Is I In Your Heart

I Choose Faithful

*** Quite Happy Thing To Me When I Hear Mu's Words & Words •••

Words That I Ever Since Long awaited From Mu & Mu & Mu & Mu 'Said •••

Words That Reveal Your Feelings To Me, Now My Love Has Been Resolved, & It is a, •••

However, I'm Sorry Because I Can't Make All My Dreams And Expectations Come With You, Sorry....

I CHOSE FAITHFUL ***

~ ~ Khaira Najwa Safira ~ ~

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rizwan stared confusedly at Alfi and Khaira, is it possible that khaira was married? , but he did not hear any news about khaira's marriage when he returned to his hometown.

" he thinks my wife, why don't you believe me ? " said Alfi he still keep putting his grinning smile on the rizwan.

Rizwan turned his gaze towards the khaira. stared at the woman with a probing look.

" Khaira is it true that everything she says is the same ? " said Rizwan while showing Alfi with his index finger.

" ANSWER KHAIRA "said rizwan with a little raised his voice, Alfi did not accept when he saw rizwan raised his voice on khaira.

" his bold loe elevates the voice of loe when talking with khaira" said Alfi he stared intently at rizwan, he tried to resist the emotions that are now at the peak of his.

but Rizwan did not care about the sharp gaze of Alfi, he still stared and waited for a reply from khaira.

" Khaira please answer my question is it true that you are married to her? " rizwan again repeated his question but this time his voice sounded softer.

" DEAR, you better tell me the truth about our relationship with this man" said Alfi he did not hesitate to circle his hands on the waist slender khaira.

Rizwan felt dislike and unwilling when he saw Alfi embrace the waist khaira and make the distance between them closer.

The pain is now spreading throughout his heart, but what can he do when he sees Alfi embracing khaira, can not he prevent Alfi from doing all that to khaira?. especially if Alfi is indeed a husband khaira it will be a shame for him because it prohibits a husband close to his wife.

" I want to talk four-eyes with rizwan allowed " said khaira while looking at Alfi with a pleading gaze.

" NGAK" replied Alfi briefly he turned his face the other way.

where might he let his wife talk to the man she once loved.

what if later khaira chooses to go with rizwan and leave him. No. No, he won't let that happen.

" please 5 minutes also ngak pa pa" said khaira he looked at his two hands in front of his chest while looking at Alfi with a pleading gaze.

Alfi snorted in annoyance when he saw the pleading gaze of the khaira, not his heart if he had to refuse the khaira request.

" it's good that I give 3 minutes because 5 minutes is too long for me" said Alfi without allowing his gaze towards khaira, Alfi released his embrace on the waist khaira.

Khaira nodded her head, she did not want to argue what she said, fearing that Alfi would no longer allow her to talk to Rizwan.

" come with me there is something I want to talk to you" said khaira while staring at the rizwan, rizwan just nodded his head and stepped in the footsteps khaira.

for a moment he stared at Alfi who seemed to dislike when khaira invited him to talk alone, just alone, But he did not care when he saw the gaze of Alfi on his that he cared about was that he could get an explanation from khaira.

" Tell me what you want to talk about, right ? "

rizwan asked as they stood some distance away from where Alfi was standing, but Alfi could still see what the rizwan and khaira were doing, only he could not hear what they were talking about.

" On my relationship with him, I will also explain why I reject your feelings "said khaira he glanced at the rizwan, then turned his gaze around the park.

" So it's true what he said if you're married to him "

rizwan stared fixedly at khaira, his sense he could not accept the reality if his seampai khaira really already belongs to others.

" I'm sorry " said khaira lirih he tried to hold back his tears.

Rizwan really did not expect that if the girl he loved, the woman he always missed, now belonged to someone else.

" How long have you been married to her ? " Tanya rizwan her voice sounded flat, disappointed that's the one word that describes her feelings on khaira.

" 7 months ago "Saying khaira his voice still sounds soft, he knows if every word he comes out right now will be very painful for rizwan.

" Why don't you tell me if you're married? " rizwan again asked, the pain in his heart has not disappeared, added again when he found out if khaira had been married for almost a year with Alfi.

The weight of his taste as he had to accept such a bitter reality in his life. The pain was increasingly felt when he had just expressed his feelings on khaira however, he had to swallow his sense of disappointment.

" what am I saying to you is that our relationship has only been a friend" he said looking at Alfi with his teary eyes.

" Didn't you feel all the attention I gave you all this time because I had feelings for you ? "

rizwan again asked khaira, his gaze never diverted from the beautiful face of the woman in front of him.

" i know, I can feel it if you love me, from any attention you give me all this time, because that's why I always try to avoid you because I don't want to hurt your feelings "

Say khaira he lowered his head not want if Rizwan saw her crying.

" just with you keeping it from me, this will be the most painful thing for me when I find out, what else all this truth is revealed when the day I tell you my feelings "

rizwan stopped his speech for a moment he was still staring at the khaira who was now bowing his head.

