It is written in my Imam

It is written in my Imam
Chapter 236 Broken heart of wife.



Rania's departure furiously made Rendy confused.


" What happened Doctor?" asked Rendy, breathing heavily.


" Please sit down Doctor Rendy!" said Doctor Anggi invite Doctor Rendy to sit and Rendy immediately sat down and so did Doctor Anggi.


" This is Doctor," said Doctor Anggi giving Rendy some sheets of paper. Rendy's expression reading the sheet of paper left her claustrophobic.


" Stadium's up. So Rania's cancer is stage 3" said Rendy with heavy breathing. Doctor Anggi nodded.


" Mrs Rania did not accept her condition and caused her to get angry. And also that's the effect of the hormone that is not stable" explained Dr. Anggi. Rendy closed her eyes with a heavy breath ahead.


" O Allah, why is it that you are giving my wife more and more. I know she is a strong woman, God. But I also know he is very weak. Why is God. You did not leave that pain to me. Why should Rania be my wife. He must have been getting crushed and getting desperate," Rendy's inner self by covering her face with her 2 hands that were definitely her tears that had come out.


" The patient is Doctor Rendy" said Dr. Anggi. Rendy nodded who was trying to be sincere.


" I'll excuse you first" said Rendy. Doctor Anggi nodded and Rendy immediately left.


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Rendy searches for Rania around the hospital and does not find his wife even looking for him in the parking lot. But still not find it either.


" Rania where are you" said Rendy panic by calling Rania who did not also pick up the phone from him which made Rendy more worried about his wife.


Rendy has been looking for Rania on the street by car. Rendy looked to the left to the right to look for his wife. But not found several times also Rendy already inhabit Rania. But Rania did not pick up her husband's phone at all.


Which turned out to be Rania's funeral of her son who had been forcibly taken from her womb. Where Rania continued to cry intending to hold the small mesan.


" Mom should not allow the Doctor to forcefully remove you dear. You should have stayed in my mother's stomach. You must have been born into this world. If you disagree with the doctor's words. You now see you are a victim and mom is not recovering at all and is even getting worse" Rania said with a tearful cry.


" I'm sorry dear mother, forgive mother," said Rania who issued all her heart to her son who had gone to heaven


Turns out Rendy found his wife. His premonition aimed at that place and was correct. His premonition was there and Rendy just silently heard the outpouring of his heart on their son. She knew how devastated Rania felt to sacrifice everything. But get nothing.


" I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" said Rania, who continued to apologize. Rendy stepped closer to Rania who was sitting limp in the tomb. Rendy was directly beside Rania by holding onto Rania's shoulder. Rania turned to her husband. Rendy hugged him.


" Everything is free, everything is free. There's no point in everything. All futile. I've been trying. You know a lot of things I do. A lot of what I sacrifice remains. I'm staying like this you shouldn't have persuaded me to bury our son. Shouldn't have done. Look now I'm staying like this" said Rania, crying in Rendy's arms sobbing. Rendy rubbed Rania's hair and hugged her tightly which let Rania say anything.


Rendy lets Rania get what she keeps. Because Rendy knows how devastated Rania is. Rania feels it and this time Rendy does not want to talk much that makes his wife down. Rania continued to cry and talk at length with those words until she finally did not speak anymore. But only the sound of breathing sounds that maybe Rania is tired.


Rendy took off the hug by holding the 2 cheeks of his wife rubbed Rania's face with the sticky Rania hair on that face. Rendy kissed softly on Rania's forehead looking into Rania's disappointed eyes.


" We go home, yes" said Rendy, gently holding back her tears.


Rania nodded her head. Rendy smiled and slowly petrified his wife to stand up. Rania's body is so weak and even her legs are very numb making Rendy prefer to hold Rania ala bridal style.


" I know you're so tired. You're disappointed, you're angry about everything that happened. I know that, baby. We as human beings can only pray. The rest goes back to the divine who determined it and it is only natural that you are so distressed like this" inner Rendy who keeps trying to understand his wife's feelings.


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Anisa, Agam, and Sarah are having dinner together at Agam's house.


" What invitation did Anisa just come to?" ask Sarah.


" An invitation from the Zahra baby shower for her womb," Anisa replied as she chewed her food.


" Where is it?" ask Sarah.


" At Aunt Ratih's house" Anisa replied.


" You're leaving?" ask Sarah.


" If there's no obstacle I'm the same Eagle will go" replied Anisa.


" Why should go. You don't remember them having kicked mom out of the house" said Sarah, who recalled the incident.


" Mah, Anisa and Agam have no problem or business with them and the mother is expelled. And if we are invited as much as we can go," said Anisa wisely.


" I agree too. I also rarely go to Aunt Ratih. So there is no harm in going there" said Agam.


" Kalina these two are the same. Instead of defending mom, instead defending the family," said Sarah upset.


" No one defended. We are neutral" said Anisa.


" All right, it's up to you 2. There if you want to go. But don't take your mama. Mama doesn't want to go to that house anymore" said Sarah.


" Katai did not invite mama," said Agam casually.


" Sure you really are, yes" growled Sarah. Anisa is just a bell with her mother whose attitude is like a child.


" You 2 have no respect for your mother in this house. Mama is no longer appetite," said Sarah who immediately stood up and immediately left.


" Why mama?" ask Agam.


" Do not know justin ajalah," said Anisa who bodo time. Agam only gurgles. Indeed, her in-laws are there-only in search of because and Agam is used to the cravings of her in-laws.


" Lazy also served mama," Anisa's inner.


Seriate