If you were Tau Rasaku

Viandra Noahril Rahma's

" Now answer me Yank, Do you love me? is that taste left for me to yank?."

AL looked at me softly, but it made me even more nervous

I was still silent, trying to find the truth of my heart. Study and digest, do I love her? is that feeling present? or just the comfort I feel when I'm with her.

"AL, i. I am afraid to confess my feelings, whether this is love or comfort that I feel for you.

When you leave I crave you, when you have no news I worry about you so much, when you're angry I'm so scared. I worry about everything about you but, is that love?"

" To be honest I'm afraid of getting hurt, loving too deeply. Wearing your heart to swear is painful. I don't want to repeat the same pain. AL, are you asking me to answer now?."

" No, don't answer it then. We live this together, just feel my love for you Yank.

AL held me in his arms I can feel the beating, I'm sorry. Not that I don't know this feeling, but I have to try hard to fortify myself so that I don't have the same injury. Later if I feel confident and able I will reveal all AL, for now sorry I have to lie to you and also lie to my own feelings. Sorry

Too much love is sick ..

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Viandra

" What are you doing Lidya? you intentionally want to embarrass me?.

" If so why? will you be angry? didn't you love me all this time? isn't this engagement a fake?"

" Nonsense, what's in your brain? what are you thinking?. I told you many times to keep your attitude, why do this again?"

" Why did you say, Vin. I've had enough patience waiting for you, your feelings and your love. But until when? our engagement status is just you're assuming status, right? you still love her, don't you? answer Vin. If so why not just end it all."

" You digress Lidya, why do you think that far."

" Tell me, then, do you still love her? or love me?"

Jeez my dizzy head faced Lidya's whimper about the same thing, this was not the first but the second he was so.

Am I too stiff on him? huuf, I do not love him but all this time I have tried hard to accept it.

My little girl, yes in this heart there is still my little girl.His freshness, his stubbornness, his tenacity, his independence as well as his fragility still imprint in my mind.

Had I not been on a mission to help and monitor him, I might not have known him.

But that mission also became a barrier to my race, from the beginning I had to lock my heart and only be indifferent to consider him sister. Though heavy I must be able to pass through.

Still remembered the day I saw her crying, eager to hug her affectionately. But that dear hug I can only do as a big brother.

" Lunch, you.."

" Include me, Mr. Yana, yesterday I got a call to come interview today."

" The Curiculum Vitae."

" Oh, this is sorry sir ."

He put the brown map in front of me, there were all the files about him, my eyes locked on the photo sheet displaying his sweet smile. A smile that haunts my every day.

The acceptance of this new employee is also engineering, I myself make it seem as if there is a vacancy. And on target, because I've already gathered all the information about Him.

I get a job from my boss to help my little girl, I also have to report all her activities and circumstances. A very young assignment because she's a simple girl who doesn't have much behavior. But, it became very heavy because the feeling I felt for her changed direction

I gathered all the info about her for AL, the son of Mr. Rahma. My family is very indebted to him, because Mr. Rahma I can be what I am today. And AL, I've taken it like my real sister.

At that time AL was still continuing his studies when the incident that overflowed my little girl, AL got all the info from his friend Andi. Since then AL asked me to help my little girl get up to wait for the time for AL to come back .

I myself never expected my own feelings to grow without my asking and to be present without my permission in the recesses of my heart.

When I first realized I was confused how to continue my mission, until finally Dad as soon as I called Mr. Rahma came and asked me to accompany him to Banyuwangi.

Yes, Banyuwangi is where my little girl was born, grew up and became independent. At first I did not know what Dad meant to take me, I thought just to accompany him to visit branch 2, I was wrong.

The first was to introduce me to Lidya, a girl who is my current fiancee.

Lidya is beautiful, attractive just like most girls but there was something I didn't like from the beginning of the meeting. She's a spoiled girl.

I don't know if my judgment is purely because she is, or because I'm used to the independence of my little girl that I see every day.

Still clearly remembered the words of Father at that time, wisely he explained everything. I can understand Dad's worries.

" Vin, AL will be home soon. I want him to continue my duty to assume the responsibility of taking control of the company. I want you to help him."

" Have you finished studying AL?

" in three or four months, your brother's coming home, Vin, when AL comes home Dad also wants you to think about your own life, Vin."

" Daddy Mean?"

" Dad, it's time you thought about yourself, started a relationship and built a family. Father and Father are old, none of you intend to build a household. When can we have grandchildren." Dad smiled

I smiled too, but did you know that my father was far away in my heart was very sad.

" How do you think Lidya Vin is?" huuf as I thought Dad would definitely discuss in that direction .

" Beautiful yeah."

" You are, all these beautiful women Vin. I mean, how was there such a strange feeling after meeting him earlier?"

" Ordinary dad, maybe because you just met so there's nothing yet."

And that was my biggest mistake, my answer leading me into a bigger dilemma.

Father responded to my answer as a confession, and I could no longer refute it. Until finally AL called me and told me that his return would be accelerated.

Everything I have to end, the owner of my little girl's heart will come back and fight for it. I know AL loves my little girl very much and I have to back off.

My beloved little girl, sorry I had to give up on my race.

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