Is I In Your Heart

Shut up, My Suffering

*** It's Better You Get Angry By Holding Myself & It's Better to Be Angry •••

From On You Just Silently Silently Makes Me So Uncertain ***

🍂 Alfianda Rahman 🍂

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Khaira blinked her eyes repeatedly when she heard the sound of Adhan reverberating, trying to gather her awareness.between dream and real khaira feel someone is now holding her.

Khaira again tried to open her eyes that still felt sleepy. when her eyes had opened completely, she was so shocked when she saw Alfi who was holding her in his arms.

Khaira immediately pushed Alfi's body away from her. Alfi who was still soundly asleep woke up when khaira pushed his body firmly, until he almost fell out of bed.

" Loe why push me, make people surprised ? fortunately I did not fall, try if I fall and my bones are broken do you want to have a disabled husband? " said Alfi with a slight elevate of his voice.

" should it be me who why are you sleeping here? why do you hug me all? last night did I tell you I didn't want to sleep with you, why did you sleep next to me? " said khaira he said his speech with a ketus.

" hehehe, I can't sleep on the sofa because it's too narrow and I also miss knowing in the same hug you when sleeping then last night when you sleep I go up to the bed, I go up to the bed, keep me sleeping next to loe " said Alfi cengengesan.

" is it really loe ngak kangen what is the same me ? three days ago we did not meet "goda Alfi, khaira rolled his eyes lazy to hear the words alfi.

" want three days, a week, even once a month, I won't miss you, why also miss your rich cheating husband, not very important " khaira said while throwing away her gaze from Alfi.

" do you really miss me ??? " godanya again, khaira got up from the bed walking towards the bathroom without responding to Alfi's temptation on her.

After cleaning himself and taking the ablution of khaira out of the bathroom he saw Alfi who was still lying on the bed.

He walked past the alfi towards the closet and took his prayer mat and mukena, after holding the prayer, he still saw Alfi lying on the bed.

" no prayer?, another PMS? " tanya khaira cynically while glancing towards Alfi. Alfi who was sleeping on the bed turned towards khaira.

" if you talk about it don't worry then do not mostly watch this drama will be his "said Alfi he woke up from his sleep and walked towards the bathroom.

" what is not really connected to be a person " said khaira cynically, then he used mukena and performed dawn prayers alone.

Alfi came out of the bathroom after finishing bathing and ablution.seen his khaira who now perform his prayers alone.

" what was prayer? now he even prayed first, ngak clear "geretu Alfi, he walked towards khaira when he saw khaira had sat the final superstition on his prayer.

" Ashalamualaikum warahmatullah." said khaira ended his prayer, while turning his head to the right and left.

" why are you waiting for me to finish my shower? if you wait for me, we can pray together" said Alfi when he saw khaira finished saying his greetings.

" duringly, then I prayed first, " said khaira while rising up from the prayer mat and then turning towards Alfi.

" why is still there already praying there, then the sun will rise again" said khaira when he saw Alfi who was still silent staring at him.

khaira opened his mukena and put it in its original place, while his prayer rug was used by Alfi to perform his prayers.

Khaira left the room leaving Alfi who was now performing prayers.walking towards the kitchen to cook breakfast.

" good Morning bi "sapa khaira on bi siti when seeing bi siti who is preparing food ingredients to cook.

" uh non khaira, good morning" said bi siti when he saw khaira walking towards him.

" Why are you in the kitchen early in the morning ? " tanya bi siti on khaira who is now standing next to her.

" i want to help auntie cook ? " tanya khaira while observing bi siti who was slicing red onion.

" no need to cook your own aunt alone, after all just cook fried shrimp same sambal balado continue later aunty want to cook gulai catfish.

" wah catfish must be very tasty tuh bi, oe yes aunty want to cook sauteed oil or sour keueung (Spicy Acid)? " tanya khaira on bi siti.

" if according to non-pleasant how? " bi siti again asked khaira, trying to ask for an opinion from khaira.

" if according to khaira we saute oil aja bi must be delicious" said khaira.

" no problem aunty mah follow what the word non " said bi siti while grinning.

The end of his khaira helped bi siti cook in the kitchen.when khaira was cooking suddenly Alfi came to the kitchen approaching them.

" Well lucky I have a smart wife cook rich loe" said Alfi while wrapping his hands around the waist khaira.

bi siti smiled when she saw Alfi who was friendly to khaira.

" didn't you take my hand off my body? no shame in seeing your aunt ? " khaira said her words with a ketus.

" what's the shame? auntie was also young once, wasn't she bi? " said Alfi while raising his eyebrows in the direction of bi siti.

auntie who heard the words of Alfi her face turned red from embarrassment.

