Is I In Your Heart

Distant Separate

*"*"* Cold your attitude sometimes I want to complain, But my power is not because I can not achieve warm attitude mu & 'More •••

And the coldness of your attitude makes the distance between you and me feel even more distant. *"*"*

Khaira Najwa Safira

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after a period of 3 hours they finally reached the village khaira at 17:40, and welcomed by mama khaira who did not expect his daughter-in-law and son would go home sooner than planned.

Khaira and Alfi walked into the house, Alfi sat in the living room while he went to the kitchen to make drinks for Alfi.

10 minutes passed khaira returned to the guest room with two cups of drinks for himself and Alfi did not forget also he brought some snacks that had been bought.

Khaira and Alfi are now sitting in the living room talking, for the first time Alfi wants to talk like that with khaira.

"Later what time to leave for his volleyball match place "tanya khaira on alvi while enjoying her drink.

" eum.. depleted magrib " replied Alfi his hand was busy playing the cellphone in his hand.

" brother ngak go to the house of Silvia used to run out it was just to the volleyball game" said khaira again.

" fear late" said Alfi then he drank the drink that was brought by the khaira.

" it's just a moment ngak long anyway, will kasian Silvia he must be very happy if brother wants to come to his wedding " khaira tried to persuade Alfi that he would come to the khaira wedding tonight.

" is the wedding not tomorrow? " tanya Alfi he glanced at the khaira and then ate a snack brought by the khaira.

" he wedding is indeed tomorrow at the same reception but the party starts tonight until tomorrow afternoon" said khaira Alfi only nods his head.

" yeah already if that later tonight we will come there "Alfi speech makes the smile khaira widened.

After the completion of the prayer magrib khaira and Alfi immediately headed to the house silvia. Arriving at home silvia khaira immediately entered the house looking for the existence of silvia, while Alfi he sat with other guests under the party tent in front of the silvia house.

" Assalamualaikum newlyweds" said khaira who stood in the doorway of silvia's room.

" waalaikum. sa. "silvia's speech came to a halt when she saw who was standing in the doorway of her room.

" iraaa." cried silvia when she saw silvia standing in the doorway of her room she immediately ran into khaira's clutches.

" iraaa.. I miss you so much "said Silvia when she was in the arms of the khaira.

" i'm also very upset with you queen lebay but super good." said kaira who ended with laughter.

" iiihhh... you are mah.. "silvia pinched her belly until she grimaced with pain, silvia deliberately pinched her khaira because she was furious at the khaira's speech.

" auw. auw. auw..., stop via pain. "khaira grimaced because of the pinch of silvia on her abdomen, she tried to release silvia's pinching hand.

" auw.. already via stop sick." said silvia while staring at silvia with a clear gaze.

" oh sorry ra I forgot that you are married" said silvia then release her pinch. khaira frowned when hearing silvia, what relationship he married with silvia to her pinch?

" What relationship did I marry you pinch me? " the khaira finally issued what was in his mind, while stroking his stomach that felt sore because of the pinch of silvia.

" yes, I just pinch you in your stomach, who knows there is already a handsome junior" replied Silvia while chuckling.

" pletokk "khaira hit silvia's forehead slowly

" auw.. ailing tau "said silvia because he got a small blow on his forehead, he continued to stroke his forehead which is actually not how much pain.

" Therefore if the talk is kept do not just plagiarize aja" said khaira while staring at silvia.

" who is the origin of plagiarism people talk about it is true really, if for example in your stomach is already there a prospective junior handsome gap how? " khaira rolled her eyes lazily hearing silvia's words.

" no one will have a marriage person just one week" said khaira.

" ira dear, the problem is different sometimes there is a fast sometimes there is also a slow, sometimes there is a slow, maybe there is already a candidate there but because your marriage is only one week all of it can only be detected at least your gestational age two weeks " said silvia at length that makes khaira careless to hear his chatter.

Khaira rolled her lazy eyes she tried to divert her speaker with silvia.

" You don't want to meet your handsome babang" said khaira while staring outwards.

" Hah. Babang handsome is here then now where he "said silvia enthusiastically like a new guy won the lottery.

Khaira again felt careless to see her excessive attitude of silvia to Alfi,

"what was the great man until silvia was as enthusiastic as this could meet alfi? " tanya khaira in heart.

