It is written in my Imam
Episode 250's. Complain.
Rendy and Rania today went to the Obstetrician where the Doctor was the Doctor of choice Rania who only checked the truth whether she was pregnant or not.
Maybe as a husband will definitely be a happy person with his wife's pregnancy. But not with Rendy who accompanied Rania to a different hospital where Rendy continued to be moody and did not even come inside and just waited outside with a few times rubbed his face with a breath that's so heavy.
His face must have been constantly flushed with and teary eyes. Rania's pregnancy only makes Rendy full of fear and never calm down.
Not long after, Rania finally came out of the Doctor's room and immediately approached her husband who was sitting waiting for her.
" Dear is done," said Rania reprimanding her husband made Rendy throw her breath slowly and approached her husband.
" Yes already then, let's go home," said Rendy who immediately stood up.
" Please wait, see the results of the USG," said Rania showed a photo of the USG content. And Rendy seemed to not want to see it and immediately grabbed Rania's hand grasping it tightly.
" Let's go home!" said Rendy who immediately brought Rania home without caring what Rania gave to her and Rania who saw the coldness of her husband made her feel so sad.
In the car Rania and Rendy just shut up. Silence with no conversation at all. Rendy was focused on driving and Rania who was leaning on the car seat just looked at the window with her gloomy face and even looked falling tears and was immediately fast on the gap.
Rendy had caught Rania who was seen dripping with tears that made Rendy feel guilty and immediately grabbed Rania's hand holding her tightly. Rania did not respond to anything. He remained silent without looking at Rendy even though his hand was held tightly.
As soon as she got home, Rania was seen getting out of the car first and Rendy just looked. Rendy follows his wife who enters the house and Rania immediately enters the house by crossing with Ratih.
" Have Rania come home?" ask Ratih.
" Yes mah, Rania wants to go up first," said Rania who immediately left just like that which made Ratih surprised and not long Rendy also entered the house.
" Assalamualaikum," said Rendy.
" Greetings Walaikum" said Ratih, Rendy kissed the back of his hand.
" What's the matter with Rendy, are you in another cold war with your wife?" ask Ratih who always has a high instinct. Rendy looked silent with her sad face as if she needed a mother to listen to her outpouring of heart.
" Why son?" ask Ratih.
Rendy immediately hugged her mother who wanted to get the calm that made Ratih more astonished and could feel the sadness of her son. But he doesn't know what happened. Ratih hugged tightly by rubbing Rendy's shoulder gave Rendy strength.
Rendy and Ratih finally spoke with cold heads. After Rendy felt much calmer.
" I'm wrong, I can't accept the reality and can't adjust to the reality that already exists" said Rendy.
" What are you talking about? mama doesn't understand?" ask Ratih.
" Our quarrel was not yesterday and Rania is now pregnant" said Rendy in a voice so heavy as to come out.
Ratih was shocked to hear him until he covered his mouth with 1 hand which made him also shocked who did not know whether to be happy or not. But the face of Ratih is no less afraid of Rendy, when her son-in-law was pregnant which surely Rasti knows what the risks of pregnancy daughter-in-law.
Ratih immediately lowered his head by closing his 2nd face with his hand which must have been a tear behind that hand.
" O Allah, this is a test to make us stronger" said Ratih in response to a statement from his son-in-law.
Huhhhhh, Ratih took his breath slowly forward and again grabbed his son's hand.
" You are patient. You know your feelings, your fears, you feel them too. But this is the destiny, son, to raise your degree and your wife better in the eyes of God," said Ratih who can only give strength to Rendy who he knows how Rendy feels.
" I don't know what it's gonna be like. I can't lie to myself. If I don't want Rania's pregnancy. I can't playfully be happy with a pregnancy based on Rania's decision. I tried to understand and let everything go. But after Rania positively pregnant. I was getting scared and couldn't do anything. And I don't know what my attitude is to Rania" said Rendy with tears streaming down her cheeks. The shaking hands that Train feels.
" Mama knows son. But it's not Rania's fault, don't hurt Rania with you being cold and not wanting her pregnancy. Don't be like that. Remember this Rendy is happiness for Rania, so you must be beside her who continues to give her strength, do not anger Rendy to your wife, do not be angry at God. You, Rania is a choice. Which you can definitely go through and I'm sure you'll get through. Death belongs only to the creator. My mom is scared just like you. Nothing is impossible in this world. Leave it to God" said Ratih who gave Rendy spirit. Rendy just nodded and hugged her mother back.
" Strengthen yourself, keep praying, try, insyallah there is the best way. Trusting my mom is just a test and I'm sure you can get through it" said Ratih. Rendy simply nodded by hugging her mother tightly.
The best place to confide was indeed a mother whose mother was also very neutral who never sided with anyone even though Rendy was her son. Maybe Rendy was much more relieved to be able to share the story with her mother.
But Rania listened to her husband and her in-laws who spoke. Rania's tears fell down her cheeks with her hand rubbing against her stomach.
" What's wrong I've been pregnant, why my pregnancy doesn't make you happy," Rania's inner self-happiness with her pregnancy makes her husband sad.
Rania also goes awry with her pregnancy. Her happiness is her husband whom she wants to give Rendy a descent. But Rendy turns out to be unhappy because obviously the reason Rendy is Rania. Because Rendy's happiness is that Rania is not a child.
Neither Rendy, nor Ratih, nor Rania were both crying with their own equally turbulent feelings that did not know whether to be happy or not at all.
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