Is I In Your Heart

Honesty That Pain

*"*"* When A Honesty Is Revealed,

Makes Me Have To Receive A Bitterness *"*"*

••• ____Najwa Safira ____________Najwa Safira •••

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" Khaira I want to tell her the truth I'm with her.... " Alfi felt so heavy as to continue with her words, what more as she stared at the solemn gaze filled with probing gazes.

" I'm actually the same him......I'm the same with him...." Alfi again stopped his speech, he bowed his head, he looked so agitated.

" TELL ME THE TRUTH!! " he said khaira he pressed every word he said, his gaze was still directed towards Alfi and clasped Alfi's hand.

" I'm sorry you are, I'm... Actually I'm the same Elisha "Alfi back to draw and throw his breath slowly

" Elisha It...MY GIRLFRIEND "

DUARRr........

DUARRr........

DUARRr........

Khaira fell silent, she let go of her hand that was grasping the hand of Alfi. SESAK is what he now feels, it turns out the reality that he receives feels so bitter, Alfi who has accused him of duplicity but it turns out that 2 & & & & 2 • • • • • • •

" Khaira I'm sorry I .. I don't mean hurt loe "Alfi trying to grab khaira's hand, but khaira quickly fended off the hand of Alfi who was trying to grab his hand.

" BECAUSE WHEN ? " khaira said flatly, he still pressed every word in his words and his padangan are still directed at Alfi.

khaira tried to hold back the tears that have now been reminisced in her eyes.

" one month before our marriage in the title" said Alfi he looked towards khaira who now throw his gaze in the other direction.

DEG

Again Alfi made a scratch wound in the heart khaira, while khaira was silent trying to neutralize the pain in his heart.

" you know that time if we're getting married? " khaira asked without looking at Alfi, as much as she could hold back her tears.

" i know, because at that time our wedding date has been set but I can not refuse Elisha when he revealed his feelings the same I " alfi said he again lowered his gaze.

" WHY ? " khaira asked in a flat voice she was still reluctantly staring towards Alfi who was beside her.

" BECAUSE I LOVE HER..."

" BECAUSE I LOVE HER..."

the words continued to be stirred in his ears, Instantly the tears that had been held by him now flowed profusely on his white cheeks. khaira turned her gaze towards Alfi while listening to what Alfi had just thrown at her.

So much pain when the husband who is now starting to love her instead loves other women and has more than just a friend relationship.

And the more 'painful' again as she had to fight to be able to get love from her husband, trying to endure the pain that she received from every word and treatment of her husband, her husband, but it turns out the other woman easily gets love and affection from her husband it .

" i'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I know what I'm doing this is gonna hurt you but I can't help feeling like I'm the same Elisha " alfi said he was now looking towards khaira trying to grab the hand of khaira but again khaira brushed it off.

" why? didn't you ask me to forget about Rizwan? so easily you forced myself to forget her, now I'm going to ask you that, ' can you forget she erased it in your heart and memory? ' "

Alfi was only speechless hearing the question of khaira he again lowered his head.

" Why are you just silent? can't answer? " Alfi again just fell silent still with his head lowered

" now you understand it's not that easy when we want to forget someone all it takes time, so does it with me, and when I've started to forget it you even make me disappointed " khaira said tears were still flowing down her cheeks.

" i'm sorry, I know I was wrong but please forgive me, my love the opportunity once again I will fix all of it, please" said Alfi with a soft word, said, khaira just stared at Alfi silently observing the man in front of her who now looked fragile.

" tock..tok...... "

The sound of the door knocking made them both look towards the door.

" khaira, Alfi let's go down and have dinner first, papa sama zuhdi has been waiting for you at the dinner table "

Khaira who heard the voice of her in-laws from outside then she wiped away the tears that were still reminiscing on her cheeks.

" yes ma, soon we come out" said khaira from inside the room.

After that there was no sound of mama Alfi from outside. khaira rose from the bed leaving Alfi to go to the bathroom. Alfi just stared at the khaira's departure without flinching from his place.

" huff... "

Alfi breathed his coarse breath, he laid his body on the bed his arms made as a pillow.

he thought about what he had to do so that Khaira would forgive him.

" how is the way yes so that khaira want to forgive me?, it turns out that telling the truth is very painful " muttered Alfi in his heart. he stared at the bathroom, he looked at the bathroom, and he looked at the bathroom, there was still water coming from the bathroom because the khaira had not yet come out of it.

" I'm a little relieved that there are no secrets between me and Khaira now, I'm sure sooner or later khaira must have forgiven my most important mistake now I have to be more patient facing his current anger " his murmur again.

Khaira came out of the bathroom, there was water left on her face. His eyes looked puffy, his nose was reddened. Khaira walked through the bed without caring for Alfi who was now staring at her.

he came out of the room leaving Alfi still staring at his place.

" huff.... "

Again Alfi breathed his rough breath, he was confused how to deal with his anger khaira.

