Is I In Your Heart

Just a Ordinary Friend

*•*•* 2*Stop*My Heart Flakes Are Still There For N & 'More •••

But Now For Me He Is Just an Ordinary Friend & Friend •••

Because I Will Be Faithful to You

Who Has Tied Me To You Before God & Who Has Tied Me •••

Through the Power of the Sacred Promise You Have Says. *•*•*3.*.

••• ____Najwa Safira ____________Najwa Safira •••

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The sound of a guitar playing from the stage. Everyone who was there looked towards the stage, not least Rizwan and Khaira.

" DW...... "

The heart of the khaira seemed to stop beating when he saw the figure he recognized was now on the stage. A man who is now his husband.he is Alfi who sits on a chair while designing guitar strings and a microphone in front of him.

The sound of the guitar played by Alfi echoed throughout the cafe room, everyone stared in amazement at Alfi who looked so handsome while playing his guitar.

Alfi continued strumming the guitar strings and began singing a song, which was actually aimed at khaira.

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What's up you met him

Maybe you want to love you?

If you were for your love

Do I deserve to take care of my heart ?

Remember all the words

What you said first

You promised to be faithful..?

Now I ask where

that promise you threw away..?

Ever been sick but

never been this sick

Because never love but

never been this deep

I want all your love

just for me

I am not willing

You share for another heart.....

If you were for your love..

Where did you throw that promise.. a. a. ang?

Ho.hoho..

You made me cry

tearless

Until I scream too

There was no sound. a.

Hu. huhu...

Ever been sick but

Never been this sick

Because never love

But it's never been this deep

I want all your love

Just for me

I am not willing

You give to another heart

Hu. huhu.. .

I don't want you to share

The Heart of Others......

🎵 Azmi - Ever Sick

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The sound of applause from cafe visitors made khaira aware of his daydreams.he looked towards Alfi without looking the other way since the man began to sing.

the melodious voice and the song sung from the heart conveys the message of the song to the hearts of the cafe goers.

Including khaira he knew if the song was addressed to Alfi on his, because since he started singing the man was always staring in his direction and rizwan. Khaira lowered her head not daring to look at Alfi again, she felt guilty to Alfi because she did not tell Alfi if the friend she meant was a rizwan.

Alfi was still staring at the khaira until the song was over. Khaira who in the face of Alfi like that increasingly feel guilty, she feels like she is being caught cheating on her husband, even though in the fact her khaira met rizwan just for work.

Rizwan who saw Alfi who kept staring towards khaira since he started singing.

and the khaira who kept his head down while in the face of Alfi felt that there was something strange between them. But he did not ask khaira, he only witnessed two people who are now struggling with their respective thoughts.

Alfi got off the stage paying for his food, then stepped out of the cafe without looking towards khaira and rizwan. khaira who saw Alfi stepped out of the cafe he immediately bid farewell to rizwan to get out of the cafe..

" Rizwan I go first yes, please tell your friend I'm going to his boutique tomorrow, all please you send his address yes " said khaira haste, gesa, while putting her bag on her shoulder.

" i.iya" said Rizwan staring confusedly towards khaira who looks so rushed.

Khaira immediately left Rizwan and walked quickly to the outside of the cafe to catch up with Alfi who had come out.

Once outside he looked to the left right to search for Alfi's whereabouts. And he saw Alfi in the parking lot of the motorbike, was wearing his helmet. khaira immediately ran towards Alfi who had ridden his motorbike. Rizwan saw the khaira running towards Alfi from inside the cafe.

" What is the relationship between khaira and man, is that what is her boyfriend? from earlier I saw something strange about the khaira when I saw the man singing on stage, as if he was not calm when the man sang and looked at him. There is a real connection between them I have to find out "Rizwan murmured in his heart.

Rizwan got up from his seat paying for his entire order and khaira, then stepped outside leaving the cafe without caring for the two people who were now arguing.

" Bang Alfi wait" said khaira as he ran towards Alfi. Alfi gave a lazy snort when he saw khaira running towards him.

" Bang I can explain all of her I have no relation whatsoever to her I am the same in. "have not finished khaira speaking Alfi had already interrupted her first.

" Just friends? " khaira disturbed her head to hear Alfi's words.

