If you were Tau Rasaku

Me and my memories

I threw my body away, tired, really tired. My heart and soul are so tired today, if I can't want this to happen again. But is that possible?

I have to be strong because it's just started, today I can be shocked but I have to get up from tomorrow. I'm stuck in my heart, I can't be weak.

It turned out that AL was very attentive, he knew that I would not directly touch the food he ordered.

that's why he ordered separate meals. There were 4 food boxes that he sent

I closed my eyes, trying to get rid of my bullied gunda. Memories 2 years ago made me sad.

"Budhe just doesn't agree with you as he is Yan, find someone else ! ." Shouted budhe in the middle of Grandma's room.

"But why Budhe? love Yana the obvious reason for being able to understand." Refuse me while sobbing.

"Absolutely no yes no, find another origin don't him that."

It's good to talk Budhe, to think of a girlfriend and go into a relationship and then commit it young. It is very difficult, building compassion must unite the two hearts. Building a sense of mutual need and complement. Even more difficult, maintaining a relationship that has been established.

All the families were silent, no one spoke. At least to calm me down, no one flirted. They were all silent, yes Budhe is the most powerful person in our family. Budhe supports us all, no one dares to refute Him.

Crying, that's all I can do. Accepting my reality and circumstances made me realize that I was weak.

"We're splitting up for a while, wait until there's a bright spot between our families." Disconnect Rio that night.

The night of my heart's destruction, the night of my jiaku misery. This Lara tortures to the recesses, carrying a soul-wrenching wound. Ill

I am Ryana Eka Lestari, after graduating SMK working at a Hotel &Resto in my area of residence.

There's not a lot of pay I get, because I'm just Cook Halper

But I'm happy with the job. Without me knowing that work is the root of my problem .

I'm disappointed, hurt. I wanted to scream but I couldn't. Just a question why? why is it all unfair to me.

I went from my native land, carrying wounds and pains. Leaving my memories and leaving Rio.

I have to get up.

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I opened my eyes, those memories made me fragile again. It is clear how Brother Nia said that the work I did at that time was HARAM.

According to people's view, hotel workers are synonymous with nightlife. They judge without empathizing.

Let alone to straighten the tangled threads in their minds. Even in self-defense I cannot .

"Why has everything come back again, not that these 2 years have forgotten? why remember again?." I shed tears, I cry again

Go far, put a sting.

"Campio".

"Yank, how are you? better yet?."

"That's pretty good, it's just a headache. Don't overdo it, AL."

"Dizziness also hurts yank, rest huh ! I'll call again tonight. Did you eat yank? don't tell me yank hasn't !."

I smiled, he asked but answered it himself. Funny

"It's just waking up to eat, hungry."

"Gosh so you haven't eaten yet?".

"Yet".

"So bad you are! , yes you have eaten yank first. Don't miss any more ! . Mala will have a stomachache."

"Ready boss."

She's my shadow lover, who accompanied my lonely days of the past month.

He's the only one I know his name is AL, for the others I don't know. To ask even I can't afford

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

My Love is Time Abandoned

"It can hurt too lue ya Yan." Ejek Sara this morning.

"Said I robot can't get sick, robot only need parts really ."

My heart while waving greeted the others, and passed towards my room.

Uh, I didn't get in wrong, did I? I went back out the door observing my study.

Another surprise this morning I got

"We moved the front room there Yan." Raga came to embrace my shoulder. took me to the room that was right in front of the boos room.

What else is this?, I knead my temple that doesn't hurt. I have to face, must be strong can not be weak anymore. My spirit to myself.

The room was just a wall of transparent glass, we outside were unable to see anything that happened inside there, except those inside were free to see all our behavior.

"Rio you want to come back to disturb my calm." My cry in my heart.

"This is Lue Yan's desk."

"Why am I in front of Gini Ga?."

"Where do I know, this morning it was arranged this way."

Oh my goodness please, face Rio's room. Huuu, that annoyance is how I feel right now.

Again and again Rio set me up.

Ting....

"Yank, today was a bit busy huh. There's an important meeting later. Chances are not able to contact you first yank, promise after completing your call later."

"Aren't you out of town today, Al"?.

"And it's not my love, there's Vian changing me."

"Yes, my dear, I went to work first. Have fun today, don't forget to eat. Sayank you yank".

"You too, the spirit."

Spirit from where, early in the morning already made spicless like this I can try spirit.

"Well, how are your dark fans still calling?" Kepo Raga relapsed

"Still, just finished the chat. Napa Ga?."

"My jealousy Yan."

"Model like you can be jealous?." Raga just looked away.

Buaahahhaahhhh

"It's not funny to know Ga, it doesn't pantes you that drama. Rich chick." Ledekku

"If I'm serious what?."

"Wrongly drank you this morning? it's not funny to know how to swear".

"Gue has broken up with Cantika Yan."

"Two days ago, I realized there were no feelings for him. I tried it but the result remains the same. I can't love him".

"Stop Ga, it's really a joke lue's not funny to know."

My hard

"Who's joking Yan, I'm serious too."

Raga hoped the lie would appear in his eyes.

But no, there was not a single sign of it.

Can't believe that's how I feel, they've never had a serious problem in this whole time. Perfect couple in my opinion.

"Ga, are you serious about this?."

"Yes, seriously I am Yan. Two days ago we ended it all, but relax, we're still friends".

Where there are ! friends with ex. Ish, that hurts tau. Especially if there is still stored flavor, it definitely requires extra power to regulate the heart.

"Why Ga? have you been feeling well all this time?." I really don't believe

"Gue, love someone else Yan. And it's not Cantika."

Why, why something related to feelings is so complicated to understand.

Come back pretty ya genk's....

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