" Arrrghgh.... "

Alfi scrambled his hair which now looked increasingly messy, he rose from the bed walking out of the room, following the khaira who first came out.

Arriving at the dinner table he saw khaira and his other family were already there waiting for his arrival.

" Bang loe face why tangled so, rich clothes have not been ironed? " zuhdi chuckled as he looked at Alfi who was walking with a disheveled face.

" quiet loe, not very polite katain such an older person" said Alfi with a loud voice.he sat himself in the chair beside the khaira.

In his lyrics khaira who is now only silent, unlike his usual khaira always spread laughter when gathered with his family.

Guilt re-emerged into his heart, he felt so stupid because he had betrayed khaira, a woman so innocent and full of tenderness.

A wife who may be the dream of all men, gentle and always patient in facing her who always hurt and hurt her feelings as a woman.

" yes son, your face is so moody, why is it silent from now on?, too?, you again have a problem if there is a problem finished right in a good way not with anger and emotion so that all of it can be resolved with a cold head "

mama Alfi said at length, Alfi stared at his mama at a glance he looked towards the khaira who was beside him, still but lowered his head.

" we don't have any problems, it's just that we're thinking about our plan to move into our new home "

Khaira who heard Alfi's words immediately stared at him, Alfi glanced at khaira and smiled.

" Home what does that mean? " the muttered khaira in his heart he looked towards Alfi who was now smiling at his mama.

" House ? you guys want to move out of here? " ask mama Alfi while observing the child and his son-in-law in turn.

" yes we will move tomorrow, Alfi has bought a house for our residence, the distance is not too far from here, and the distance of our house with the airport is quite close " alfi said he smiled at his mama.

" how to move, son? later if you move mama will be alone again dong, if you live here at least there will be khaira who will accompany mama if you go "

Mama Alfi showed her scowling face in front of Alfi and khaira.

" Later we will often come here to accompany mama, especially if Alfi work overtime, later Alfi will deliver khaira here so he does not alone at home "

alfi said he still showed a smile on his lips, while the khaira at his side raised his eyebrows and looked confused towards Alfi.

" yes, but still mama will be alone and have no friends to chat with" said mama Alfi again still show her pouting face.

" at home there are still zuhdi, there is papa same aunt also so mama will not be lonely" said Alfi his view still leads to his mama.

" zuhdi you said? where he feels at home most just briefly after going home from college after that he went again " said mama Alfi he glanced at the zuhdi who is now just a crybaby staring in his direction.

" uhuuk "

Zuhdi who heard Alfi's words instead choked on his food, immediately in his grab a glass containing drinks and then gulped it down to the toilet.

zuhdi looked towards Alfi who was now smiling at him.

" it's good to have people marry, indeed marriage is a game if it's bored later can be left alone, I want to enjoy the youth first for what mikirin marriage, I want to enjoy the youth, pocket money I still ask for papa he pa ? "

said zuhdi on his papa while up and down his eyebrows.

" emang ya boy do not know shy, use ngaku again in front of people if still asking for snacks with parents, prestige little dong so a guy" said Alfi who is now staring at the zuhdi.

" for what are the important gangs that are the same name prestige, I am the person what is it, is it, if for example want to find a girl who wants to accept me if there is nothing "said zuhdi then he continued his breakfast.

" after all mama does not need a daughter-in-law time, but needs a GRANDSON "said zuhdi by pressing the last word and ended with oddity

mama and papa Alfi even laughed at what zuhdi said, indeed what zuhdi said was true as well.

Alfi who initially smiled now his smile disappeared when he heard Zuhdi's words. Alfi glanced towards the khaira who was now only silent expressionlessly .

" Ma, pa, zuhdi khaira said goodbye to the room first yes want to sleep "said khaira he immediately got up from his seat and stepped towards the stairs.

" loh kok to the room, you have not eaten anything, come here to eat first" said mama Alfi while staring at khaira who began to step.

" khairan ngak hungry ma" said khaira he again continued his steps up the stairs leading to his room.

" khaira why? zuhdi wrongly said yes ?" zuhdi asked the three people who were in front of him, while observing the three people, he asked his mama for answers, but his mama only hung his shoulders.

They resumed their breakfast.

" Alfi to the room first yes anyone wants Alfi to talk to khaira" said Alfi to both parents and his sister.

" don't you eat first ? " ask mama Alfi when she sees Alfi rising from his seat.

" Aja ma later, Alfi wants to talk first with khaira" said Alfi while staring at his mother.

mama Alfi just nodded his head, as he looked at his first son leaving the dining table.

Arriving at the room Alfi saw khaira who was now sitting on the edge of the bed.

" What did he mean was talking like that at the dining table "ask khaira when she saw Alfi who had closed the door and stepped towards her.

" Talk about what? moving house ? " khaira just kept quiet hearing alfi's question. Alfi who only saw khaira speechless understood that what he meant was indeed about their move.

