Is I In Your Heart

He's Back

*** When you're away there's a longing in my heart

maybe the taste is starting to grow

But I feel fear

when I imagined you leaving there would be no return ***

♦Khaira Najwa Safira♦

Day after day khaira passed without the presence of Alfi beside her. I don't know, he did not know why he missed the man so much. like his he began to love Alfi. But he did not want to draw conclusions as soon as it was about his feelings.His heart was too easy to fall in love with anyone.

But still in his deepest heart he still loves rizwan.as long as khaira parted with rizwan does not mean his heart is never divided. like when he sat in the 2nd grade of High School he had little taste to a classmate.the man who became an entertainer for him, he was, who was able to make her laugh with all her hilarious behavior that. after a year they made friends there are flakes of taste that perched in the heart khaira for the man.

he also feels the same if the man also has the same taste with him.he can see from his attitude that always tries to approach him.

As he began to realize his feelings, he decided to keep his distance from his male friend, because he did not want to fall too deep. moreover, to make the principle that he wants to keep is shaky only because of sheer lust.

khaira has a principle that if she does not date anyone, she will keep her chastity for the one who will be her life partner in the future. so it is not surprising if he made physical contact with Alfi his face met red because of shame and his heart can also beat fast. because Alfi was the first man for him.

Khaira is so easy in loving someone and also so easy to forget her, except for her first love rizwan, somehow she is so hard to forget rizwan. if the other man he loved within a month he did not meet Him, Khaira could easily forget the person he loved. But not with rizwan not only in a matter of months even in a matter of years he still can not forget rizwan.

Khaira is now the legal wife of Alfianda Rahman, a handsome man who became the idol of teenagers but his heart still loves rizwan because he did not want to draw conclusions as soon as possible about his feelings for Alfi.

He wants to forget his full rizwan and make Alfi the only man he loves, but maybe it will be his biggest struggle because he remembers Alfi who does not love him. he will be difficult to love him given the attitude of Alfi who is too indifferent to him, he is afraid if later he even hates Alfi because of his attitude.

Alfi had been back in the city for almost a week, but not a single message was sent to Khaira. it was terbesit dibenak khaira to contact the man but in his undo because he was afraid that Alfi was angry with him.

Today, Alfi should be back, because according to what he said before he went to the city, he will be back here one day before their wedding reception there, and tomorrow is the day their wedding reception is held at alfi residence.

But somehow until it was near noon this time Alfi has not returned he became worried if it turns out that Alfi will not come back here again. then what about the reception tomorrow there is no way he went there just accompanied by his extended family without the company of Alfi.

Khaira was still waiting for Alfi's arrival, until he heard the sound of a car engine entering his yard.he smiled when he saw a silver car that was none other than Alfi's car entering his home yard. khaira immediately walked out of the house when she saw Alfi's car stopped in her yard.

Arriving outside he saw Alfi coming down from inside his car. Alfi looked so handsome with his casual clothes.khaira walked closer to Alfi, once he there khaira smiled at Alfi and then he kissed the back of his husband's hand. after that he invited Alfie into the house.

While Alfi who was treated as well as that by khaira did not respond at all he was instead indifferent to the treatment of khaira.

Alfi sat in the living room covered only by amber as the base, while the khaira went to the kitchen to make drinks for alfi. before long khaira came with a cup of water in his hand, then placed in front of Alfi, khaira also sat in front of Alfi.

Alfie then drank the water that khaira brought earlier.

" his brother came home why was it so late afternoon? " tanya khaira to Alfi he glanced at the wall clock in the guest room already showed at 15:30.

" many affairs" replied Alfi flat, khaira sighed his rough he had been waiting for the arrival of Alfi since this morning but when Alfi had returned Alfi did not respond at all.

" loe has to bring some clothes tomorrow and other loe needs, because I can't come back here tomorrow, the day after I still have to work " alfi said without looking at khaira then he returned to drinking his drink.

khaira sighed harshly when again Alfi could not come back here because of work reasons.

" how long have we been there? " tanya khaira again while staring at Alfi who was still enjoying his drink.

" maybe 3 days" he answered flatly.

" yes if so I want to prepare all my needs tomorrow" said khaira while rising from his seat.

Alfi did not respond to khaira's words, khaira walked into his room to prepare all the needs he needed when at home alfi.

15 minutes later he had finished preparing all his needs, a backpack full of various needs khaira. then khaira out of the room to the living room where Alfi was.

once there he did not find the whereabouts of Alfi there, he only saw the cup of alfi drink that he had brought. then he walked out of the house to look for the existence of Alfi and sure enough he saw Alfi who was on a swing under a tree beside his house while playing his smartphone.

" what do you want to cook tonight? " tanya khaira softly, when he was standing near Alfi. but Alfi did not answer the question khaira.

" bang. " call khaira again.

" whatever.. " Alfi answered in a flat voice and without looking at the khaira.

" bang. akk. "had not finished khaira speaking Alfi had interrupted him first.

" you can't bother me? do not banya ask me do not care what you do, mending now loe go deh I want to own, I want to be alone, don't make my mood, added Ancur because he saw the face of loe and heard the talk of loe that is not qualified" said Alfi with a sharp gaze

khaira walked towards her room as soon as her defense collapsed behind the door, khaira crying because of the tightness of her chest, the PAIN was what he felt when again Alfi hurled harsh words at him.he looked tough but his heart was so weak.