" ira... Where is the handsome babang now? " tanya silvia while holding the khaira arm, she was like a child whining asking for chocolate with her mother.

" there are tuh outside " said khaira while glancing towards the outside of his hand alms in front of the chest.

" yeaahh." khaira shook his head at Silvia's leaping excitement.

" yeah already if that's how I go there first yes want to meet babang alfi "said silvia then stepped quickly towards the door but his steps were stopped by khaira.

" ets... tunggu first "khaira speech makes silvia step stopped, silvia then turn his body towards khaira, he raises next to his eyebrows as if asking khaira 'what is it? '.

Khaira shook her head while smiling at silvia, so happy that silvia did not realize what she was wearing at this time.

" you want to meet your handsome babang with a situation like this? " tanya khaira while raising her index finger towards silvia.

Silvia followed the direction of the index finger khaira found her self who now only wears pink pajamas without a hijab in addition to her hair that looks disheveled.

" hehehe..

" so happy that I realized my situation like this, you know that I change clothes first yes, wait for me we go out together later " said Silvia walked towards her wardrobe picking up a set of clothes, then passed away going to the bathroom

After silvia finished replacing her clothes they went straight out to the front yard of the silvia house.

While in the yard of his house, Silvia was so enthusiastic when he saw Alfi who was now sitting while enjoying his dinner.

" BSBANG ALFi "silvia that appears suddenly makes Alfi shocked orange he choked.

" uhuk... "

khaira who saw Alfi choking immediately grabbed the drink that was beside Alfi and gave it to him.

"ohh Babang Alfi I ask maaf ya make babang Alfi shocked to choke again" said silvia while showing his guilty face.

" yes no papa, but next time if it comes it does not make people hang" said Alfi while staring at silvia.

" yes. yes. yes. yes.. sorry promise me next time not going to be like this again, anyway I'm like this because I'm really happy babang Alfi want to come here " silvia said with a timid smile towards Alfi.

Khaira and Alfi looked at each other and smiled at Silvia's behavior.

" if so I have to go now because there is a volleyball schedule in the district of Samatiga" said Alfi while rising from his seat.

" well kok go anyway I just briefly met the handsome babang" said silvia while showing his pouting face.

" sorry but I am in a hurry again later we can talk more when we meet again" said Alfi while smiling at Silvia and staring at her.

" yes already handsome babang be careful on the road ya "said silvia his face still looks pouty.

" i go first yes" said Alfi to khaira while staring into his direction.

" yes be careful on the road "tender khaira said, she looked at her husband with a smile.

Alfi just nodded his head then passed leaving khaira and silvia. after Alfi went khaira and silvia also passed into the silvia house.

Time has shown at 11:30 pm khaira say goodbye to silvia after that he immediately left the house silvia walk towards his house.

Arriving at home khaira did not see the car parked in front of his house that means Alfi has not returned home, khaira entered into the walk to his room, to his room, once there he immediately performed the prayer 'isya.

Khaira waited for Alfi to come home until 12 pm but Alfi did not go home finally he decided to sleep first.

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Alfi Arrived at khaira house at 12:30 pm, after parking his car Alfi walked into the khaira house to the khaira room.

Once there he glimpsed at the khaira who was again asleep with his slumber, then walked to the bathroom ridding himself of his sweat, before going to bed he performed the prayer 'isya first because when he went to the volleyball game he had not had time to do the prayer 'isya.

After the prayer Alfi lay his body on the right of the khaira with at the limit of the bolsters in the middle, in his view the face of the khaira who is now sleeping soundly, facing his direction.

" Beautiful" muttered Alfi, her lips curled upwards revealing her sweet smile.

he only realized that khaira was quite beautiful even though it was not as beautiful as the girls he had known.

somehow the courage from which Alfi brought his face closer to the face of khaira and in his kiss khaaira forehead with a long time.

back he stared at the khaira face as he stopped his kiss on the forehead khaira, his lips still carving a smile.

he immediately distanced himself from the khaira lying beside him by facing towards the khaira in his eyes closed until he fell asleep in his sleep.

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The sound of the Adhan that reverberated made two people who were still in the title of a beautiful dream had to open their eyes to fulfill the call of the Khalik.

khaira and Alfi both opened their eyes until their eyes met when the two of them had opened their eyes.