Alfi snorted lazily looking at the khaira who was nodding his head, he stared in the other direction, reluctant to stare at the khaira.

" Tell him just a friend but you always meet with him, and alone again" said Alfi he still throw his view of khaira.

" I could have sworn I didn't have anything to do with him, we were just ordinary friends for more. a.ak.." Alfi immediately interjected when he heard khaira's words.

" But you love her, don't you? " said Alfi with a slightly raised voice and stared intently at the khaira. he tried to resist the emotions that are now beginning to dominate him.

A drop of clear water soaked the cheek of the khaira as he heard alfi.khaira's utterance touching the arm of Alfi who was holding his motor starter.

" I beg you to believe, I don't have any relationship with him we're just friends, and about my feelings for him I beg you to understand.I don't want to be like this either, I want to forget it too, but it's a matter of the heart and you know it's not easy to direct.

we cannot choose who we will fall in love with because he is the one who chooses where he will dock "khaira trying to explain it to Alfi but Alfi does not want to believe in his explanation.

Alfi shook his head while staring at the khaira, khaira just silently heard Alfi's words, his tears still continued to flow on his smooth cheeks.

" loe egotistical khaira, LOE EGOIS." said Alfi in a slightly raised voice and pressed the word.

" what if I ask you to understand that I love another woman "

Deg. . . .

Khaira stared at Alfi with her eyes wet and filled with tears.

The words that Alfi uttered made his heart feel pain, somehow he felt there was something behind the words of Alfi just now, but he did not know what was behind his words.

Alfi turned on his motor engine and his running left the khaira crying as much as possible.

Khaira held onto her chest that felt tight, while staring at the back of Alfi that was starting to disappear from her sight, a drop of tears fell back from her eye patch.

khaira has no idea what will happen to her relationship with Alfie.

He felt that there would be a bigger problem than today.

Khaira wiped away her tears and took her HP in a bag and ordered a taxi, after waiting for about 10 minutes for the taxi to come, he got into a taxi to return home.

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On the other hand, Alfi continued to drive his motorcycle towards the airport where he worked, after leaving khaira at the cafe he went home to take some of his clothes and put them in his suitcase and then left his house.

Once at the airport he immediately parked his motorbike and walked into the airport by pushing the suitcase in his hand.

When he was already inside the airport a young woman who saw the arrival of Alfi he immediately walked over to alfi.

" how are you ready? " ask the woman. She's a flight attendant and a flight attendant with Alfi.

" what are you doing ? " Alfi asked back to the woman who was now walking in tandem with him.

" Here, all my needs I'm ready right, oe yes 15 minutes away we leave" said the woman again to Alfi with a smile.

" yes already if that's what I want to go to the room first yes there are some things that I have to finish first before we leave" said Alfi again, the woman simply nodded her head while smiling towards Alfi.

Alfi again continued his steps stepping towards the room where his work desk was located there. when he was already at his desk he recalled the incident when he saw khaira and rizwan together at the cafe.

>> F L A S H B A C K O F

Today Alfi schedule a flight, it was in fact Alfi intended to go home to take his needs that he would bring.

But on the way home he saw khaira together with a man in a cafe, at the end he decided to stop by the cafe to ascertain who the men were with khaira.

his jaw hardens as he learns the khaira along with the male rizwan who is loved by the khaira, Alfi decided to sit at one of the tables that was a bit far away from them while observing the two people who were talking seriously.

Because the distance is too far he can not hear what the rizwan talked about with khaira, he only saw if khaira occasionally let out his smile and laughter while talking to rizwan.

Alfi tried to hold back his emotions, as he saw there was a stage to sing he decided to overflow his feelings through the song he sang.

>> F L A S H B A C K O N

••• ____ALFI POV •••

I was really upset, she could have met the man without my permission. this morning when he sent me a message he just said that he was going to meet his friend and didn't say that the friend he was referring to was a little boy a few months ago meet him at the beach.

If I knew where I might allow her to meet him.

" Arrrggghhh. "I ruffled my hair until now irregular.

" Why the hell are you, how upset are you? " ask a woman who comes to me.

" Elisha, why are you here? " i said to Elisha, Elisha was the woman who met me when I was just entering the airport, he was on a flight with me.

