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Episode 241 Disappointment.

Rania tries to ease her emotions and passes from the front of Ardian choosing to sit on the bedside by wiping both of her faces with her hands and covering the face full of tears that cry calmed her down.

Rendy also tried to control herself and rubbed her face with her hands then looked at Rania. Rendy walks towards the nightstand and takes Rania's medicine. Then approached Rania by crouching in front of Rania.

" Dear I don't want to talk about any of that anymore. We've talked about this many times and I've told you many times. Baby yes now you take the medicine. Don't look for trouble by making you suffer even more" said Rendy gently who persuaded Rania with Rendy's hand holding Rania's hand aside from that face.

" I don't want to, please don't force me" said Rania, who remained stubborn.

" Rania I'm asking you for help. Don't look for Rania's disease. Please Rania!" rendy said again and Rania took the medicine out of her husband's hand and stood up to walk to the window and threw it all away.

" Rubian!" shouted Rendy who directly approached Rania.

" What are you doing huh!" said Rendy suppressing her voice by holding onto Rania's wrist.

" I told you I wouldn't drink it again. So don't force me, I don't want to do it" Rania said.

" You really are Rania so stubborn. You know what you're doing is just endangering yourself. Why Rania you never understood everything I said. Rania don't people out there get pregnant, give birth and have children, you follow along until you want to risk your own life. You must not be selfish Rania," said Rendy who returned emotion.

" What I've been doing all this time is very selfish. I just think about myself without thinking about you. You have given me all of Ardian, happiness and all you have given me. And now I'm on a cancer sentence and I've been trying to heal. But what is not, everything is in vain and at what ends, my womb will be lifted over time and I will also die without being able to do anything to you,"

" You must understand my feelings Rendy. I just want to be useful as a wife. I give you offspring while I can and even if it's my life at stake. I just want to do and will not regret if I end up dying," Rania asserted to Rendy with tears.

" I beg you Rendy, please don't stop me" said Rania uniting her 2nd hand pleading in front of her husband.

" I beg you to let me do this. I'm doing. Because I love you so much. I want to give you a child. Even if you don't ask for it. I beg you not to make my life in vain" said Rania who continued to beg in front of Rendy. Rendy's tears trickled down looking at Rania who was indeed so eager to give her offspring.

" It's up to you. If you want to do it, whatever, whatever," said Rendy with a heavy voice that seemed so tired of facing stubborn Rania.

" Yes, whatever, do everything you want, whatever," said Rendy who passed from the front of Rania took her bag and came out of her room.

Rania immediately sat down after her husband left she again cried with the commotion in the morning and in view of the words of Rendy who was so disappointed in him and could not do anything. Because indeed Rania's decision was so unanimous that she did not care about her pain and only cared about Rendy who wanted to give her children.

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Afraid sure. It was Rendy who was so afraid that his wife would suffer again. Rendy already knows the risks and has even explained the risks many times for Rania.

But still Rania does not understand not not understand. Rania understood it was just that she didn't care and thought only of Rendy's happiness. Happiness is not for him a child. For him happiness is with Rania which is okay. That is his happiness.

" Why Rania, you never understood what I was doing just for your good. Why Rania you have to do all this. You know it's dangerous. But why do it anyway," said Rendy in his heart who was so disappointed with his wife's behavior that could not be stopped.

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The night came. Rendy comes home from the hospital and enters the room and sees Rania already asleep on the bed, lying on her side. Rendy only saw him for a while then put his bag in the usual place and took a change of clothes that as usual Rania prepared for him.

Day from morning until night. She and Rania did not speak at all. There was no communication from the phone or just asking her relatives and Rania really had a cold war.

Rendy takes her clothes and goes straight to the bathroom to change her clothes or clean herself and turns out Rania has not slept at all. Rania is still awake and only a backward interest sees Rendy has entered the bathroom and Rania is back in her position lying on her side.

Not long ago Rendy finally came out of the bathroom and was wearing the casual clothes that had been prepared by Rania. Rendy took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

Then sit on the bed with leaning on the head of the bed and Rania who mwmebelakinya. Rendy looked up at the nightstand that had a memo written there.

" I've prepared dinner. Eat before you go to sleep" wrote Rania who despite marahan with Rendy two still do her job as usual.

Rendy sees another letter on the nightstand and Rendy immediately picks it up, before reading it Rendy turns to Rania first. Just read the letter.

..." I know what I did made you angry. I can't force you to understand my feelings and instead I can't understand everything you want. But I know you're just trying to do what's best for me. You don't I why-why. I know it. But you should know too. If I suffer so much if I feel useless. Understand this Rendy 1 my wish. This is all I want. Understand Rendy. You're not gonna do anything. I just want to fight to give my best. Please give me that chance. Please," Rania wrote in the letter....

Rendy again shed her tears by closing her eyes which regulated her breathing again. Then I looked at Rania. Rendy did not react and lay on her back to Rania, who had to turn their backs.

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