If you were Tau Rasaku
The Voice of the Heart Yana
I love you AL
" Sayank have I always scared you? or is there something wrong with me so far that you choose to shut up and hide everything in your heart without sharing it with me?. You know I always hoped to be a part of you, at least to be a part of your mind."
" If you keep quiet like this how do I know what you're thinking? or indeed I don't deserve to be in this position."
" You mean what AL? why talk like that?."
I panicked AL spoke seriously while staring at me my darling, nervous? surely I've never seen an AL figure like this.
" I speak what I feel, Yank I always try to express everything I feel and want to you directly. But why until now you seem to limit everything from me. Why am I not worthy of you? or is there no love in your heart for me?."
" Just be honest now Yank, tell me what's really in your heart. Whatever you think reveals now without hesitation, rest assured I will accept whatever you say. Whatever it is so no more doubts in your heart."
AL gave time but also pressure for me, how and what I have to express to start all the stories and doubts of my heart so far. AL is too high for me to reach it's the main reason that has always been overshadowing me all this time.
" But promise you won't be angry after this."
I just wanted to make sure, that the AL won't change after what I say later. At least I can still be friends with him just in case what I'm afraid of actually happens.
" I promised to accept everything you said, Yank, why still doubt?."
" If I could be honest, I'm actually afraid of yank. Afraid to hear you're going away from me." AL can only speak to his own little heart .
AL clasped my hand reassuringly but I was scared, really scared. "Fear of losing it "
" Al Me, "
Back I was silent as if something was blocking my neck to speak, I was afraid to really be afraid of facing the harsh reality like before. Abandoned and humiliated ( Yana pov)
Why is his body shaking? am I being too hard on him? but I need that explanation as my grip on stepping later. I have to make it relaxed and comfortable, but how?."( The al pov)
AL finally hugged me tightly, I'm sure he could feel the tightness I kept.
" Yank, look at me. Convince your heart, speak, say, speak!!"
I could no longer bear the silence tormenting me in my strange thoughts, the many preconceptions and questions that came to haunt my feelings. Finally I hugged Him tightly he was still silent, I think He had trouble speaking without thinking anymore I kissed him channeling all the raging feelings in my soul, heart and mind. Hopefully that way he will be more able to rilex.
I could feel his slowly weakening vibrating body, which had been trying to break away from my embrace slowly weakening and rilex, I think he would feel better after this. I could feel his arms getting tightened on me. I'm sorry, I have to force you this time.( The al pov)
Yemen, very comfortable not because of his embrace or kiss but my heart and soul feel so comfortable in his arms. I can no longer control myself, all that is empty is Me and Him.( Pov yana.
" Keep in me yank, whatever it is won't change my heart for you." AL said while looking at me softly.
" I LOVE YOU" bowed in shame that was all that could be said from my lips.
Not an innocent pretentious, not naive pretentious this is not the first time to say the word love, but the taste that rises in the chest is very different. I want to fly high without any obstructions, I want to be free from all the bad times. My heart sounds blue ( Jan)
I was shocked and happy, finally I could listen to the words that I had always wanted to hear Him say. Speechless but I'm happy very, very happy. I was only able to hold it tightly as if I no longer wanted to let go. My love finally boils down
(F Pov)
" Thank you, thank you."
" A, queen.." I feel like the next word I can't say anymore.
" Queen? god, so that's what made your mood change?."
" Listen to me, my queen is you only you. No one else's. I love you."
☆Love is always beautiful to express.
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" God, if this is the path that I must take, I will live it. Give me strength and patience to live my day."
" Lord You know, even to this day my heart is still attached to others. Help me take off all these feelings, and turn my race to her into love for my own sister. Give me love for my future wife God."
" Help me take off the shackles of this painful feeling and turn them into happy, happy for me for her and for everyone."
" Help me to take care of God, for I realize that from tomorrow I no longer have the right to watch over him. I already have my own responsibilities and I have to respect my wife no matter how present she feels or not. Responsibility is responsibility."
" Little girl my prayers will always be there for your happiness and sweet smile."
" This love is not wrong only I am wrong to harbor feelings for the wrong person anyway, not because of bad but more on the fact that my love is just next to each other."
" Your smile teaches me how to deal with bitterness, your smile also gives color to my every day making the spirit of unyielding and doubtful."
" I'm releasing my love for you my little girl, sorry for all the feelings in my silence all this time."
☆ **Dream baby pseudo knit a calf, bring a fragile soul to go away.
☆Seeing your smile is happy for me, maybe people will say I am naive but this is my love*** .
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" Don't I get tired of the muters from now on, just want to start what the hell?."
" Burning corn"
" Ha, are you kidding me? I have no fever either. Jeez, you fucked me Ga, you realize you're not aware. It's a hello mall where there's grilled corn for God's dragon." Early patted his own throbbing eel confused by Raga's absurd behavior.
" You know what I'm Din"
" And then?." It's a real kid kayakambet deh.
" Because I know it's not here, so I'm looking for it, if it's on the beach there's a lot of Din."
" Fix Ga, you're starting to go crazy."
" Nonsider from earlier." Raga glanced at the clock on her wrist. " It's worth babbling it's time for lunch, surely the worm in your stomach that made a protest from earlier Din."
" Eits kupret is you, mala ngeledek. Tired of being followed by my stress for a long time with you Ga."
" hahaha already do not say mulu, soon old later. Let's eat a hot pot."
" what? hot pot . Aish is not wrong with Ga, the weather is hot like this?"
" Yes, I want it hot and spicy so that it can melt away all the useless contents of my brain."
" It's up to you Ga, huuf let's just say I'm going for a walk with a mental hospital patient today."
☆ **Don't ever waste your love, because you'll never know when he'll be away.
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TBC Genk's
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