Elisa was my girlfriend, we were in a relationship one month before I married khaira, when the actual date of our marriage was set.

But when Elisha expressed his feelings to me I could not refuse him because honestly I also love Elisha even now even though I have been married to khaira but I have not decided it.

There is guilt in my heart whenever I see khaira, the moment whenever she serves me well as her husband. always trying to be nice to me from the first time we got married even though I always hurt her and never appreciated her kindness to me at that time.

During our 6 months of marriage I began to feel comfortable with her, I was afraid of losing her especially I knew if she couldn't fully love me and still love that man from her past.

I don't know what the relationship between khaira and the man named Rizwan is. From the eyes khaira I saw he loved rizwan very much. maybe it was his ex-girlfriend?.

Ah....But impossible, khaira said she never dated and at that time her father also said the same thing so it is impossible if it was her ex-boyfriend.

Elisha and their khaira were both religious women, but Elisha's face was more beautiful than khaira and even his height was quite high reaching 170 cm.

while the khaira height is only about 150 cm very far compared to the height of Elisha let alone with me, even when he stood beside me he looked so small.

But even though khaira is not as beautiful as Elisha, I always find peace when I see his face, especially when I look into his shady eyes that make my heart feel cool, things I never found in Elisha.

I am sure that I have started to love Khaira, but I cannot leave Elisha because I love him too. It is very difficult for me if I have to choose one of them. even though I knew what I was doing would hurt two women's hearts that were so tender and full of sincerity.

Elisha never knew about my marriage to Khaira, I don't know what he'd do if he knew, that I'd married another woman.

" Alfi you why daydream ? " the voice of Elisha and the wave of his hand made me realize from my daydream.

"eh.., I don't why-why just so many more thoughts" said Alfi to the woman who is now sitting in the front seat of my desk.

" what are you thinking about again ? until I spoke at length you did not hear it at all "Elisha said as he stared at me.

" it's nothing you need to think about, what was it about? " i asked back to her. she looked upset because I didn't hear what she was talking about.

" What about our relationship ? " his words were upset, I frowned at my forehead because I did not understand his words.

" What does he mean ?" asked me not knowing. I saw him show his annoyed face at my question.

" yes about our relationship how does it go? when are you going to bed me? I want us to get married, next month I turn 24 years old and mom also asked me to get married "he said with a full gaze to seriousness..

" Gleeb... "

I gulped my saliva rough, when I heard Elisha's words, as if he was too heavy for me to swallow.

" Alfi you are silent, replied dong, I want us to have a more serious bond if you do not want to marry at least we fiancee first so that our relationship has clarity. " elisha said as he watched me just fell silent.

I thought about the words of Elisha who asked me to marry him, how he told me the truth to Elisha, I could not possibly hide my true status, she said, because sooner or later Elisha will know if I'm married.

I could have married Elisha without divorcing Khaira, but I knew if I did it would be very painful for khaira, I did not want to hurt him more deeply, I had enough of all the suffering I had given her.

I know if I told the khaira to let me marry Elisha, he won't accept it even if I force him to accept Elisha in my life he won't be able to accept it.

if his lips say he is but not with his heart. Because in reality no woman wants to be in polygamy except the wives of the prophets.

However, there may also be some women who receive polygamy because their husbands are able to be fair. as for myself I realized that I would not be able to be fair to Khaira and Elisha if I married Elisha later.

" ALFI.." I regained consciousness from my daydreams when Elisha called my name again with a slight shout.

" yes, I'm sorry I was thinking about her trying to find the right answer, but like her I haven't found the answer yet, I'll think about it again and we can talk about it when we get back here" I said to Elisha he looked a little calmer when he heard my answer.

" yeah yuk we are ready soon we will make a flight, so we have to side with personal business for work" said I who was nodded head by Elisha.

When I wanted to get up from the chair I was sitting in I saw my HP ringing and it was Khaira who called me. I reject the phone, because right now I'm still upset at her and don't want to talk to her.

" who's calling you who knows what's important? " said Elisha who saw me rejecting a phone call from khaira.

" it's not from anyone that's important either, let's go "I'm off my phone and step outside followed by Elisha behind me.

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