There was a sense of happiness in his heart when he woke up from his sleep, the first time he saw was the face of his husband, especially when he realized if now Alfi was again hugging him. wanting his taste he experienced something like this every day, seeing Alfi's face and being in Alfi's arms as he woke up.

khaira smiled and thought about it, making Alfi realize that he was hugging khaira, he immediately let go of his embrace, then rose from his sleep and passed to the bathroom.

there was a sense of emptiness that burst into his heart as Alfi let go of his embrace. But he tried to brush off the feeling of trying to behave as usual as if nothing had happened between them.

Alfi came out of the bathroom and the khaira went inside to clean himself. After he finished he saw Alfi who was waiting for him to perform the morning prayers. all prayer equipment has been prepared by Alfi.

khaira immediately put on his mukena after which they prayed with in the imam kan Alfi.

Finish the prayer khaira as usual to clean the prayer equipment and then pass to the kitchen to cook breakfast.

30 Minutes later after his cooking is over, he calls Alfi to eat together, only because both parents feel awkward if they have to eat one table with his son-in-law. unlike in the house of Alfi they always eat one table with the whole family.

After finishing eating Alfi returned to his room and followed by khaira after he cleaned the cutlery they had used.

Khaira went into the room and saw her Alfi who was now leaning on the head of the bed while staring at her HP screen.khaira walked up to her husband and sat down near the man.

" do you really want to go back to town today? " tanya khaira to Alfi when he was sitting near Alfi.

" i told you that I have to go back there because there is work "answered Alfi flatly without looking towards khaira his view is still focused on the flat object.

regardless of what he did with it, so he did not look at him at all, he just focused on his HP as if he was texting someone and occasionally smiled indistinctly.

Khaira frowned at his forehead as she looked at Alfi smiling to himself while staring at his HP screen.

" what are you doing again why are you smiling? " tanya khaira while looking at the man who is still busy playing his cellphone.

" not just see the funny vidio" replied Alfi with a flat voice and his gaze was still staring at the object in his hand.

" if you go back there how am I? " tanya khaira again he still looks at Alfi,

Alfi who heard the khaira question turned his gaze towards the khaira and raised it next to his eyebrows.

" yeah ngak how - where, you just stay here do not need to come with me to the city, besides you will still have to attend the wedding silvia later" said Alfi while staring at khaira.

" are you sure you want me to come ? " tanya khaira she tilted her head looking at Alfi's face and trying to find answers from him.

" yes sure is why I'm not sure, anyways there are loe or no loe near me just as I think there is no difference" said Alfi flat, said, now his view is back to the object in his hand, when he heard the sound of incoming messages.

Alfi smiled as he read the message, without thinking about the khaira near him, who was now silent because of his speech earlier.

" As her there is indeed no chance for me to be someone who means something to her "murm khaira in her heart she tried to hold back her tears so as not to flow in front of Alfi. Again only the pain that Alfi inflicted on him.

" loe why shut up? " tanya Alfi who is now staring at the khaira who is only silent after hearing his speech.

" why not answer "khaira, he turned his gaze in the other direction so that Alfi did not see his eyes which now began to water.

" no why-not why just silence" said Alfi again he raised his eyebrows when he saw khaira who now averted his eyes.

" i'll pick you up later if I have some free time, later you can go back there and I hope you want to stay there with my family because ngak maybe if you stay here while I'm there, you know, later what people say if we live far apart" said Alfi again while staring at khaira.

" it's up to me not to care about all that if I have to live with your family I have no problem, I have no problem, but I hope someday we will have our own home so that we can also learn to live independently" said khaira Alfi just silent not responding to khaira speech.

The time has shown at 06:30 am, khaira drove Alfi to the front of the house.

" i go first" said Alfi

" yes, be careful on the road" said khaira with a smile.

" don't forget to tell you when you get there" said khaira again and then greet the hand of Alfi.

she still continued to stare at Alfi, a bit heavy for her if she had to return as far away from her husband as when they first got married.

Alfi just nodded his head and walked into the car.

honked his horn once then walked away leaving the khaira who was now staring at his departure.

" it's as easy as you leave me without feeling a burden, as if I never meant anything to you, and you say you'll come back if you have some free time, speaking like that as if you never wished to live together with me "murm khaira in heart

Khaira wiped that without realizing it had flowed down her cheeks. sucked her breath in - deep and blew her slowly so that her self looked a little calmer. after feeling himself starting to feel a little calmer he would step into his house.

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