Alfi walked into the house, his feet going into the room, when he was in front of the door he heard the sound of sobs someone from inside the room. close his ears to the door to ensure his hearing, and it turns out he did not hear wrong if he heard the cry of someone and he was sure if it was the sound of sobs khaira.

Alfi scrunched his forehead as he thought about what made khaira cry?

" He cried why? what was it because of my words? my feeling is not talking about something, then why is he crying? the weak girl was a little cry, a little cry how did she deal with the person who oppressed her if she was that weak? " said alfi in his heart, he looked at the door and walked out of the house.he did not care with khaira who was crying.

The voice of the Adzan has been reverberating, khaira from earlier did not come out of his room finally alfi decided to go to the mosque to perform the magrib prayer there.

After he finished praying he immediately returned to the khaira house, once there he walked into the house, stepped into the khaira room.

Once there he immediately opened the door to the room without knocking first.khaira who had just finished praying and opened the face used, his, he felt shocked when someone opened the door to his room because at that time he was not wearing a hijab.

khaira immediately ran towards the door when she saw Alfi wanted to enter her room, closed her back door violently, so that Alfi who had not had time to step into the room pushed out of the room, kanna khaira pushed the door too hard until Alfi's head hit the door.

" Duukkkp.. "

"Aduhh." said Alfi while holding his jidad that hit the door.

" woy I want to go in why you close the door until my head is sucked again" said Alfi from outside the room while holding grim over khaira treatment.

khaira who was already wearing her hijab re-opened the door and saw her Alfi in front of the room door with stifled emotions. Alfie stepped into the room.

" why did you close the door until my head was sucked? " said Alfi as he stepped into the room. khaira again closed the door of the room when Alfi was already in it.

" yes sorry you entered ngak peke knock on the door first yes I was surprised because I was not wearing a hijab" said khaira while staring at Alfi who walked back to her.

" i'm a husband loe ngak problem lah if you do not wear a hijab in front of me, is there a prohibition of a husband is forbidden to see his wife without hijab? " said Alfi without turning his body facing khaira, khaira just silently heard the words of Alfi, Alphi, because what Alfi said is true now Alfi has become her husband so there is no ban if she does not wear a hijab in front of Alfi.

" Don't wear loe hijab ngak wear clothes even in front of me ngak ngak ngarangnya "meaning Alfi this time again make the face khaira red. Alfi who realized what he had said cursed his stupidity because of his words earlier. Alfi immediately walked towards the bathroom without looking towards the khaira.

While khaira he was still in his place, neutralizing his heart that was almost dislodged because of Alfi's last speech khaira decided to leave the room to prepare food for them.

Alfi who heard the open door came out of the bathroom immediately, and he saw if the room was empty it meant khaira had come out. Alfi again condemned his stupidity, he threw his body on the bed while lying on his back.

Before long khaira went back into the room, calling her for dinner looks awkward between them, but Alfi tried to act as if nothing happened by showing his flat face. as he exited the room he saw some neighbors in the living room of the khaira house, they were preparing for their departure to the Alfi residence for the second time Alfi and khaira wedding reception. which will be in the title tomorrow.

after dinner and performing the prayer 'isya alfi decided to go to sleep immediately while khaira he joined the neighbors in the living room to help them prepare all the needs they will bring.

After all the neighbors went home khaira also entered the room, as he entered his sight of Alfi who was asleep on the bed. khaira stepped to the side of the empty bed grabbed by her pillow that was there, he decided to sleep on the floor instead of the incident when he first slept with Alfi instead repeated again and the next morning ended in a quarrel.

khaira rolled out a mat on the floor as her plinth, then she stepped towards the wardrobe to pick up a blanket, which she said was a blanket, after putting a pillow on the mat that he had named he immediately laid his body and covered it with a blanket that he took in the closet earlier, then he went to bed with his back to the bed where Alfi had fallen asleep.

The real Alfi hasn't really slept, yet, frowning his forehead as he felt no movement from the bed he was sleeping on he finally peered with one eye to see what the khaira was doing until he had not slept beside her.

when he opened one eye he did not find khaira there finally he opened both eyes.

" where is he? " ask Alfi in his heart when he does not find the existence of khaira in the room.

" is he in the bathroom? " ask Alfie to himself.

Alfi sharpened his hearing to ascertain whether khaira was in the bathroom or not. But he did not hear the splashing sound of water from inside the bathroom which means khaira was not there.

"it seemed like he wasn't in the bathroom and where he was when I heard someone opening the door and the clattering of feet stepping to my left side" asked Alfi to himself, finally he changed his position to sit, when alfi was sitting he scrunched his forehead while looking down at the bed to his left. he saw a woman who had been in his car was again sleeping on the floor behind his back.

" why is he sleeping on the floor? not yesterday he said that he did not want to sleep on the floor but why is he sleeping on the floor now?".Alfi asked himself again.

Khaira who was sleeping on her back to Alfi now changed her position facing towards Alfi. Alfi noticed the face of the khaira that still looks swollen.

" so he was really crying until he made his eyes so swollen? but he cried because of what, is it possible because of what I said this afternoon? " alfi said inwardly while looking at the face of the khaira.

" have you done what dizzy thinking what happened to him, I better just sleep, free I think he will not understand the same attitude, his attitude is, because women are difficult to understand "alfi murmured in the heart, then he returned to lying in bed this time he slept by tilting his body towards khaira.

Shortly after, Alfi followed the khaira to his dreamland.

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