" what the hell is gone there if ngak I flush using gulai ni want? " said khaira, his hands are still busy stirring the boiling gulai.

Alfi immediately distanced himself from khaira when he heard khaira's remarks.

" very fierce to be a wife, must be gentle tuh same husband do not be fierce" said Alfi while staring at khaira who is still focused on his cuisine.

Khaira just kept silent not responding to Alfi's words.

after finishing cooking khaira and aunty arrange food on the table. when khaira arrange food on the table, mama papa, papa, and Zuhdi approached them shortly after, and Alfi joined the dining table.

" is this you cooking? " ask mama Alfi on khaira, while observing the food dishes on the table .

While eating mama Alfi again asked Alfi about their transfer.

" Your alfis are moving out today ? " ask mama Alfi on Alfi and khaira. Alfi glanced towards the khaira who was only speechless

" so ma, we want to clean up our goods" replied Alfi and returned to eating his food.

Mama Alfi just silently heard the words of Alfi, he knew if now he no longer had the right to forbid Alfi to go because now he already has the responsibility that must be in his responsibility.

After finishing eating Alfi and khaira immediately take care of his clothes. Alfi who saw the khaira was silent since this morning and did not speak to him, tried to invite the khaira to talk to him.

" khaira yesterday you're looking for a job, how can you have not been his work if not later I will help you to find a job " alfi said he stared at the khaira who was now putting his clothes in the suitcase.

" Khaira if there is a nuh answered, later sin no answer to my question, remember the great sin for a wife who does not answer when her husband asks " alfi said with a smile tilted towards khaira.

" don't need me to get the job done, and please don't ask me too lazy to talk to you" said khaira with a flat voice and sharp gaze. khaira put her suitcase containing clothes on the floor.

" i waited below don't be long" said khaira still in a flat voice, then he stepped his feet leaving Alfi in the room.

" what is khaira's attitude now? if by talking about his attitude also became cold, continue now he is more silent" said Alfi to himself.

" Arrrghgh..... "

Alfi rubbed his rough face feeling dizzy at the thought of khaira who suddenly turned cold on him.

Alfi grabbed two suitcases containing his clothes and various supplies and stepped out of the room.

While downstairs he saw mama and khaira chatting there.

" ma. " Alfi called her mama as her feet stepped towards the two women who were now talking seriously.

" Alfi" said Mama Alfi with a smile, as she saw Alfi stepping towards her and khaira.

Alfi was standing right beside the khaira who was now standing in front of his mama.

" ma Alfi and khaira go first yes our prayers may we be able to live independently, can be more mature again" said Alfi to his mama.

" yes mama must always pray for the best for you, and mama asks you if there is a problem please finish well " mama Alfi said while staring at Alfi and khaira in turn.

" yes ma, thank you because my mother has been giving a lot of advice for us, so we say first" said Alfi while greeting his mother.

" yes be careful on the road and you khaira remember what you said to you" said mama Alfi while glancing towards khaira.

" yes ma khaira Will always remember her " said Alfi with a smile, then he greeted mama Alfi.

" Assalamualaikum" said khaira and Alfi together.

" Waalaikumsalam" replied Mama Alfi. then Alfi and khaira walked towards the car put his belongings into the trunk of the car.

Slowly the car that was driven by Alfi left his mother's house, walking down the capital which was filled by various vehicles.

The moment in the car was only silence between Alfi and khaira. Alfi who was driving glanced towards the khaira who was staring towards the street and just fell silent.

" loe, why has he been silent ? " ask Alfi when he saw the khaira who just sat silent.khaira looked at Alfi for a moment and then turned his gaze back towards the streets.

" Khaira said don't be silent, if you just shut up I'm so wrong, don't know what to do let you want to forgive me " alfi said he again glanced towards the khaira who was still unmoved from his gaze which stared at the streets.

" Khaira.. please do not make me tormented with a cold loe attitude and just silence, I can not be treated like this "

Khaira who heard the words of Alfi allowed her to look towards Alfi.

" And I also can't if you treat me like this, forbid me to be close to all men while you?, you are in a relationship with another woman " khaira said trying to hold back his anger which now almost can control himself.

" if your problems forbid me to be close to other men I accept, because in Islam it is also very forbidding a woman to be too close to a man who is not his mahram let alone the woman is married.

but if your relationship problems with the woman I can't accept her "said khaira he re-directed his gaze towards the street through the window of the car.

" then what should I do ? " alfi asked the khaira, khaira turned his gaze towards Alfi.

" LEAVE HIM "

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What is Alfi's response to khaira's request ?

Will Alfie leave Elisha?

Or will he still maintain his relationship with Elisha ?

Looking forward to the next episode !!!

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