Is I In Your Heart

Alfi's Choice

*** I Do Love You, But I Don't Want If You Choose to Live With Me Because of Mu's Coercion & Coercion •••

Choose Lah According To Your Heart's Choice, And If He You Choose Then I'm Reliable If I Have to Retreat For Your Happiness ***

🍂 Khaira Najwa Safira 🍂

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On the way home the khaira just silent, his gaze directed towards the street through the window of the car. His mind was too confused to think about what had just happened.

Honestly, he did not want to hurt Rizwan but he had no choice but to do this, however he could not if he had to divorce from Alfi, only because of his selfishness who wants to return with Rizwan.

his heart was further wounded as he recalled the face of Rizwan who revealed a disappointed and hurt expression.

he just hopes that someday Rizwan can forget her and get a better life companion than her.

Alfi glanced at the khaira who had only been silent since, he saw the khaira staring at the street with a blank look. Alfi breathed his coarse breath looking at the khaira who was just silent without turning his head in his direction in the slightest.

" echem... "

Alfi deliberately berdehem to attract the attention of the khaira, but it turns out that what he did did did not distract the khaira at all.

" echem... " Alfi again cleared his throat with a louder voice when he saw khaira who did not turn his head in his direction. But khaira still did not look towards Alfi .

" Khaira "called Alfi in a soft voice but again khaira did not respond to himself, as his current khaira was fluttering in his thoughts.

Alfi was upset when khaira ignored him and did not even respond to his being.

"Ciiiinnnn...... "

Alfi honks his car making khaira who beside him was shocked.khaira turned her gaze towards Alfi, staring at Alfi with a confused look.

" why? is there a problem or something? " tanya khaira he turned around the streets in his pass, wanted to make sure maybe something happened there.

" Loe why ? from just daydreaming even loe absolutely not respond to my words? " Alphi asked without turning his gaze towards the khaira.

khaira who was busy watching the streets turned her gaze towards Alfi.

" Who's dreaming? I was just enjoying the atmosphere of the crowded street "khaira said then turned her gaze towards the front staring at the many vehicles passing by.

" if you do not dream of loe ngak may not hear when I call the name loe "saut Alfi he is still focused driving without beating his gaze towards khaira.

" What are you thinking? Don't-don't-don't you think that little guy is "

alfi speech can make khaira turn back to his direction.

" who thinks he is?, don't be pretentious to be a person. Besides he has a name and his name is RIZWAN so don't call him with a call like that "

khaira said by suppressing his speech when saying the name of Rizwan, khaira turned his face back towards the streets after saying his speech.

Alfi allowed his views when khaira said his words, which more precisely he did not like if Alfi called Rizwan with the call 'Tengil Guys ' .

" Cuihh.. use in belain again, so much love kah loe same him so you do not like if I call him with the call ' Co_wok Te_ngil ' "

alfi said he emphasized his last word while smiling obliquely and glancing towards the khaira.

" I just don't like it if you call her like that, because it's not polite her name. Besides she's got a name, what's wrong you call her name, what's wrong, what if you are called like that, angry right ?? "

khaira said without allowing his gaze towards Alfi.

" yeah, just say it if you do not like if I call your heart with the call 'Co_wok Te_ngil' " Said Alfi he again pressed his last words.

" i don't like you to call him like that not because of love Sama he "said khaira he still keep his eyes on the street.

" No Love you said ? " Alfi laughed bitterly at khaira's remarks, he could have lied about his feelings for rizwan, but clearly Alfi could see from his eyes if khaira still loved rizwan.

" loe ngak not lie khaira, love loe same rizwan is still too big so I can still see there is love from the look of the eye loe it "

alfi said he allowed his gaze to rah khaira, who was only silent to hear his speech.

" I don't like to think about other men when you are with me" said Alfi again, he stopped his car when the car was already in front of the gate of their house.

Khaira frowned at his forehead when she heard Alfi's remark, she turned her gaze towards alfi.

" you mean what is that talk like ? you say it as if you didn't do it, but you're thinking of other women even meeting her every day "

said khaira he felt annoyed with the attitude of Alfi who likes to act as he pleases.

" You have no right to forbid anything I want to do" said Alfi haughtily.

Khaira tried to hold back her anger when she heard Alfi's words.

" why? you can ban me, why can't I? you think I'm a display that can be casual when I see my husband with another woman ? "

khaira said he immediately opened the car door and got out of there, even though at that time the car still stopped in front of the gate.but khaira preferred to go outside, but he preferred to go outside, walk into the house rather than linger in one car with alfi.

Alfi just stared at the back of the khaira who was walking away from his towards to their yard.he re-runs his car entering the yard of the house, when the gate had fully opened his.

After parking his car Alfi immediately ran into the house following khaira who had first entered into his. When he was almost on the second floor of his house, he saw the khaira who was heading to his room.

