Is I In Your Heart

The departure of Alfie

*** when I see the look in your eyes

I feel there's a vibration in my heart,

suppose that gaze you always point at me maybe someday I can eliminate his name in my heart...

But darling, I was only momentarily able to enjoy her beautiful gaze that was yours,

because after that you leave me ***

◾Khaira Najwa Safira ◾

The sound of Adhan that reverberated made the eyes slowly open.when his eyes were fully open, eyes khaira wide when he saw there was a man lying next to him. he almost screamed when he saw the man who slept soundly beside him.

But a moment later he realized who the man who fell asleep beside him was.he was an Alfi man who just three days ago became his husband.khaira again looked at Alfi, Alphi, in the face of her husband's white face, she looked so adorable as she was asleep.

khaira moved her hand wanting to touch Alfi's face.when her hand was right on Alfi's right cheek she again pulled his hand, canceling her intention to touch alfi's face. because he remembered that if the man beside him was a rabbit that would turn into a lion if he touched anything belonging to alfi even if only a fingertip, he would have gone berserk.

khaira again observed Alfi's face, stared at his face without him turning even a little, khaira felt a heartbeat that was now beating fast, a feeling he had not felt for a long time, a feeling he can only feel when he remembers his first love, when he misses him and when he meets him even from a long distance.

" actually his face is quite handsome even he is very adorable when sleeping soundly like this, he deserves to be loved by many women and maybe even I have become one of his toughest fans, but unfortunately I can only enjoy this good looks when he is asleep because when he has awakened he turns into a lion that will attack his enemies" muttered khaira in the heart.

Khaira shuddered in horror as she cast a shadow over Alfi's angry face completely like a lion that could attack at any moment.

as Khaira wanted to get up from her sleeping position she felt something heavy on top of her stomach, she slowly directed her gaze towards her stomach. and how shocked he was when the seer of Alfi's hand that was now coiled above his stomach.

Again he felt a vibration when he realized that his position was now so close to Alfi that only a few inches remained. the bolster pillow that became the barrier between them was now even under near their feet.

khaira smiled at the thought of Alfi, last night he told khaira not to cross the line he gave but now even Alfi who crossed the line he made himself. even now khaira just a little more to the edge of the bed. Khaira think if only Alfi pushed him surely he would fall down.

just now he thought that his eyes were wide when he realized now alfi had opened his eyes and without warning Alfi pushed his body toward the edge of the bed, khaira was so shocked when alfi pushed her body almost making her fall down. but before khaira fell, Alfi had pulled khaira first and his heart was racing back quickly when his head was banged with the chest of alfi field.

khaira immediately pushed Alfi's body away from him and rushed towards the bathroom. his face had met red despite only being in such a position but it was quite extreme for him because the first time he could be that close to a man.

"why the hell are people still mending earlier I help him not to fall, if I just pull surely he has fallen" said Alfi when he saw khaira running towards the bathroom.

" but why was I in such a position, so close to him again? though last night I was already rolling in the middle but the bolsters could be under "alfi murmured in his heart he looked towards the bathroom door that was still tightly closed.

" khaira said the hell from earlier in the bathroom ngak out where I want to come to shower again" said Alfi in his heart he stepped his feet towards the bathroom.

" to. to. tokkk... " Alfi knocked on the bathroom door a little hard so I was shocked when Alfi knocked on the door.

" khaira loe doing the hell in a long time very I want to go to the bathroom hunted out" said alfi

Khaira who was in the bathroom rushed to take ablution for dawn prayers. after finishing taking wudhu khaira still hesitated out of there because he did not know what to behave when meeting alfi.Namun Alfi increasingly loudly banged on the bathroom door.

" woy has finished yet to come out. " exclaimed Alfi from outside khaira who heard Alfi immediately opened the bathroom door.

" Ceklekkk.". "khaira came out of the bathroom with her face still wet because of the ablution water.

" for a long time, don't you know what emergency ?" alfi said as she stepped into the bathroom.

khaira laughed at Alfi's words, while her laughter stopped as she recalled something.

" bang Alfi later when we finish praying for the morning congregation yes " said khaira from outside he is still standing in front of the bathroom door. because there is no answer from Alfi, khaira came to the conclusion that Alfi agreed to his invitation.

he stepped his feet to take a medium-sized mat and then held it as a base to hold a prayer mat. After completion he took two prayer mats and one sarong from his closet. then he held the prayer service one for Alfi as imam of prayer and another for his held behind Alfi.

after he finished holding the prayer mat he took the mukena and put on his. khaira also put the holster he took earlier in the closet on the prayer mat where Alfi stood as a prayer priest.

Shortly after, Alfie came out of the bathroom.

" Bekleekk... " khaira turned towards the open bathroom door and it seemed that Alfi who came out from there seemed to have just finished bathing can be seen from his wet hair and the smell of bath soap from the body nya.

