rania's sister won't be mad at you. He said all that to you. Because you already believe," said Mario who tried to calm Nia.

" I think it's easy, it's not, '" said Nia.

" I understand how you feel. Trust me you will get used to all this and sister Rania will be proud of you. You take good care of your child. Even had a fight with the waiter. Only because they keep what they're safe. So don't blame yourself. You're a strong woman and you'll get through this" said Mario, who convinced Nia.

Nia who was a little calm nodded her head

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