Alfi immediately ran towards the khaira grabbing the khaira's wrist, then pulled the khaira into his room.

" lepaass's "

khaira tried to release the grip of Alfi's hand on his wrist, when Alfi pulled the khaira into his room, but all in vain because the power of Alfi is much greater than his.

" Leppaassss's "

khaira said when they were in alfi room. Alfi then released his grunts on khaira.

" why did you bring me here? " Khaira asked in a stern tone to Alfi, she stared intently at alfi.

" I want us to room" said Alfi he also looked towards khaira without caring about the sharp gaze given khaira to him.

" No Ma_u. I've said that I don't want to room with you before you make your choice, so don't try to persuade me to move into your room ".

Saying khaira he stepped his feet towards the door. But only a few steps he walked his steps stopped by the voice of Alfi.

" Awaitu. "khaira stopped her steps without turning her body facing alfi.

" What's up ? " tanya khaira flat, Alfi stepped his feet closer to khaira.

" Why did you meet him in the park? do you promise you won't see him again ? " Alfi asked the khaira who was now beside her,

alfi's question made khaira feel difficult to swallow his saliva.he did not dare to turn his face to face Alfi.

" I have the same needs he "wanted flatly he tried to be ordinary.

" What are there needs heuh...? " ask Alfi again he is still staring at khaira with a probing look.

Alfi turned the khaira body facing his direction.there was no resistance from khaira but when they had stood face to face khaira instead bowed his head.

khaira just silently did not answer the question from alfi, Alfi smiled slanted, seeing khaira who now lowered his head and did not answer his question.

" Loe thought I don't know what you're talking about, is it the same ? "

DEG

khaira felt her heart as if it had stopped beating, she raised her face slowly gazing towards alfi.

" He's revealing his feelings are the same, right ? "

Again khaira could not answer the question from Alfi.

" And loe can-can say if loe still loves her, how can loe say that to her whereas loe never said those words in front of me "

Said Alfi fiery, he let go of his hand that held the khaira arm. and stared fixedly into the eyes of the khaira who was now also staring at him.

" I'm just trying to be honest with her, that's what I felt before I married you, but after I became your wife, as much as I could try to forget her, and all that I do for you even if I have to be hurt because of the excruciating feeling "

Khaira was still looking at Alfi, her eyes were glazed - glass, her words recalled her to the pain she felt when khaira tried to forget rizwan.

Alfi was fixated on hearing khaira's words, he could feel that if khaira was really injured as he tried to forget about rizwan, all of which clearly radiated from his eye gaze which implied a lot of injuries.

" but what's your reward, all you give is a wound, you're in a relationship with another woman when I start to love you " said khaira again spilled tears that have been trying since he was trying to hold.

" I never verbally say that I love you, but you should be able to judge it by my attitude towards you,

If I don't love you how could I be angry when I know there's another woman in your heart ? how could I refuse when you want to face him among us ? " .

Again Alfi just silently looked towards khaira, there was guilt in his heart as he saw khaira crying in his presence, he said, REGRET is what he always feels when he sees tears that wet his face.

But foolishly he never made his regret as a whip for her. Alfi even again gave a wound in the heart khaira.

" Or do you want to hear me say if I Love You ? "

khaira retreated her steps backwards until now they were a little far apart.

" Mister Alfianda I Love You, I LOVE You." said khaira he pressed the words at the end of his speech.

Tears still continued to flow soaking down his cheeks, he could not bear the pain in his heart, and khaira did not know how to relieve the pain, perhaps by letting out a few tears lessened his pain.

" SATISFIED ? " tanya khaira while looking at Alfi with her wet eyes, then she turned her back towards the door.

BRukkk.....

Alfi hugged khaira from behind making khaira shocked and suddenly stopped his steps.

" I Also love loe khaira, VERY love loe, I do not want to lose loe, I do not want to leave my life, especially until you choose to go with rizwan "

Alfi hugged the khaira body tightly as if he did not want to let go of his. he was afraid of losing a woman as good as khaira, for his khaira was the perfect wife.

But his ego always succumbs to his common sense, so he always felt heavy to choose between Elisha and khaira.

Khaira laughed bitterly at what was just said by Alfi, for his speech Alfi was like a joke.

How can Alfi say if he loves himself so much while out there there are still other women who will be entertainers of his husband when he is not beside him.

" Don't give me false hope, 'cause I don't want to get hurt any more when we're not together "

said khaira the clear granules flowed back down his cheeks, even now hit Alfi's hand that was coiled in his stomach.

Khaira tried to remove the hand of Alfi that was coiled in his stomach. But not his release of his Alfi instead embraced khaira tighter.

" PLEASE don't let go of this hug, let me hug you and hold you in the warmth that I will always give you, Loe, I'm ready to be a backstop for you in times when you're in agitation and hurt "

alfi said he still embraced khaira and drowned his face in the niche of the neck khaira. khaira trying to make Alfi away from him, he felt amused when he felt the roar of Alfi's breath hitting his skin.