Alfi who saw khaira waiting for him even had to wear mukena directly stepped towards khaira and took his position as a prayer priest.

after he put on the sarong that had been provided by the khaira, Alfi immediately stood up to start his prayer.

" Allaahu Akbar "Alfi uttered takbirratul ikhram in a loud voice, then khaira as makmum also began his prayer following Alfi as imam.

Alfi read his prayer readings very eloquently (one whose prayer reading is correct and clear).

" Asalamualaikumwarahmatullaaahhh... "

Said Alfi ended his prayer by saying greetings and then followed by khaira as makmum.

After saying the greeting of Alfi and khaira reciting surah Al-Fatihah and salawat to the prophet as the conclusion of his prayer.

then alfi turned his body to face khaira. khaira then kissed the back of Alfi's hand. don't think Alfi will reciprocate the good treatment khaira by kissing his forehead as in Indonesian dramas, that is impossible unless Alfi has loved khaira maybe he will behave as sweet as that towards khaira.

Alfi got up from his position to take off the sarong he wore during prayer, then sat on the bed while observing the khaira who was cleaning the prayer equipment, then he took his mobile phone on the dresser khaira and was busy fiddling with the flat object.

No one who speaks each busy with his own activities, Alfi busy with his HP while khaira is still busy cleaning the prayer equipment.

Alfi opened his voice when he saw the khaira was finished with his activities and stepped his feet towards the door of the room..

" Today I have to go back to the city because I have to go back to work". Alfi made a step khaira who was in front of the door of the room stopped, khaira turned his body towards alfi, alfi, and looking at her husband then she decided to step closer to him.

khaira sat on her dresser chair while staring at Alfi until now they sat face to face and waited for the man to continue his words.

" i only asked for permission for three days so today I have to go back there again, ", said Alfi continued his remarks.

" why not take a leave of absence at least one week" asked khaira later, his article he was confused why Alfi did not take leave when he could take leave for at least one week.

" i don't want to take leave especially until that long just because marriage is not my desire" said Alfi and his speech was back to make the heart khaira like pricked thorns.

khaira tried to endure the pain in her heart in order not to look weak in front of Alfi.

" how long? when will you be back here again? " tanya khaira again after she can neutralize his heart.

" maybe I'll come back here one day before our wedding reception there is held" said Alfi.

" as long as it? " tanya khaira again while observing Alfi's face.

" yes why? are you afraid that you will miss your handsome husband".

alfi said he brought his face closer to the khaira while raising his black eyebrows.khaira who saw Alfi brought his face closer directly back his head back.

Alfi who saw the reaction of khaira he immediately laughed because according to his khaira face looks so funny.

" loh why laugh "tanya khaira he scrunched his forehead because confused to see Alfi laughing for no reason.

" out end loe why rewind your head back with that look again, do you think I want to kiss loe? " ask Alfi he chuckles again.

Khaira really did not understand what Alfi meant.

" who thinks that? you're just the sad one and don't think I'm asking why you've been gone all that time because I'm afraid to miss you, that doesn't cross my mind at all" khaira said while staring hard at Alfi, Alfi who heard khaira speech became dead-lice because he felt if he was too confident if khaira would miss him.

" and please take care of your attitude that I do not like if you always make physical contact with me" said khaira again Alfi knitted his forehead to hear khaira speech.

" I'm sorry dear MR. ALFIANDA " said khaira while emphasizing the words, then he resumed his speech

" i'm not that low so please don't accuse me recklessly, it's all you yourself who sleep cannot calm down and you see whose hands are on top of my body while my hands are not in the least bit in contact with you ". again Alfi was silent to hear the words khaira, what he said was true khaira himself who had embraced khaira.

" i've been lazy to argue with you, I'll be ready for breakfast, all you please tell Zuhdi and Ferdi to eat breakfast here" said khaira and then out of his room.

the day already showed at 06:00 am, khaira went to the kitchen, once there he saw his mama again cooking.

" what's mom cooking again? " ask khaira

" this is another fried chicken for breakfast.oe ya where your husband is up? " ask mama khaira.

" already ma again in the room "answer khaira while looking at his mama who is still busy cooking. khaira helped his mother make sambalado to be used on fried chicken.

30 Minutes later khaira and his mother finished cooking, then khaira prepared all the breakfast on the table in the dining room.when khaira was preparing food two alfi brother zuhdi and ferdi approached him.

" sister." call zuhdi.

" uh. zuhdi Ferdi let's have breakfast" said khaira.

then Zuhdi and Ferdi sat down on the dining table chair.

" bang Alfi mana khaira." asked Ferdi after sitting down.

" oe.. there is a room berbentar ya I call " said khaira, then step towards his room.

