If you were Tau Rasaku

If you were Tau Rasaku
Complicated



" Is there anything you want to ask yank?."


" Ask what?."


" What, I know in your little brain there are so many questions you hide. Ask me I'll answer everything you want to know yank."


AL said while pointing at my temple slowly.


"AL, I.."


" What do you want to know, about Rio and his engagement, about Viandra ?. Or about me ?."


" All the AL, all of them. Can you please ?."


" Could, later after we stop by somewhere. I'll tell you everything from the beginning, so you don't get curious anymore."


" really?." Ask to doubt


AL only smiled in response to my question, but I was very much waiting for an answer from him.


" Come, have breakfast. Do you want to stay here or go ahead?."


" Front yes, want to eat in the lesahan. Can you?."


" Anything for you my love ."


AL guided me down from bale bengong (the name of the famous lodge-shaped lounge chair from Bali).


We go hand in hand while telling stories, not about the past and present but, stories about chickens and eggs first where out. Silly right?


Lesehan lodges are neatly arranged, usually will be crowded visitors during holidays and weekends.


Me and AL chose the corner of Lesehan, because we wanted calmness. Dimsum menu became our choice while the breakfast menu I asked for rice pecel, warm water and just Avocado and Carrot juice favorite AL.


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After saying goodbye, around 10am we left. And here we are now in a beautiful tourist forest.


This tourist forest is located in the southern area of Banyuwangi, the forest of his name.


I was amazed, this place is so beautiful. AL smiled at my astonishment, He can really make my heart comfortable. Honestly, throughout the journey my heart was pounding, I was nervous and anxious.


I'm afraid of the reality that I'll soon know the truth.


But the atmosphere in this tourist forest can shift my anxiety.



The cool air relaxes the heart of a broken heart, really AL can change all the mood of my heart to be more relaxed again. AL you are something


I felt like I was in another world in this forest, reminding me of the movie" The Lord Of The Rings." The ranks of old trembesin trees are branched neatly arranged, lined beautifully pampering the eyes.


AL guided my steps to find the most comfortable place for us to tell stories.


" We sit here yank, the place is not so crowded ."


" Which story did you want to hear first?"


" Em, all AL. I want to hear everything, about you, Rio and Brother Andra. What is your relationship exactly ?"


" Well listen to me okay." AL sighed before starting the story .


" At that time Papa also had many friends because, Papa is a supple person. He had many adopted brothers next.I myself was actually still confused by all this incident. But since Papa started it long before I and Cila were, we could only continue without protest."


I was silent, the story of AL still confused me. But I know AL is trying to gather all the information and turn it into pieces of story that I can easily understand.


" Papa Aa Vin, is Papa's oldest adopted air. He was once entrusted with holding branch one."


" As time went on, Papa gave that trust to Aa Vin. But Aa Vin does not want to lead so that one branch in the hands of others, but still the person who holds is Aa Vin's belief."


" Aa Vin chose to be my friend and assistant until now yank, We were friends for a long time, arguably since I was only 15 years old and Aa Vin 18 years old"


AL held my hand as if he wanted to say, that even now AL is trying to remember all the past story fragments that he had experienced.


I understand, because sometimes there will be a piece of story that is lost or forgotten. It took me a while to get it back together"


I rested my head on his shoulder, hoping that by showing my composure AL would be more relaxed repeating his past.


" For Rio, frankly I don't know him very well. All I know is Rio is the son of Papa's friend who was raised by Papa. I can only assume Rio cousinuh is not a brother because there is no official adoption letter, only the family talks stating that Rio's Papa's adopted son."


" We were disappointed with Papa's decision at the time, but again there was nothing we could do but accept the decision"


Heavy breaths back I hear, surprised? immensely. I did not expect that there would be such an event that would happen in the perfect life that I saw in AL. There are wounds and disappointments stored in the heart .


Cup.


AL kissed my forehead a long time ago, I could only close my eyes. Allowing him to channel a sense that might have clumped up his chest long ago.


Not all men can be honest, let alone someone else. Not infrequently they also lie to themselves, to cover their wounds because of prestige.


" I'm sorry I'm Yank." AL clenched and hugged me tightly


I'm confused why the Navy apologized. But to ask I have not been able, from his words I understand that there is a wound in the heart of AL. And for the sake of relieving my curiosity AL willing to dig it back.


" I'm sorry, I'm the one who told Aa Vin to stalk you all this time."


" Ha, what does Al mean? I don't understand the direction of your conversation. Brother Andra stalked me for what?."


" To know all your activities so far, of my will Yank. I asked Brother Andra to come in and comfort you . After the incident about Mu and Rio back then."


" You know her? knowing my relationship with Rio?."


I asked while looking down deeply, I was afraid of the incident where the rejection and humiliation were repeated again. Although I have said that I am sincere but it hurts because the wound is still felt.


" I know everything Yank, I also know the injuries you've been through, and that's why I'm desperate to send Aa Vin to be your friend. But I know there was a sense of pent up among you at that time, I've let go if indeed Aa Vin can be a remedy for your wounds."


" But Papa's decision made Lidya Aa Vin's fiancee, the savior of my heart. I'm selfish, right, Yank? I knew you would get hurt at that time. But I'm happy because again I still have a chance to keep my feelings."


" I love you yank, long time ago. But I'm too cowardly to expose it."


Huuu, AL nanggung her .


TBC genk's AL naughty huh


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