Is I In Your Heart

Alfie's Agility

*** Truly Heavy For Me When I Had to Decide to Leave Her Ones•••

But I Must Do For The Whole Household

You And I ***.

••• __________________________________Rahman •••

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Khaira put her HP on the nightstand and she immediately laid her body on the bed, she had time to think for a moment maybe Alfi now with Elisha.

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Unlike Alfi who is still sitting in front of the musala while enjoying the night breeze. Alfi stared at the moon which now showed its light, there were also some stars that darken - flickering, adding to the beauty of the night sky.

He smiled looking at the HP in his hand, thinking of khaira who always threatened him if adjacent to Elisha.

Longing to seep into his chest, only a few hours he did not meet khaira, but now his sense he could not if far away too long with khaira.

Because of that, earlier he contacted khaira to hear his voice, and the calm was so felt when he heard the beautiful voice khaira who greeted him.

Alfi's smile again expands when he again thinks about what happened between himself and Khaira earlier when at his mother's house.

seeing the face of khaira who was upset at the same time flushed makes her feel anxious. Like his current he had completely fallen in love with his wife, even separated his reluctant taste, he was reluctant, especially tonight he has to overtime so he can't meet khaira tonight.

Alfi felt so depressed, wanted his sense he immediately went home and met khaira, but the demands of work made him have to stay there even though his mind was fixed on khaira.

he had promised himself that he would always be kind to the khaira, and make the khaira the only woman he loved, but........

Alfi's face turned gloomy as he recalled his relationship with Elisha. he was confused how to explain it to Elisha. However, he did not want to hurt Elisha's feelings.

Elisha was also a woman who was both gentle and considerate, yet somehow he could not find peace when he saw the face of Elisha different from the khaira saw him from afar even his heart felt Peaceful.

Alfi also felt guilty for Elisha because he did not come out to Elisha about his relationship with the khaira. Perhaps this will be a painful thing for Elisha as he learns all these realities. But inevitably he must say it because sooner or later elisa will definitely know it.

Alfi rubbed his face rough, he was so frustrated thinking about such a complicated problem, he was aware of all the problems that happened because of his stupidity.

He must not accept Elisha's love when the woman reveals his feelings, because at that time he already knew if he would marry khaira.

But because of his ego and love for Elisha makes him unable to reject it, and he does not care if his status will soon become a husband, he does not care if there is a heart that is hurt because of his actions it .

Now he is dizzy thinking of a way out of his problems.he does not want to leave khaira because khaira woman is perfect for him, a woman who is able to give a sense of Peace in his heart.

Alfi thought, there is no way he let go of his khaira only for his Ego who wants to be with Elisha, he will not make the same mistake as when he received the love of Elisha.

In this case it is not Elisha who is guilty but himself who is guilty.he who has presented Elisha among his relations with khaira. Elisha knew nothing about his relationship with Khaira.

Alfi did not want to leave khaira, because if he did that, he would be the most stupid man because he released a pearl that is always awake in his shell.

Alfi was still fluttering in his mind without him noticing that a pair of eyes had been watching him, and was now stepping towards him.

" Woyy...why bengong aja, alone again here later if kambet how? " someone patted Alfi on the shoulder and sat down beside him.

Alfi allowed his gaze when someone patted his shoulder.

" Zaki's? " Alfi said, he frowned when he saw the Zaki who was now sitting next to him.

Zaki is one of Alfi's close friends even their closeness is like a brother, and he knows that Alfi is married and still in a relationship with Elisha.

" Why did Loe come here ? " asked Alfi while looking at Zaki by raising next to his eyebrows.

" Why is Loe here alone ? bengong Later if kambet how? " Zaki instead asked back to Alfi, Alfi rolled his lazy eye when he heard Zaki's question.

" broe.try to see what year you still believe the same thing that is so" said Alfi annoyed he turned his face in the other direction.

" Want any year it will still be a time, what else if we sit alone while pensively keep our minds empty, such a state is very easy for them to enter our bodies "

zaki's speech makes Alfi bothered to hear him, he tries to divert the conversation so that Zaki does not babble again with things that are not important to him.

" loe why here, suddenly appeared rich in fine creatures, lest you will enter my body ? so you can use my good looks to lure the pretty girls that are here "

Alfi's words with her PD made Zaki who heard her feel careless.

" So handsome so a person" said Zaki while throwing his gaze in the other direction.

Alfi who heard Zaki's words turned his head towards Zaki.

" It's handsome, right? " asked Alfi with a mocking smile.

" Yes.loe charm that is enough to attract many women, but useless handsome if single" replied Zaki he also replied with a mocking smile.

