If you were Tau Rasaku
Love is never wrong
Sometimes the pain that comes is the cure of the wound itself
" Rio, this afternoon I want to meet Ama Raga. There's something I need to finish with him"
" What about?" Rio asked without turning his head to Cantika, still remaining focused on the sheet of paper before him
" There's still something between me and Raga that hasn't been resolved, so I'm asking for permission later in the day to get it done."
" Well do your best, remember there should be no gossip, I'm lazy to take care of that!."
" Let's just calm down, there won't be any weird gossip. We had lunch too, talking. Besides Raga said she didn't have much time because she'd be meeting afterwards."
" Hmm." Rio just muttered and nodded in response
" Thank you Rio, if that's how I'm ready now."
" The centile base "Rio glanced at Cantika who was walking out of her room
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When the heart and reality are not the same then the feelings will be sacrificed, whether it is for good or bad the result will still be the same "ill "
" What the hell is it? I was in such a hurry to prevent me from dressing up"
" Be quiet don't protest too much, you'll know."
" Huuu the stone man."
Lidya, if you only knew what news I would tell you later, would you still behave like this?. But I can't bear to tell you right now because it's not my right to.
But if I shut up and hold my hand, it won't be good either. It would be fatal for him as well for Rahma's family.
I can't let that happen, however Dad has been very kind to me and my family. Maybe now is the time to repay the kindness of His family, as well as bring back Lidya to the right path and change his arrogant way of thinking.
For all this, I have to sacrifice my heart. Maybe later that love will grow for him as time goes on. I'm not sure myself, but I have to.
" Lid, how about our marriage speed up?".
Uhuk uhuk
" Are you kidding me?" Ask Lidya
" Not at all, let's speed up our marriage."
" You want to make a joke to please me?, too bad it's not enough to convince me. Not that you love your little brother so much."
" Why do you like to connect our problems with others?."
" Because I know you love her, not me!"
" I don't want to fight with you, let's just decide now."
I took a deep breath to neutralize the turmoil in my heart, I had thought about it and I considered all the consequences that I would bear later.
" Next month we're getting married" It's hard but I have to.
My little girl, I hope you are always happy. Because after this I will no longer be able to take care of you wholeheartedly, there is he who I must take care of his feelings.
I looked at Lidya who was sitting in front of me enjoying chees cake, I looked as if I wanted to dive in and asked my own heart "will that love grow for her later on " . I really never could answer it
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I was committed to him at first I admitted without love for him, but I always try to cultivate that feeling.
I had no intention of hurting his heart, until that morning he came in tears and hugged me tightly. It was as if everything in front of me stopped moving and made me a living statue that was again disappointed in love affairs.
I used to be in a relationship, never thought by me that he is the person I love so much to be the cause of my heartache.
In front of me he was having an affair with my own best friend, the pain was so intense because I loved him with all my heart. To the extent that I think that it is better if I just die, crybaby is indeed for the size of a guy like me, but if it concerns the heart will be very difficult to control.
Lucky I have a friend like Yana, she's my encouragement. From him I learned many things, making me back the spirit to tread this path. But I have to get back hurt by women.
" Five minutes to go" I finally replied.
It seems like I've started to love Cantika, unfortunately it's too late. When love is present, he must leave me.
" Sorry Can, I'm late to finish the job earlier gig again the problem." I said stale.
"No matter what, your smile can come."
" I ordered lunch earlier, sorry it's not presumptuous just let it all be served quickly. You said there's still work after this."
" It's okay. Oh, what do you want to talk about?."
" Wouldn't we eat first Ga?, then have a casual conversation." I nodded in response.
Silence is created only by the sound of a spoon colliding with a plate. I wonder what Cantika wants to talk about.
" Em Ga, I want to apologize to you. For what happened to us, is beyond my will. I honestly don't know about this matchmaking."
" I've tried to resist it but it's all in vain Ga. I can't stand my father anymore."
" I'm sorry, I really don't intend to be a traitor. I love you Ga, there is not the slightest thought of making me sick. I know for men this is ordinary but for me it's amazing."
" Everyone thinks I left you and got along with Rio because of the treasure, it's not true. I have no power to fight."
I was still silent, wanting to hear more stories from Cantika. I know about this, this engagement is the matchmaking I wanted to know how she felt about me all along.
" No, I'm sorry. If only I could choose to go away and come back with you when the time is right. But I can't do it, my father's sick. Dad had wet lungs and had to check up regularly, I couldn't give him any more injuries because of my resistance. So I chose to give up on my destiny." Cantika's cry is no longer unstoppable.
What other game is this God? why do I have to end this love story again. My mind is in pain.
" It's Can, there's nothing to be sorry about. I've accepted everything, maybe it's best for us. It could be a rebuke for me because at first I didn't love you, and when that love started to grow you had to walk away from me. I think God gave me a fair punishment."
" Please promise me you'll be happy after this Can, don't worry anymore. I know you're a great woman, you'll get through it."
***Love does not always have to have but love is also not to be hated. Because love is never wrong only circumstances that make it go awry.
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