" i've been waiting for a while with you for years khaira, I've planned all my future with you, proposed to you when I graduated college, build a happy household even with just a simple life "

khaira looked up at Rizwan when she heard what Rizwan had just said to her.

" i do the same, always waiting for your return, putting together my life plans with you, do you know ? the most painful thing for me is when I have to hold my longing on you.

I can't reveal it and it's only prayer in each of my prayers that is the antidote to treat my longing for you.

sometimes I also open your is****am page, just to see your daily activities as long as you are away from me, I also see there are longing words that you write there.

Sometimes I also ask maybe those words you wrote for me? or for your lover ? I always ask myself am I in your heart rizwan?

But all that is never an answer, there is only pain when I shadow it if later when you return you choose another woman in your life."

khaira wiped away the tears that she had unknowingly had now flowed profusely on her cheeks.

" do you know? if many of my friends ask me to find a replacement for you, but I can't do it because I'm loyal to my principles.

I always try to keep myself away from every man who wants to be close to me, hoping you are my first and last love, but now all is broken, my heart is even more broken, when I have to choose the one I don't love compared to you I've been waiting for a long time.

I have no choice and can't resist those who have been present in my life, maybe this is the destiny that I have to live with. It hurts and is very hard for me to be able to live. But I try to stay strong and stay strong and take everything that has happened ".

Tears still flooded and wet his cheeks, he could not deny if he felt so heavy the first time he had to choose to marry Alfi and try to forget the rizwan.

But all he can live with as time goes by, as he begins to live his life with sincerity.

Alfi was speechless to hear the explanation of his teary eyes trying to hold back the tears that are now reminiscing in his eyes.

" Khaira's..... " Rizwan tried to hold tightness in his chest he did not know if he should be happy when he found out if the woman he had longed for all this time, it also misses him and he always looks forward to his return.

" I always pray to God that God will bring us together again, until we are united in a sacred bond, but why is it that when we meet again it is too late, you belong to someone else.

Khaira what should I do ? this feeling is too deep, I can't if I have to let you go for him "

Said Rizwan he looks so fragile he could not if he had to remove khaira for other men.

what else if the man does not love khaira, he is not willing if khaira must be hurt and live with suffering with Alfi.

Khaira smiled when she heard khaira's words, she breathed out slowly and wiped away the tears that were still on her face.

" ' Sincerity' is what you must do, learn to recapitulate what is destined, although it is not as easy as when we say it.

But if we are sure and try all it will certainly go as we want it. "

Saying khaira he stopped his speech for a moment and smiled towards Rizwan.

" Just as you sincerely pray for me, speak my name in your prayer, asking sincerely that God will predestine us to be together.

similarly, you must be sincere when God gives the path of destiny that is not what we expect.

" It's not all that easy because it takes a long time to do it all ". Rizwan said he also looked towards khaira.

Again khaira smiled at what rizwan said, he tried to be patient to face the attitude of rizwan.

" I know it's not easy but all you can do is slowly, just like I used to when I felt hard to forget you and accept my marriage with alfi, but with her time running I can do her.

Accept the destiny that God has determined sometimes it is best for us, if God does not predestine us together, he said, that means God has prepared someone better than me for you "Say khaira to rizwan with a smile.

" Khaira let's go home "Khaira turned her gaze towards Alfi when she heard the man calling her.

" I have to go home, hopefully you can get someone who can love you and wait for you to the limit of his age "

Saying khaira to the rizwan he turned his back on stepping towards Alfi. But his steps stopped when he heard khaira's words.

" Khaira can you stay with her and return to me "Pinta Rizwan with a wiry, khaira back to turn her body facing toward the rizwan, and then turn her back to the rizwan, he looked at Rizwan by raising his eyebrows because he did not understand why Rizwan spoke to him.

" after all you do not love her and so does she who does not love you so why do you keep your marriage with her "

Rizwan continued, khaira stared confusedly towards his final rizwan he decided to express what was in his mind.

" Rizwan why are you talking like that? I don't like it when you say such a sassy thing.

Have you forgotten that I am a wife?, you should not talk to me like that, because HARAM for a man proposes to a woman who is still legally the wife of another person.

are you asking me to leave my husband just to come back to you. Rizwan I'm not gonna risk my marriage with him, just to get to my ego."

Saying khaira to rizwan, he could not understand why rizwan could say that to him.

" Khaira but you don't love her "Rizwan said as he stared fixedly at khaira's face.

" I'm starting to love her and maybe I'll really love her, so please don't say that again, learn to recap something God has determined, I'm sorry rizwan for ' I Choose Faithful ' ".

Saying khaira, then he left the rizwan which is now marked with a variety of confusion, there is pain in his heart when he heard the speech that was uttered khaira.

Khaira stepped towards Alfi and went home with him when she had asked Riska for permission to go home early.

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