" yeahhh.. it was so different now that I have become a husband, emang loe JOMBLO" said Alfi proudly and pressed his last word while glancing at Zaki.

" Loe is married but unfortunately Loe has not become her full husband" said Zaki he stared cynically at Alfi.

Alfi raised his eyebrows next to Zaki's words.

" Loe meant "ask Alfi while staring intently at Zaki.

" Loe still has a relationship with Elisha "Zaki's remarks made Alfi speech silent as his face immediately turned sad.

Zaki who saw the change in look of Alfi's face raised next to his eyebrows

" Loe why ? is there a problem with Elisha? how did your face change when I called Elisha's name? " asked Zaki he stared fixedly at Alfi.

Alfi turned his gaze towards Zaki who was now staring fixedly at him.

" no I don't have any problems" said Alfi lying he was reluctant to tell his problem to Zaki.

" really ?? " ask Zaki with a probing look.

" yes, really, it's gone anyways loe did suddenly appear here, disturb people only" said Alfi with an annoyed tone he turned his face in the other direction.

" Well, what's behind you ? " zaki's question made Alfi turn back to him. Alfi raised next to his brows not understanding the intent of Zaki's question.

Then with his stupid look he turned his head looking towards the back. And his forehead was furrowed as he found nothing behind him but the musala where he had prayed.

" There is nothing" said Alfi without looking at Zaki, his eyes still busy staring around the musala.

" Loe's eyes are myopic in that big time you can't see" said Zaki while watching Alfi who was still busy staring around the musala.

" Where do I see "Alfi's question makes Zaki snort annoyed.

" Musala as big as it was the time of loe ngak see " replied Zaki he was upset because Alfi did not also understand his intentions.

" Huh... musala ? " Alfi looked puzzledly at Zaki, as well as Zaki he also stared at Alfi.

" he was a musala, I was exhausted From the musala kept fitting me out, I saw loe here alone then his my samperin loe here "

said Zaki without feeling guilty, whereas Alfi was busy looking for what was behind him, it turned out to be what Zaki meant musala.

From then on he found nothing on the thing he was looking for was in front of his eyes.

" loe why the hell from earlier but there continues to be a problem with Elisha? "

Alfi is further upset when Zaki mentions Elisha's name, he turns his face the other way, Zaki questions his memory if he should find a way to end his relationship with Elisha tomorrow.

" Or loe Again there is the same problem khaira ? " Alfi turned his gaze back to Zaki as he mentioned the name khaira.

" Don't be pretentious to be a person, I'm just as good, even our relationship is now getting better" said Alfi with a sharp tone.

" julass.... loe face why bent so, already rich sunti fruit (dried starfruit) ? if there is a story problem is the same I who know I can help loe "Zaki try to persuade Alfi to want to tell him.

" it's true that you understand the problem of love loe kan singles" said Alfi while glancing at Zaki.

" yes I have a status that is single, but if my love problems are memorized, gini-gini I have also dated times " said Zaki because he did not accept with the words of Alfi who said himself did not understand the problem of the heart.

" oh... yes I forgot you were also dating but broke up because of staying cheating, continue until now you are afraid to stay again, yakan ??? " said Alfi, he even laughed loosely when he saw Zaki who was now looking annoyed at him.

" laughter continues to be satisfied so happy to see people suffering, besides you want to reveal my past, I've forgotten the same incident " zaki said while throwing his gaze in the other direction.

Alfi spoke again after he managed to stop his laughter.

" yes yes yes yes.. I believe kok same loe, but the time is only because one woman you are willing to marry as the age of life" said Alfi while patting Zaki's shoulder. zaki immediately looked towards Alfi when he heard Alfi's last words.

" Who would like to be single for life, I just find the right woman to accompany me, besides healing the heart is not as easy as you imagine, right, so I suggest you stay Elisa because you are married to the same khaira later if khaira to know berabe his business ".

Zaki said at length, Zaki does not know if khaira already knows the relationship of Alfi with Elisha.

" He already knew the times " said Alfi casually, Zaki who heard Alfi's words widened his eyes.

" HUH..... Khaira knows you have a relationship with Elisha ?" Alfi only nodded his head when he heard Alfi's question.

" Terusss her response ? " Alfi frowned when she heard Zaki's question, she looked back at Zaki.

" what do you mean by Loe? " Alfi instead asked Zaki back to make Zaki feel furious because of her.

" yes khaira's response when he knows how cheating loe ? " asked Zaki again he was bluffing his teeth so upset his same Alfi.

" Don't tell me I cheated on Elisha before I got married, "Alfi denies Zaki's remark that he cheated on her..