" i've bought a house for us to live in, the place is not too far from where I work, earlier I want to say this same loe first, first, but because you were angry so I made my own decision "

alfi said, khaira who heard the words of Alfi now stared intently at him and rose from his seat approaching towards alfi.

" oeee.... So I don't mean to be angry when I know that you're cheating?, so what should I do? laugh or should I be happy when I know my husband is cheating ?

You think there are no people who can laugh loosely, act ordinary when knowing his partner has someone other than himself ? " khaira said that now she could barely control her emotions.

Ordinary khaira will be patient to face Alfi but now he is at the limit of his patience.

" honey I don't mean that" said Alfi trying to calm khaira who is now wrapped in emotion.

" what did you say just now? you call me baby? " said khaira Alfi just silently staring towards khaira.

" you call me by call, dear? then what about her did you also call her with the same call ? " say khaira again he stared intently at Alfi.

" we don't talk about him anymore I don't want us to fuss anymore, what if until everyone in this house knows about our problems ? " said Alfi he again tried to calm khaira.

Khaira was silent to Alfi's remarks, however she did not want others to know about her household problems, what else if until her family knew if Alfi cheated on her.

" Okay I want us to move, but remember well never take the woman to our house later" said khaira while staring intently at Alfi.

Alfi frowned at his forehead hearing khaira's utterance.

" loe, how are you talking about that? I never thought I'd take him to our house, you got a thought from where? su'udzon really become a person, sin, sin know not think that kind of about the husband" said Alfi by suppressing his words.

" who knows? it could be that you act like in the movies bringing other women home, if here you are brave because there is a mother, and there is a mother, but if there you can do it because there's only me "

khaira said while throwing her gaze in the other direction.

" what the hell? loe ngawur really be a person, so if watching the drama do not enter the heart so his ginikan? " said Alfi gazing towards khaira.

he wondered if he could think that he would bring Elisha to their house.Crazy times, if until Alfi brought Elisha to his house, it was the same as going into a rabbit cage that could turn into a tiger like a khaira.

Alfi shuddered in horror if that could happen.

" be careful I want to sleep" said Alfi to khaira who is now standing on the edge of the bed.

" uh.... Stop if you want to sleep there!, I don't want to sleep with you " said khaira to Alfi, while showing the sofa with his chin.

" NGAK, I want to sleep here just as loe, indeed loe ngak know what if I miss in the hug same loe while sleeping" said Alfi while staring annoyed at khaira.

" hehehe "khaira laughed when she heard Alfi's words.

" don't have to be lazy so people ngak will mempan mempan as your seduction is not good quality, mending now take a pillow continue to sleep on the sofa, so on, or if you want to sleep outside also no problem " said khaira while smiling slanted towards Alfi.

" kok loe really like me, I'm your husband" said Alfi memelas.

" Loe could cheat on me, why would I not just tell you to sleep on the couch? " said khaira he still smiled slanting towards Alfi.

" huffff.. " Alfi threw his breath rough, he did not want to respond to what was said khaira, because if he responded to it they would definitely fuss again.

Like his current khaira is indeed testing his patience. Alfi walked closer to the bed taking a pillow then walked towards the sofa with a shunt.

khaira just stared flatly at Alfi who was walking towards the sofa. Alfi then laid his body on the sofa, which was quite small for him because of his large body.

While khaira he walked towards the bathroom to take ablution and then perform the prayer 'isya. after finishing the prayer he immediately laid himself on the bed. it does not take long for her self to fall asleep in sleep and down the dream realm.

Khaira had fallen asleep, while Alfi he still could not sleep because the sofa was quite small for him. Alfi moved his body to the right and to the left trying to find a comfortable place for him.

But he still could not sleep comfortably on the sofa.when he turned to the bed he saw khaira who was now sleeping soundly there.he glanced to the right side of the empty khaira.

His smile rose on his thin lips that, he rose from his slumber stepped slowly towards the bed, when he reached the bed he slowly so that the khaira did not wake up.

Then he immediately laid his body beside the khaira, and sideways his body towards khaira until now they sleep face to face.

In his eyes the beautiful face of khaira who now looks so peaceful as when they were newly married, but today everything changed when khaira knew his relationship with Elisha.

Alfi no longer saw the calm face of khaira, and his beautiful smile, now he can only see the sad face khaira and tears that always flow from him.

" I'm sorry" said Alfi lirih, there is regret in his heart when now he saw khaira who began to stay away from him.

Alfi brought himself closer to khaira carrying the woman in his arms, no matter if khaira woke up and berated himself.

Alfi enjoyed his embrace of khaira, a hug he missed as he parted ways with the khaira over the past few days.

earlier he hoped khaira would welcome him with a warm hug when he returned home but it turned out all far from his shadow and all that happened because of his stupidity.

Alfi closed his eyes following the khaira who was now sleeping soundly in his arms.

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