Khaira opened the door and entered her room to see her Alfi who was now neat and was preparing her equipment.khaira stepped her feet towards Alfi.

" aheummm.." khaira cleared his throat to let Alfi look in his direction but Alfi only glanced at the khaira at a glance he then continued his activities.

" i'm sorry for what I said "khaira said later because she didn't get a response from Alfi.

" bannngg. "call khaira but Alfi still does not respond to khaira.

" bang alfiiiii. " call her again.

" what brisik really bothers people" said Alfi because he was disturbed by khaira.

Khaira then sat on the bed near Alfi who was still busy stuffing her things into the suitcase.

" you are angry at what I said. "talk khaira again, but again Alfi was silent.

" bang alfiiii. " call khaira again.

" heummm. "he just muttered, Alfi glanced at the khaira who was staring at him. then closed the suitcase that had been filled with his goods.

" let's go out" said Alfi then lowered his suitcase down and held it up.

"are you angry?" tanya khaira while looking at Alfi who is now carrying his suitcase.

" no" replied Alfi briefly and then stepped out of the room.

khaira smiled at Alfi's reply and followed him out of the room.

after leaving the room Alfi and khaira headed to the dining room for breakfast.

" fighting the newlyweds want to be alone until they forget we are already

starving because waiting for the arrival of the two of you " said Ferdi who immediately got a deadly gaze from alfi.

Alfi sat on one of the chairs there and put the suitcase under the table near his feet.khaira took the plate and filled the food for alfi, alfi, he glanced at Alfi who was staring at his sharp omens he forbade khaira to do it. But khaira did not care with the gaze of Alfi he continued to continue what he wanted to do. after he finished he placed a plate full of food in front of Alfi and took food for himself.

after finishing eating Alfi and his two sisters immediately say goodbye to go home to the big city.khaira drove them to the front door.

" you be careful to make zuhdi the same Ferdi also be careful on the road and do not speed around bring his car.

zuhdi and Ferdi nodded their heads while Alfi was just silently staring towards khaira.

" yes, if that's what we go first" said Alfi to khaira. khaira just nodded his head and smiled, then he greeted Alfi.

" Be careful on the road" said khaira to Alfi who was only nodding his head.

" take it" said Alfi while giving a box to Alfi.

" what is this? " ask khaira

" have taken it" replied Alfi, khaira received the box given by Alfi, he scrunched his forehead when he saw the picture listed in the box.

" why do you love this HP for me? " tanya khaira again.

" it's to replace the HP that was damaged yesterday" replied Alfi.

" this is too good even the price is twice as expensive as my damaged HP, but why my new HP loving brother where is my HP? " tanya khaira while staring at Alfi his hand is still holding a box containing a smartphone with an expensive price.

" yesterday was his intention to be fixed, but right brought to the HP service place said he could not be repaired again, yes the end I decided to buy a new one, he said, do not you think that HP yesterday can not be repaired again? after all I will have changed a new one"., replied Alfi while staring at khaira

" he did not papa, was yesterday I asked to buy a new one but brother still ngeyel want to fix the end can not be repaired lan?, but thanks for the new HP, but thanks to him, the new HP, should be purchased with the same brand do not need to be too excessive "say khaira to Alfi while smiling

" thank you still mending I want to give you his change" said Alfi again.

" yes, thanks for the new phone" said khaira with a smile.

" Heeums... " Alfi simply replied with his mutterings, then he turned around and stepped wanting to leave the khaira but his steps were stopped by Ferdi because he was holding onto Alfi's shoulder. Alfi then looked at Ferdi and Ferdi's hand on his shoulder.

" etss..wait first kok pamit it's just that there are no romantic-romantic" said Ferdi, Alfi frowned.

" heard ya bang as a newlywed should be his friendly little dong same wife, kissed first his forehead cake before leaving" said Ferdi while chuckling, zuhdi also chuckled at the words ferdi.

Alfi turned his head back towards the khaira for a moment then looked towards Ferdi and Zuhdi who were still laughing.

" no can be friendly in front of singles like you will even envy again" said Alfi with a smile and then stepped away from khaira and his two sisters.

zuhdi and Ferdi laughed at Alfie's words.

then Zuhdi and Ferdi say goodbye to khaira and then step towards the car parked in front of the khaira house. slowly the car driven by Alfi left the khaira home yard and began to disappear from khaira view.

There is sadness in his heart when he saw her husband leave her, even though he did not love Alfi but he still did not want if Alfi was far from him. just now he and Alfi had a wedding reception and now Alfi instead went to leave her on the grounds of work, even the wedding reception decorations are decorated beautifully still decorate the courtyard of the khaira house. khaira stared at the still the same pelaminan as yesterday when he and Alfi occupied it. he breathed his coarse breath and then stepped into the house.

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