" loe emang dating Elisha before marriage same khaira, well after marriage should loe break up first tuh the Elisha, if gini is the same aja loe cheatingin khaira " zaki said he did not like the attitude of Alfi who is dual khaira.

Honestly, Zaki was a little interested when he saw the innocent face of khaira but he tried to ignore it because he knew khaira was the wife of his best friend.

" Loe should be able to choose one of them, loe can not have both, because I'm sure both khaira and Elisha they both do not want in two right "

said Zaki while staring at Alfi who was now silent to hear his words. Alfi turned his face the other way when he heard Zaki's words, right what zaki said if he should be able to choose between khaira and Elisha.

" loe's right Zak. khaira also said her same me, she said she didn't want in polygamy and if I did her khaira would leave me "

Said Alfi he lowered his head, Alfi did not know what would happen to him if until khaira left him.

Zaki just silently heard the words of Alfi, he wanted Alfi to go back to telling his story so that he knew what made his best friend look so upset.

" I don't know if I can afford to lose a woman as good as khaira, for me she is the perfect woman, a wife who may be the dream of every man "

Alfi again stopped his speech, inhaling and exhaling his breath slowly, trying to shake off the tightness in his heart.

" Come on imagine! where there is a wife who is calm when she finds out her husband has a relationship with another woman.

Khaira was not angry or raging when I told her about my relationship with Elisha, she just kept quiet when I found out all her, but I knew if her heart was really hurt.

She's a great woman Zak, I feel so lucky to have her, she's a woman who is able to hide her wounds behind a smile, a woman who is able to hold her anger in silence, for me he's perfect and I can't afford to lose him "

Said Alfi he stared at Zaki who was now staring in his direction, Zaki still did not open his voice, he wanted to give time to Alfi to let out all his complaints.

" khaira also asked me to choose between herself and Elisha, to be honest I was still hard to release Elisha, because she was also a good woman, she said, moreover, he does not know anything about my relationship as khaira. "

alfi said he was still staring at Zaki. Zaki tried to open his voice after a long silence hearing Alfi's words.

" My suggestion is that you should immediately make a choice of Loe Al, because even though you are calm knowing your relationship with Elisha, it does not mean that you can continue your relationship with Elisha ".

Zaki's words made Alfi turn his face back in the other direction, trying to digest every word that he just said zaki, he said, Zaki again continued his speech when he saw Alfi who was just silent hearing his words.

" Maybe the way khaira shows his anger is silent, sometimes women do like that prefer to keep the wound than happiness.

He will hide his wounds as deeply as possible but if happiness he will share them with others.

Al...if you are sure to choose khaira then you have to leave Elisha, and vice versa. Never hurt someone's heart because to heal it takes a long time. And you have to believe that if karma exists, sooner or later it will come ".

Said zaki at length he patted the shoulders of Alfi trying to encourage his friend who is now wrapped in anxiety.

" Let not be khaira or Elisha experience the same thing as I Al, physical wounds can be healed by being treated but heart injuries. that's what I felt when I found out Vina betrayed me, right what you said I chose myself all this time because I was afraid of getting hurt again.

but for now I'm trying to reopen my heart, because I know not all women are like Vina, and one of them is Khaira's wife, Loe, loe was lucky to have a wife as good as him, I'm sure you'd be very sorry if you let him go ".

Zaki's remarks made Alfi again turn his gaze in another direction. somehow just imagine khaira who left him was as painful as this, especially if it really happened must be more painful.

" I've made my choice Zak, I've thought about it many times, and I'm sure to maintain khaira in my life, I've tied him up with a sacred bond and I don't want to renege on a promise I've made "

Said Alfi he again turned his gaze towards Zaki. Zaki smiled at the answer that Alfi gave.

" Loe's choice was right Al, and I hope loe will not change to the loe's verdict" said zaki he again patted Alfi's shoulder.he felt proud of his friend, which has now changed to become more mature in dealing with problems.

" yeah God willing I've been steady with the choice I've made, and I've decided that tomorrow I'll end it all, but I'm confused how to explain it to elisa ?" alfi said as she stared puzzledly at zaki.

" it's good that I'm proud of loe's decision, when it comes to how to say it to elisa, yes you said all of it to elisa, loe told me the beginning of loe met khaira until the end of his loe married khaira. "said zaki while staring at Alfi, Alfi just nodded - anguk his head.

" yes it's better now we go back to the room, about him I still have a lot of work" said zaki while rising from his seat.

" well, I also still have some files that I have to work on "

alfi said, he also rose from his seat. Then they left the musala courtyard heading to their room to continue their pending work .

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