" Lepasssss... I want to go to the room please don't be like this !!! , how many times do I have to tell you that I don't want to be around you before you choose between me and Elisha "

say tears as if no dry always flows adorning her beautiful face.

Alfi just silently heard khaira's words, he did not answer a word, and he did not take off his embrace from khaira.

" I've already made up my mind if I'm going to choose to leave rather than have to live in a household that only scratches the wound "

khaira's remarks made Alfi raise his head and stare towards the khaira from the side.

" What do you mean talk like that?, do you want to leave my life?, Why?, Loe wants to come back with him again ? "

Alfi asked various questions that made khaira dizzy to hear him.

" I'm tired of defending our marriage, if you choose her, then say I'll try to accept her, but please let me go !! ,

because I can't survive with you if you keep him among us ".

khaira tried to re-release Alfi's hand which was coiled in his stomach and this time succeeded.

he immediately stepped away from Alfi, he again stepped his feet towards the door. But again Alfi hugged him from behind until his steps came to a halt.

Khaira again tried to escape from the arms of Alfi but now Alfi hugged her tightly, so she was difficult to release her .

" Don't go khaira, I beg you!! , I don't want you to go away from my life" said Alfi softly, he again drowned his face on khaira's shoulder. But now khaira feels something is wetting her clothes.

" What he cried "murm khaira in the heart.he again felt the drops of water on his shirt.

he did not expect if the man who has a selfish nature and never cared about his feelings now instead cried on his shoulder.

" I have to go because there's nowhere left for me to stay "

khaira said softly, the tears that had started to dry now instead returned to meet his eye fertilizers.

" khaira I love loe and I choose loe to stay beside me, I Choose Loe khaira, I CHOOSE LOE "

DEG

alfi's speech made khaira speech silent as if he did not believe what he had just heard.

" don't joke I don't believe your words, don't tell me you chose me if you can't leave him "

Actually, Khaira was very happy to hear what Alfi had just said, but he was afraid that Alfi still did not want to die, Elisa, although Alfi said if he chose himself to stay by his side.

Alfi took off his embrace from Khaira, he wiped away his tears for some reason he became very weak when remembering khaira would leave him. in grab his shoulder khaira and turn the khaira body to face with him.

In his eyes khaira now filled with tears.

" i'm not kidding khaira, I'm serious to choose loe, so please don't leave me" said Alfi he stared fixedly khaira eyes.

Alfi turned to grin to two hands because he looked at khaira with a serious look.

" Khaira. I promise I will stay Elisa, I promise " said Alfi mean it.

" Don't promise if you'll deny it, and don't choose me if you're forced to do it, I want you to choose me because your heart's choice is not because it's forced ".

khaira said softly, tears flowed back, khaira wiped away her tears, which seemed not to want to stop out.

" Khaira I chose loe not because I was forced but because I was sure the same choice of my heart that chose loe to remain beside me.

khaira Loe must believe this time I will definitely keep my promise, " said Alfi he stared khaira trying to make khaira confident with his speech.

Khaira looked into Alfi's eyes he was trying to find the truth there, from the gaze of the eyes of Alfi khaira could see if Alfi really meant to say it.

" Promise ? " tanya khaira makes sure he still looks into the eyes of alfi.

Alfi smiled at khaira's words, he nodded his head.

" Promise" said Alfi later, he smiled looking at khaira who now also smiled at him.

Alfi immediately hugged the khaira in return embrace by the khaira, while they enjoyed a warm embrace that they had long missed.

" Khaira "call Alfi he still hugs the khaira body.

" Hemm.. "khaira simply replied with her mutterings.he did not stare towards Alfi he just drowned his face in the chest of her husband's field. enjoy a warm embrace that has not been felt for a long time.

" What's up? " tanya khaira to Alfi, when he did not hear the voice of Alfi. he just raised his head to look at Alfi without releasing his embrace.

" Can I ? " tanya Alfi he turned his gaze down to look toward the khaira.

" what can it be ? " tanya khaira while raising next to her eyebrows.

" C_I_U_M" said Alfi with a smile, but he even got a sharp gaze from khaira.

" etsss... relax dong do not get angry, why do you even angry husband ask in a reasonable kiss, anyways I just ask in a kiss notnn....... "

Alfi deliberately did not continue his speech, he wanted to tease the khaira and it managed to make the cheeks of the khaira reddened.

" kok loe face red "goda Alfi, khaira let go of her embrace and turned her face in the other direction.

" I want to go to the room" said Khaira, turning her back to Alfi.

" loe I told you that I want us to room" said Alfi while staring at khaira's back.

" No... Put away your girlfriend, and I moved into this room "

said khaira he stepped his feet out of the room without caring about Alfi who is now upset because of his speech.

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