It is written in my Imam

Epsu 1. Regrets in life.

The long-haired, white-skinned woman wept in front of the shower that became to the senses of one of the parks in the middle of the city. He sobbed lamenting his life like he had no one, had a full family, complete parents and older sister and sister.

But for him he always felt alone because he was always ostracized, blamed at all times and nothing was indeed he who was considered wrong. Even if I don't make mistakes.

Rania Anastasya Shah Reza. 25 Year old girl. A successful career woman in her career.

Rania 3 brothers have an older sister who is 3 years on it named, Willona Amelia who is married and is in the process of divorce with her husband Bramana.

In addition, Rania also has a younger sister named Della Kalisa who is still 17 years old, who is still continuing her secondary education.

Despite being the elevator of his parents' degrees. Not that Rania was treated like a princess in her house. Instead, he was always the result of the anger of his parents,

She was also affected by her sister's household which led to her brother's divorce. Considered an actor in her brother Willo's household.

The breakfast that looked calm turned into noisy, hearing the screams of Willo and the screams of 2 young children who were 7 and 5 years old.

" Rania, Rania, you brash!" Willo shouted from the front of the house to the dining table.

His blaring voice made the breakfast atmosphere become chaotic.

" What's going on?" Ask your mom, "willo why are you screaming?" Faridah again asked Willo in a slightly loud tone.

Rania, Della, her mom and dad stood up as Willo stood at the end of the dinner table. The loud voice of the nephew continued to cry, no one would lose to the cry of the nephew with the voice of his mother who called Rania.

" Ma, Rania is the husband of Willo and now Willo wants to divorce Bram," Willo replied shouting out his anger pointing right at the shocked face of Rania himself who got a very unreasonable charge.

" What do you mean, don't blame anyone." Denying Rania who passed from the dining table approached her brother who accused her arbitrarily.

" No, you hypocrite, you think I don't know how you do!" you destroyed my household. There are no other men, huh! other than the man's husband, your brother's own husband," Willo shouted with a thunderous cry unable to contain his anger.

" That's right, Rania." Ask Rudi who with a high tone immediately decided to justify Willona's words. Without finding out first.

" Pa, that's not true, brother don't just blame me." Shouted Rania denied the accusations of her brother.

He's getting pissed off too. His father asked as if what his brother said was true. Not looking for the truth to blame him.

The atmosphere was very chaotic, the unstoppable cries of Lila and Bobo made Della take the 2 children away from the commotion.

Della crouched down and grabbed the 2nd hand of her nephew, the niece who cried loudly even still wore a school uniform that did not know anything

" Dear come with Auntie, yes" said Della. Directly take his nephew away from the commotion.

Fortunately Bobo and Lila immediately complied. Della managed to separate her nephew from the mother who was burning emotions.

" Willo, what are you talking about. Why can you say that Rania is ruining your household" said Farida, who also felt the child's accusation was not true at all.

" That's the truth, ma'am" cried Willo reassuring the mother.

" Ma, that's not true, Rania doesn't have time, for such a non-quality thing" said Rania, who continues to deny the cheap accusations.

" Don't be a hypocrite, you think I don't know, he's always like lo and lo the same he plays behind," cried Willo still continue to corner Rania who does not know anything. Hearing him Rania snorted violently.

" Keep talking brother. If he likes me. It wasn't my fault. Blame your husband don't blame anyone. That's why my sister became a girl. Brother being wife is not so cool that your tricks run away." Rania screamed right in Wilona's face that she could no longer control herself.

" What you're saying, you feel like you're the smartest!" shout Willo.

" I'm just telling you the truth. If the husband is the mist sister. That's because there's something wrong with sister" shouted Rania to Willo.

" Brazed," Willo took one step forward and immediately raised his hand.

Plakkkp..

The slap had to drift through Rania's smooth cheeks, thus making her face slanted and the hot cheeks covered with her long hair.

" Lo's really trash," Willo pointed out, "There's no guy who wants to be Lo. You said I didn't read Lo. You realize that until this moment no guy wants to be the same you. All the men ran away leaving Lo. Hence elo embat the husband of the person, the bottom of the cheap woman," Willo continued to speak cynically with his high tone that pierced Rania's heart.

" Rania is enough." Jerky Rudi.

" why? Papa's still losing him huh! she came to this house to blame Rania for her husband who can't do anything, you all don't know you've been given a good life is still not good." Shouted Rania losing her control.

Plakkkk

The 2nd slap of the papa again floated on the same cheek, The mama just resigned to seeing the incident. He shut his mouth again watching the violence in his household.

Rania received the slap speechless by holding her cheek covered in her long hair. This is not the first time for Rania even often get blows from her father and also her brother.

Indeed he could not keep his mouth and made the slap float with just the same word out of Rania's mouth.

A word that brings to life, material, hard-earned luxury so that his family is respected and respected by people. But his family did not know himself.

The tears fell again and meant the end of the morning's quarrel, without knowing who was wrong and who was right.

Rania picked up her bag placed on the dining table and stared at the sinister papa and her brother and quickly stepped out of the house.

The magnificent house was the result of his sweat just like hell, far from the word shade and comfort.

" Rania," cried the mother as her daughter's back disappeared.

Rania's departure made Rudi limp in the dining table chair. Yes if his daughter put out those words it must be that her hand easily floated. And now the man in his 50s is just sitting limp by massaging his head.

If asked there are regrets. Because he failed to be a father. Who cannot educate his daughter.

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That's what made Rania cry today in the garden.

Her brother's arrival blames her for the impending divorce and her father slaps her back. And the problem will be solved there without any solution to find who is wrong and right. It was as if he was the one who was guilty.

At a time like this Rania just wants to go back to wanting to be like before, like when her childhood, although always despised people, underestimated neighbors but she got warmth from her small family.

It is true that he himself changed his family, has high ambitions to become a successful person so that his family is honorable.

After graduating High School Rania works hard to change the fate of her family, Nothing is in vain. His good fortune continued to come and slowly raised the degree of his family.

But it is precisely the family that is wrapped in luxury to keep them from the creator, forgetting the afterlife because it is filled with the World, it is impossible to return like the beginning, who wants to be difficult to return.

Even the fear of losing a treasure makes us more ambitious and more forget the creator. We are more afraid of losing what we achieve than of fearing the creator who can take it away at any time.

" Hiks-hiks the sound of the sobbing was still heard even though many people around him, they will not hear the sound of crying because of the sound of water showers and the sound of children playing running around with faces full of happiness and beautiful laughter.

" why? I'm the fault ingredient, can't I just feel a little happiness what god hates me so much that I have to continue to experience all this, why should I experience all this," Her sigh sobbed in tears with tears that did not stop.

Man must blame his God when he is hit by problems instead of talking to his own heart and correcting mistakes even as he blames his God.

For Rania the place was the most comfortable place for her, to cry, to sit on the edge of the shower. Who mourned his fate.

Always hit by problems, material mistakes in his family. In the humiliation of the older brother, did not get the attention of anyone. Everything is lost only because of the abundance of wealth.

Rania grabbed her bag and reached for something. Mobile phone, Rania rough her tears and saw the incoming message. Message wa from his secretary Astri who told him to immediately go to the office to attend an important meeting.

When I received that message. Rania took a long breath mirrored on her phone and with, wiped her tears and fixed her makeup for a while. Because it was impossible when he went to the office looking like that.

After feeling enough. Then Rania rushed away from the location and entered her car in a hurry. Because there is a job that must be completed as soon as possible.

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