It is written in my Imam

Eps 34 tranquilizer heart.

They are still looking at each other with breaths that are still being decapitated with a heartbeat that also beats quickly. Rania's face looks very pale and looks cold sweat that maybe Rania still does not believe if she is still given safety.

" Are you really okay?" ask Rendy again.

" I'm fine. Thank you, you saved me," said Rania with a soft voice even still shaking. Rendy simply nodded and also calmed herself down. He also still could not neutralize himself.

After feeling quite calm Rendy finally stood up and still saw Rania who was regulating her breathing.

" Stay!" said Rendy. Rania nodded and tried to stand up. When standing. His legs may be numb so almost fell and Rendy immediately sprightly by holding both arms of Rania and again make Adam's grandson look at each other with an erratic heartbeat.

" I don't know why this guy is always there when I'm really, really devastated" Rania said with her feelings that this time were completely uncertain.

" I'm sorry" said Rendy who immediately released herself from Rania. Rania simply fell silent and returned trying to calm herself down.

" Yes let's go!" take Rendy Rania nodding and leave the scene and follow Rendy who is walking in front of her.

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After a few hours Rania was in Rendy's car. To calm himself. But still he was still pale and filled with fear.

And his heart must have been very sick as well. Because with what he saw made him lose control and even almost make him not in the world anymore.

It must not be easy for Rania to get everything. What he saw made him so sick. Unexpected and others must have felt it. His mind and heart were already so chaotic that he could not think of the others calmly and even harm himself.

Rendy was not next to him. The car stopped around the middle of town which surely Rendy had already taken her away from that place. That creepy place.

Not long after, Rendy enters the car with a white plastic bag. Rendy sits in the driver's seat taking out a mineral bottle from inside the bag and giving it to Rania.

" Drink!" said Rendy who opened the bottle cap.

" Thank you" said Rania immediately took it and immediately gulped it because she was very thirsty.

" You should be careful when driving. Focus on driving with what happened before, you should be able to take lessons do not do something the same," said Rendy who reminded Rania of the previous incident where Rania hit a child who might have been the child was also not healed.

Rania was speechless who was unable to speak any more. He was silent, silent and silent.

" Why are you following me?" rania asked who finally spoke and looked towards Rendy.

" I saw you running and driving your car fast. So I know you're a very short-thinking woman. And true occurrence. You're almost doomed" Rendy explained.

" If I've been there and seen danger in front of me. I can't be quiet" Rendy replied briefly.

" But maybe you shouldn't have saved me. I don't know how to deal with everything after this. I should've died and then the problem would have been solved, you shouldn't have followed me and just left everything like that," said Rania looked sorry to live and returned to shed tears even sobbing with if remembering the incident that seemed so devastated.

" Trouble is not brought to death. But that becomes the question. Can you answer for everything in the Hereafter. Rania every problem has a way out and God is guiding," said Rendy gave her talk to a woman who was clearly so desperate and there was no spirit in her to move on.

" Maybe the clue is only for certain people. Not for me. I'm so despicable. I'm a very sinful woman. And how could God help me in solving my problems. I'm not like you, maybe your life has always been quiet surrounded by people who are sincere to you. And maybe God is just on your side. While I am alive only to feel suffering, you will not understand what I am going through because instead you are not like me" Rania said with anger at her Lord.

" You never learn from mistakes. If you feel. Your life is empty and problems keep coming. Then why should you blame your god without correcting yourself" said Rendy who spoke to the point.

" Even with you are given the chance to live in the moment. You can see death in front of you and there is no chance of survival. But are you still alive, still breathing and still able to speak, still able to complain and blame your god. Don't you realize that the opportunity you just had to make you really can correct yourself,"

" Don't try to compare yourself to others he's why and you why not. But think and see yourself. There must be something wrong so you always feel wrong and you even close your eyes to realize it all. So many opportunities. But you ignore it" said Rendy who continued to lecture Rania.

" Rania isn't the only one with problems. But many people are in trouble and what is happening to you right now. Take it as a lesson do not do something stupid that harms yourself," said Rendy asserted without further ado.

Rania cried tears of joy by covering her face with her 2 hands. Hearing Rendy's words as if slapping her gave her consciousness. He should be closer to God.

" Rania, every problem will have wisdom. So learn to accept and try to improve, do not blame others what else your creator," continued Rendy who looks soft to give input. Making her cry even more broken.

His heart was probably touched by Rendy's words that gave him consciousness. Give him a warning and maybe all this time no one has reprimanded him and so he does not know what he is doing wrong or right.

" I didn't mean to lecture you. But what I said just gave you a memory. Never do anything stupid. Just because you're tired" continued Rendy again. Rania was just crying and unable to speak anymore.

" I can still get my happiness" said Rania, who looked at Rendy. Rendy saw the woman desperately needed a glimmer of hope.

" Everyone deserves to be happy and have a chance. Without exception," said Rendy.

" O God, forgive me. Please give me a chance to improve. I want to be a better human being" Rania realized her mistake.

Rendy just saw him crying and lamenting his sadness in the car. The sound of crying was heard and Rendy seemed to understand with the feeling of Rania who was really so lonely.

Perhaps only by crying could Rania vent her anger. Rania was not ashamed by crying in front of Rendy maybe for the umpteenth time Rendy saw it like that.

The problem is too severe and maybe Rendy is the first person to hear his complaints.

Seriate