If you were Tau Rasaku

Prejudice

A speck of dew stuck to the leaves this morning, signaling the sunlight began to rise. Weekend makes some people laze to wake up in the morning. But some still continue to do the morning routine as usual. How's my?

This morning I woke up very early, usually at 5 or half 6 in the morning. Sometimes wake up at half 5 but after prayer continue to sleep again.

Not for this morning, suddenly 4 o'clock wake up and want to jog too early, right? finally I used to make some boarding rooms while waiting until the right hour to go out.

Already heard the boisterous voice of the complex mothers who were waiting for the father of vegetable sellers, mothers used to call it an impromptu market, want to laugh it feels there-only they are.

The clock is showing at 5am, it's time for me to get out. Wearing a beige sports suit I am ready to lose some of my body fat, the spirit and the weather are also supportive.

" Athaghfirullah."

I jumped in shock when I turned around to close the door, There was a cellulite shadow sitting on the porch, there, because the morning atmosphere was still a little dimly lit I could not see clearly who was sitting and cupping his hands on the desk as a cradle of his head. From his posture like a man but I don't know because he wears a black hody jacket it's hard for me to recognize him.

Slowly I approached the figure who seemed to be asleep, from the smell of perfume I was like recognizing the person. But why is he sleeping here?

" Sister" once I called him no answer even that figure did not flinch at all.

"sister"

A little I raised the volume of my voice hoping He would soon wake up, it still failed as well.

I finally ventured to get more stifled and shake his body.

" Sister, Brother Andra" Yes that figure is Brother Andra, I myself wonder why he can fall asleep here.

" hemm," he murmured and just squirmed for a while before going to bed again.

Miris saw him fall asleep in a sitting position, definitely uncomfortable for his body.

" Brother Andra, wake up Brother! why sleep here?."

" Hmm, morning Yan."

" Morning too Brother, why sleep here Brother? and since when is it here?."

" May I have some water to drink first?, Brother is thirsty."

" Oh, wait a minute, sister, I'll make some warm water first."

" Thank you, yeah."

I just smiled and passed back to open the door I wanted to lock.

Back I asked myself, what and since when did Brother Andra fall asleep on the porch of my hostel. Habits right? I always ask and assume for myself all the events, maybe that's why I often have headaches and always think that's not - not going to be a lot of things.

" Sister, drink first."

I offered him a glass of warm water and a cup of milk coffee. I know the habit of Brother Andra because he used to ask me to make it like that in the morning to pick me up and he did not have time to eat breakfast.

" So you haven't answered my question, why sleep here? and since when is Brother Andra here?."

" Want to go home it feels lazy, so Brother dropped by here turns out you've been sleeping."

" What time is it?."

" It's like 2 o'clock last night." The answer was without burden as usual.

Carrying calm and straightforward in answering questions makes the interlocutor can not guess what the contents of his mind.

" Is there a problem, brother? want story? who knows, I can help you."

" If I tell you, I want you to stand next to me the day after tomorrow. Do you want to give it to my little girl? and if I asked you to leave the AL, would you do it? Is it wrong if I want to ask about your race to me little girl?." The Viandra.

Of course, all the questions are only in his heart and imagination, because until whenever He will try to hide his sense of sadness hoping that no one else will know other than AL and himself.

" Sister, why are you looking at me like that?is there something strange?." I tried to look at my own body in case something went wrong.

" You want to exercise this morning? I'm so sorry that Mala's bothering this."

" Gak papa Kak, tomorrow-tomorrow or another time can also really. Emm, sister why didn't you come home last night? mala sleeps here?."

" Maybe nervous it's sister, usually approaching the day H said people usually so."

" I don't know you."

I just smiled, I still wanted to ask but I could stand it because I no longer wanted to be in the misunderstanding between all of us.

Ting..

Go far away to leave a sore, even a second to care...

my hp ringtone sounded flowing, I hurriedly went in to pick it up. Because I left him when I made coffee for Brother Andra.

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Night star tell him I want to paint your light in his heart. Morning dew tell her let me hold her tight when the cold takes her .

Do you know, heaven I want to meet stroking his face .I put the most beautiful space decoration just for him

this longing song I created only for my beloved angel, even if it is just a simple tone, let me express all my feelings and longings. (Song of longing, chrispati)

Huuf, I breathed my heavy breath.Truly agonized to hold the longing in the chest, the moments I was with him always imagined without I could refuse and I prevented.

What you did to me was actually Yank, so this feeling was so strong that it stuck in my life. Avoiding you is the hardest thing I have to do, and forgetting you is the scariest thing I've ever thought of. Can I get through it? it doesn't seem like yank I'll never be able to do it.

Maybe seeing you happy is the best way, even if it's not me but at least I can still see you smiling.

But, just thinking about it has made me tormented like this. Talking and organizing is easy but too difficult to do.

And finally I lost to my feelings, I could no longer bear this longing.

Crane.kring..

It was too early to call her but I couldn't stand it anymore, it was too tight

Even last night I did not lena in my sleep only you are always imagined Yank.

" Hello."

I was still silent enjoying his voice behind my gaze, making my heart slightly puff up its carnation.

" Hello AL, what's up? why don't you talk?."

" Yank, I'm sorry I called this early in the morning. You've woken up, haven't you? not because I'm bothering you?."

" Hihi, it's weird that you're AL. It's 6 o'clock I haven't woken up yet."

" Weekend, most people will be lazy."

" But it doesn't apply to me AL, it applies to people who only get a full weekend vacation."

" AL, there's Brother Andra here."

Duar. Still early morning Aa Vin was there for what? or maybe they went through the night together? and all sorts of bad thoughts are back in my brain.

" A. L., hello AL."

" A what's up? are you okay with AL? hello AL why is it suddenly silent?."

" Yank, you guys.."

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