It is written in my Imam

Episode 204 Shocking news.

Rendy went to see Dr. Anggi, his wife's obstetrician. Yesterday his wife was checked and the results will come out today. Rendy sat down in front of Doctor Anggi where they were facing the table divider.

" This is the result, Doctor" said Dr. Anggi who gave the white envelope to Rendy and Rendy by opening it and seeing the results with his head lowered.

Rendy's hands shook at the results of his wife's lab, her breathing seemed to stop with teary eyes that look schok with what he saw. Rendy raised her head and looked towards Doctor Anggi who also looked sad.

" My wife has uterine cancer" said Rendy in a voice that did not want to be released.

Doctor Anggi nodded his head confirming the results of the examination. Rendy's tears immediately fell when she knew the biggest reality in her life. A piece of his wife's test paper fell out of his hand and Rendy covered her face with her 2nd hand with her elbow attached to the table.

" There was a clot in Ms. Rania's uterus and what she's been experiencing lately is a symptom of uterine cancer and not because she's pregnant" Dr. Barr explained briefly. Rendy rubbed rough his face which was still unable to accept with what had happened to his wife.

" Then what should we do. How to get my wife healed" said Rendy who was so panicked and his face full of worry.

" Back again Doc healed only belongs to the creator. But we're just trying. Bu Rania's condition is also very severe and severe because Bu Rania is pregnant which makes his condition at any time will decrease and the pain in nature will be more severe," explained Doctor.

" What does Doctor mean?" ask Rendy.

" We have to make a big decision for Ms. Rania's recovery by not containing her during her recovery process" the doctor said with a heavy heart. Rendy was shocked to hear the doctor's statement.

" Doctor, we mean...."

" That's the only way Doctor Rendy, we have to remove the fetus inside Bu Rania's womb for her recovery. Otherwise, Bu Rania's condition will get worse. If we defend the fetus. Dr. Rendy didn't just lose a baby. But it was also the loss of Ms. Rania," explained the doctor who immediately gave the biggest risk.

Rendy's tears fell again with her face completely shocked. Her chest was getting crowded with the toughest choices of her life.

" Whatever the doctor may be, that baby is my wife's dream" Rendy said in a hoarse voice.

" It's all in the hands of the Doctor and also Ms. Rania. The decision is on you. The doctor is also a doctor who knows what is best. This is recommended to prevent the worst in Bu Rania. Otherwise the condition will continue to get worse and Bu Rania will only be tormented," explained Dr. Anggi who directed all decisions to Rendy.

" I understand the feeling of the Doctor. No parent wants their child raised. What's more this is the Doctor's first child and also Ms. Rania. But we are only yielding to the power if God wills. If Bu Rania is fully healed. God will definitely send back what he has taken," said Dr. Anggi gave advice and input to Rendy.

" If the Doctor agrees then can sign Bu Rania's fetal removal surgery and we will seriously handle the recovery process for Bu Rania which Bu Rania also must not contain until she is completely healed," obviously the doctor again.

Rendy just kept quiet with her tears whichever way the doctor said was not an option for her.

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Knowing what happened to his wife. Their households are back in the test. God is the only place for Rendy to complain about everything that happened to his wife.

Until Rendy knelt down with her hands up to ask for directions to the creator.

" O Allah, why should the wife of the servant experience all this. Not him, God. Just servant. Put the disease on the servant, do not let him feel pain, O Allah, let the servant feel it. She loved him very much and did not want to see him in the slightest pain. This test is very hard, God. The servant does not know what will happen if the wife of the servant finds out that our son will go first" said Rendy in her prayer, complaining with tears.

" Servant please God lift up his sickness. Servant beg God not to let him feel any pain, let the servant feel all that," said Rendy who continued to pray.

His tears did not stop flowing, complaining to the creator. Rendy was prostrating that was filled with cries.

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Quite a little calm if you have asked for instructions on the creator. Rendy enters Rania's treatment room and sees Rania wearing a mukena who is teaching. Rendy smiled at him and immediately approached his wife.

" Shodaqollahul Azdim" said Rania, who stopped teaching when her husband arrived. Rendy sat down next to him and kissed Rania softly on the forehead with a smile that covered something.

" Your voice is very beautiful when teaching," said Rendy.

" You, you can, but I have nothing compared to you" said Rania.

" Who said that. You teach very beautifully," said Rendy sitting next to Rania who embraced his wife.

" You taught me and I can be like this. Because of you" said Rania.

" It's because you want to learn" said Rendy. Rania smiled and put her head on her husband's chest Rendy rubbed Rania's shoulder which seemed like she wanted to say something. But not ready to say it.

Rania put Rendy's hand on her stomach, it made Rendy become sad again.

" I want our son to be Sholeh and Sholeha's son. That's why I taught her while she was still in my womb" said Rania.

" You want something like that too, right?" tanya Rania looked at her husband. Rendy nodded slowly.

" Rania if Allah wills it to happen. But back again the boy was just a penniless. One day we will lose it" said Rendy, who gave the code to Rania. Rania raised her head and looked at her husband, who had the eyes of Rendy in a deep pool that made Rania feel bad all of a sudden.

" Have something happened?" asked Rania who seemed to have a bad feeling and from the way Rendy spoke as if she had explained it.

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