Ineffable Life (P. Mafia and Mr. Idol)

Chapter 189

After a leisurely walk, Louis immediately drove his sister home with

congratuations. He didn't even come to his parents' house, because he wanted to meet

Ana in apartment. When he parked his car in the basement, he did not see the car

Ana's parked there. Louis stayed in his car long enough

2 A.m., but Ana doesn't come home. When he got out of the car, he

saw a car get into the basement. He hides behind the steering wheel

and peek behind the windshield of his car. He saw the car plate and

it was Ana's car. Long enough Louis waited for Ana to come out of

the car, but he didn't get out of there.

Klekk..

The car door opened slowly. Ana looks out of there. When to follow him,

Louis noticed that there were a lot of blood stains on his longcoat of light chocolate. Ana

even seem very upset. This made Louis to abandon his intentions.

But then he realized, if there was no reason for him to fear Ana.

Ana would never hurt him. He's sure of it. Louis with

steady immediately down from his car, he immediately ran a small approach to Ana Yang

we're heading for the elevator.

“Ana..” Excite Louis.

Ana stopped her steps, then turned her head back with a blank look.

“Where are you from?” ask Louis lirih. “You okay?”

“Hmm.. I ran out to see my friend.” the nod slowly went back.

“Your book why??” ask Louis.

“Ah.. earlier I hit a cat in the street, so I took it and buried it in the park.”

“...” Louis just kept silent until they got into the elevator.

“Why?? Do you think this is human blood??” timpal Ana cold.

“No !!” louis denied. “Ana.. forgive me about earlier.”

“I'm very tired. I don't want to discuss it. Let this time I run away from.

problem..” Ana lirih said while sighing.

“Sorry..” added Louis sungkan.

They were silent while in the elevator.

Drrt.drt..

Ana reached into her pocket, checking her phone.

“Ya?? Did ya?? Alright.. let me know always.” said Ana speaking on the phone.

Louis thought hard, who called him this late. Even he feels jealous.

The elevator door opens immediately. They're out of there right away.

“Let's talk..” Ana said then stopped Louis's steps.

“Alright.” nod Louis fast.

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Ana and Louis sit on the balcony of Louis' apartment. They decided to relax there. Louis made some warm tea. Louis looked at Ana who was flabbergasted at the view of the city with a blank look.

“Minum..” said Louis lirih.

“Thank you..” nod Ana brightly.

“Can I know where you are from?”

“Someone I want to show you.” timpal Ana diverts. Ana pulls out her phone, plays a video, then shows it to Louis. Louis grabbed the phone and looked at it closely. His eyes widened in shock.

“Who are the passengers in that car??” ask Louis then.

“My adoptive parents.. He is the son and daughter-in-law of Jane.”

Louis puts Ana's phone on the table. He's speechless.

“I just found out about this video.a friend I just met who gave it to me.

even lost her lover because of this video.” Ana breathed a heavy sigh.

“What should I do??” muttered. “Why is my life so hard?? Even

I already have everything.wealth, power, even a very lover.

handsome..” murmured little smile.

“Everything feels meaningless to me.” Ana looked down lethargic, she rubbed the clock

the hand of Thommas he was wearing.

“Even I feel that death is better than life like this.”

his tears were pouring right over the watch.

“Ana.”

“Have you ever felt tired of me, Lou??” his tanyanya stared at Louis intensely.

Louis nodded quickly.

“I beg you, answer honestly just this once.”

“I never get tired of you Ana, I just wish we could have that relationship

normal, go on a date, dinner to a romantic place.not meet by seeing your body continues to be full of wounds.”.

Ana nodded in understanding.

“This is hard for me Lou. This relationship is very difficult for me.” Ana muttered.

“Ana.”

even more terrifying than this, human lives mean nothing to me.

I never had any regrets after finishing them off.”

Louis was stunned, his lips twitching.

“Alcohol, drugs, blood, money, gold. I live with it. if they steal from me, if they steal from me,

I took both their hands, even the hands of their wives' children, as well as grandfathers

their grandmother, if they betray me, I cut off their heads, if.

being kind I'll end it quickly. Shoot head.

they.. then throw the corpse into the crocodile pit or into the sea.”

Louis looked down in lethargy. He seemed to cry. Louis bowed lethargic and looked softly sobbing.

“Nothing can stop me, Lou.. The cops? It's all in my hands, but..

now everything has changed and feels very different.Even now I often cry.” again Ana sighed.

“People betrayed me, stole from me and demeaned me.

I should shut up?? You won't find anyone like me out there, Lou..

but you're gonna meet a lot of more vile and greedy criminals out there

there are more terrible than me. They impersonate as leaders, as.

protectors, as warriors, but originally they were demons in disguise..

they will eat away at everything mercilessly and without complacency.”.

“Then what do you want from me??” lou then added.

“Release me..” murmured Ana weaned. His eyes looked teary.

Louis's tears broke. He was crying down. He even cried sobbing no

unbearable. He continued to shake his head not to accept Ana's request.

“I can't do it..” the bell is shriveled.

“I will not ask to break up or part from you. because I have said it too often. this time.. I want you to end it.” Ana added with trembling lips. Louis hugged Ana tightly and cried in his arms.

“I will do anything for you. I will be good to you. but I beg you.

don't go from me.”

“My life has always been in 2 choices Lou, I always have to choose no matter how much

I tried hard to live better, but I always stuck and fell.

in the same hole, now I choose my life and let you go. You've.

looking at everything, you know everything, I'm not gonna ask you to hang on.

and understand me. You've suffered enough because of me. And if I let..

it will put your life at risk.” Ana let go of Louis' embrace slowly.

“See me..” pinta Ana stares at Louis intensely.

Louis ~~~~m drowns, he keeps his head down.

“I beg you look at me.” Ana continues to struggle to face Louis. He cupped his face

Louis soft.

Louis wiped his tears, trying to hold back his tears and returned Ana yang's gaze

it looks sad and very sad.

“Thank you for being in my life.You're the only person who made my life.

but we live in a different world, Lou.

with fear of your salvation, or living with guilt if.

something happened to you. Do you remember what happened in the harbor that time?? Wound

this??” tanya Ana showed a scar on her palm.

“This scar that always resuscitates me to stop. I don't care.

how many wounds did I get, but it feels so excruciating if.

seeing you getting hurt.”

“Give me a chance.Give me time.I'll find the safest place anywhere.

be, I'll take you stay there, we'll leave all

cruelty and madness in this country and living together there.

take you out of this distress, so. please give me time..” chirps

Louis tried to soften Ana's decision.

“I am that cruelty and madness, Lou. I am the cause of this marabahay.

we're gone, you'll never be there with me. There's no place.

this earth is safe for me.”

“I beg !!” snapped Louis hard. “I beg.. Give me time.” he grasps second

ana's hands were very hard.

“There is no time I can give you.” Ana took off Louis' grasp slowly.

“The cruelest and most painful wounds in my life right now are

this destiny, Lou.”

Mchh..

Louis kissed Ana inside. He silenced the tiny lips with the last kiss of their farewell. A kiss that means tragic.

“I love you, Ana. I will only love you until the end of the rest of my life.You are the first and last love of my life..” his murmurs withered shed tears of his sorrow.

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