
*** I Admit I Still Love Him, I'm,
I Can't Completely Eliminate Him
He's From My Heart....
But I've Always Tried to Love
You More Than I Love Himself ***
Khaira Najwa Safira
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After arriving at Alfi's house directly down from his car walk left khaira who was still in the car, since on the way Alfi did not speak a word with khaira, he said, and it makes khaira confused why Alfi suddenly inhabit it maybe he ever did wrong to make Alfi angry at him ?.
Khaira got down from the car stepped in following Alfi who first entered the house.
Once inside he was approached by his in-laws.
" so how you guys have come home this is still at 2 pm said he wanted to take a walk to the liling of tourist attractions but how come this hour already home? " ask mama Alfi while observing the child and his son-in-law.the two went home with sour faces.
" continue why you even go home with a sour face so do not have to be happy because you have finished the streets "ask mama Alfi again his view is still directed at Alfi and khaira.
" Why would you be happy to try ma? just one tourist spot that we visited eh bang Alfi even ngajak khaira home, whereas again his exclamations enjoy the beauty of the beautiful beach that is still beautiful " said khaira put on her pouting face but her eyes glanced towards Alfi.
" yeah loe glad you've met ex-loe" said Alfi cynically, he glanced towards khaira who was behind him.
" if you say no haphazardly! he's just a friend ngak more, anyways I'd have said that I never dated it means I don't have an ex, anyway, I've never said that I never dated it, all the men I know they are just friends ngak more " said khaira while directing his gaze towards Alfi who turned his back on him.
Alfi turned his body to face khaira, until now they faced each other.
" But you like him, don't you? " alfi's speech made khaira speech silent he did not know what to answer, to be honest he still loves Rizwan.
" Why silence? so my guess is right that you really like that guy?" alfi said again he stared intently at Khaira.
khaira gulped her saliva roughly finding a sharp gaze from Alfi.
" Whoever likes the same he should not recite recklessly" said khaira trying to be calm.
Alfi smiled obliquely at the khaira's remark, he shook his head clearly he could see if the khaira had any taste in the man.
" loe says I'm accusing you?, you think I don't know what's in your heart? I can see from your eyes that you have the same feeling as him, that gaze always adores him, and I've never seen you look at me with that kind of look " alfi said in a high voice, again khaira could only silently hear Alfi's speech.
" Is that how much I love Rizwan? until Alfi could see that love without having me say his "murm khaira in his heart he lowered his head.
Khaira feels guilty on Alfi should her that she loves is her husband Alfi, not the other man who became a past for her.
Alfi turned his back and stepped his feet up the stairs leading to his room. Mama Alfi could only shake her head to see the debate between the child and her daughter-in-law.
But engraved a smile on his lips he knew that at this time Alfi had begun to love khaira because he was angry and jealous when he saw khaira close to other men.
Khaira just stared at Alfi who was walking up the stairs leading to their room.khaira again lowered her head not knowing what to do.
" Khaira..."
Khaira turned her gaze towards Mama Alfi who was beside her.
" You don't need to feel guilty, it's natural that you still love him, the most important thing is that you have to learn to love Alfi" said mama alfi while smiling at khaira . khaira just nodded her head.
" Hufffs.... But how is it, ma? let Alfie not be angry again? " asked Khaira he looked towards mama alfi. mama Alfi smiled at khaira's question
" it is not necessary to think, Alfi is not angry with you just." mama Alfi stopped her speech, observing the face of khaira while smiling.
" What is it, ma? " khaira raises next to his eyebrows, he waits for what mama Alfi says next.
" it's just that he was jealous" said mama Alfi while chuckling, khaira rewinded his head back, and raised next to his eyebrows.
" It is better now that you go to the room to meet Alfi and it is clearly the same as him so that the misunderstanding can be resolved" said Mama Alfi, he smiled towards khaira.
" yes ma, if so khaira to the room first yes" said khaira to mama Alfi who was nodding his head by her.
Khaira stepped her feet up the stairs leading to her room. Once there he saw Alfi who was again lying on the bed while playing his mobile phone . khaira put his feet closer to Alfi and then sat beside him.
" A brother angry ? " tanya khaira while staring at Alfi, Alfi only glanced at the khaira and refocused his gaze on the object in his hand.
" i'm the same she has no relationship whatsoever, so why be angry? " khaira said again, he was still staring at Alfi who was still busy with his cellphone .
" Jealous huh? " said khaira while chuckling he saw the look of the face of Alfi that changed because of his speech, Alfi changed his position to sit and stare towards khaira .
" who is jealous, do not need GR to be a person" said Alfi ketus, he stared cynically at khaira.
" don't want to tell me when I can see that you're jealous again.if you're not jealous where maybe you're angry when you see me talking to a man.
another ". said khaira with his PD, he smiled at Alfi while raising his eyebrows.
" Aduuhh.. loe PD really be a person, I sell it all for my self-esteem, Not because of jealousy, not because of jealousy, what if my friends see you talking to other men what do they say try? " said Alfi at length he stared cynically at khaira.
" really not jealous "khaira smiled obliquely looking at Alfi.
" yes yes, yes it is "Affi replied hesitantly.
" how do you answer that doubt? " goda khaira while looking towards Alfi.
" loe why many ask so much so people" said Alfi began to be upset at khaira, he refocused on the phone in his hands.
" yeah I've not going to it again deh, but really me and him no relation whatsoever we just friends ngak more " said khaira he tried to explain it to alfi, he was not, Alfi who heard khaira's words turned back to khaira
" really just a cement? " ask Alfi with a probing look.
" yes really " Again khaira trying to convince Alfi, he looked closely at Alfi.
" If it's just a question I want to promise one thing the same I" said Alfi he was still staring towards khaira.
" promise? what's the matter ?" tanya khaira, he observed the face of alfi who was also looking towards her.
" Be faithful, even if you don't love me and you still love him, but I want you not to let him into our lives, if indeed you want to be friends with him please, I will not forbid it, most importantly you should be able to keep yourself loe and you should know how you should behave " alfi said at length he looked seriously towards khaira.
" Okay I agree and I also want you to be loyal to me never anything other than me in your life, if you love someone then be frank with me God willing I can understand like you who also understand about my feelings for him "said khaira his view is still directed at Alfi..
" okay no problem" said Alfi, he smiled towards khaira.
" Please no betrayal and lies I hate the name betrayed and deceived, and maybe if it happens there will be no more second chances " khaira said again he stared fixedly at the face of the man in front of him.
Alfi was speechless hearing khaira's words like there was something in his mind, about khaira's speech just now.
" must be me who talks to loe, why now even loe who talks to me? loe must not let there be betrayal and lies between us, and I hope you can take care of yourself when adjacent to the man " Alfi spoke in a slightly taut voice and with a sharp gaze.
" yes I promise I will take care of myself when with him or other men even once" said khaira, Alfi just nodded his head in response.
" if so I want to rest first, I'm really tired today, so please do not bother me except when entering prayer time 'new hashar loe can wake me up " Alfi immediately laid his body against the khaira who was still sitting beside him.
Khaira stepped her feet towards the exit of the room leaving Alfi lying on the bed.
Alfi who had not fallen asleep turned his back, staring at the door that had just been closed by the khaira.
" What if you find out the truth about me, do you want to forgive me ? " alfi murmured in his heart.
" Hufffs... "
Alfi breathed his coarse breath, then returned to lay his body in the original direction and closed his eyes.
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