If you were Tau Rasaku
RIO FEBRIAN RAHMA
Out of the meeting room suddenly my head was dizzy. Wh why?andwhy? that question always rotates in my brain.
Rio he is my first love, the first person who managed to incise the deepest wound in my heart. It brings a million hopes and dreams.
No, it's not her fault. But the wrong circumstances, circumstances that never side with us. Relationships that have been established for more than 4 years must be broken and contained above the word separation. Yes just split, there was never a word break between us, until now maybe.
For the sake of forgetting Rio I went here, staying as far away as I could. Meet with brother Andra who in 1.5 years is always there to accompany my days. Help me rise to forget Rio.
But the truth never stood with me, they were both the biggest reason for my heart injury. What wrong? Do I not deserve to be happy?. A question I always wanted to ask, but I could never find the answer
Everything goes without me preventing, without being able to set the flow again
I'm even trapped inside. Yes games heart games that I experienced turned my situation around, destroying the hopes and hopes that I had been trying to achieve.
The shackles of love and hurt seemed to overshadow my life. Shedding and impregnating this heart.
Now that I'm about to start rearranging my heart, she's real again in front of me. Can I see it every time??
"What's wrong?" Raga patted me on the shoulder slowly, she is the most sensitive indeed .
I just looked up at Raga, without a word without a sound. I'm sure Raga knows about my current mess.
"Drink, later if it's quiet story yes. Let your heart be relieved." Then after no response I got out.
Complaints, yes complains of this tongue to talk. The memories of the past story sheet came back without me asking. Reminds me of a hurt.
"No and still no that's the answer we decided."
This heart broke at that moment. The moment when the decision was taken by my family and Rio family.
Do not know what and why, do not know the cause and reason for the occurrence of the decision.
Trying to survive hurts, but letting go is so hard.
I finally decided to leave the hometown where I grew up and stay as far away as I could to forget this pain.
It's hard for me to try to master this raging feeling in the heart. A feeling I don't know how to describe it myself .
It was in that state of chaos and chaos that Brother Andra came, accompanied and helped me through my dark days.
Maybe my feelings for Brother Andra were just a feeling of awe but for a long time the feeling changed direction and pecked me back in the puddle of pain .
The shackles of Love and wounds
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"Yank, I've got a solution."
"So I had a discussion with my friend, he was in another town. But he said he could handle yank."
"Yank, where are you?."
"Sayank, there's nothing, right? dong yank replied?."
"You why else Yan? don't tell me this so that your heart is calm!." Persuade Raga to strengthen me.
Honestly, I was shocked, today's surprise was completely unexpected. I never expected to see Rio again. In the circumstances that I work here, become his employee.
"Ga, I'm going home first yeah, I don't think I'm feeling well. Less rest maybe."
"Do I need to take Yan?." Tawar Raga while helping me tidy up my work desk
"No, I can order online."
"Let me drop by, I happen to have not had lunch. So it's wrong, you guys get out, right?." I'm back to sculpting.
God no longer, I want to go home to avoid it. Don't you make my story close to God.
"Cancel it!."
"Sorry sir, pity if it's cancelled. It's okay to go home alone. Thank you for your generosity for taking me home."
I bowed cupped both hands hoping He would soon pass from before me.
"I don't like to be disputed."
"I wait to be brought, later if the online transportation comes so I can compensate." Say it while it passes.
She, Rio is the same person? is he my old Rio? I laughed and repeated my own question. My Rio still deserves to call it that. It's not really funny .
"Ish, what's wrong with him, why force it so hard?Mutted
"No more papa Yan, calculate free hitchhiker.bSave fare".
"Basic, that's not the problem Ga." Back I'm down.
"I'm kidding, I don't know anything else let me not worry about you Yan. It's safer if Mr. Rio's the one who intervened.
What is safe? if you knew how I feel right now. I'm sure you'll be able to understand it Ga. But I haven't been able to tell you about this, it's too complicated, too difficult.
"There, Mr. Rio will be angry because he will wait for you later." Raga pushed my body to pass
Go away tipped perih, even a little care. If you feel like I'm just gonna be a minute. Will not be able to accept your heart, this pain is so bad.
A piece of Judika's song broke my daydream. Hurry up and get the call without seeing the phone. I'm afraid Rio's really angry like Raga said.
"Hallo, assalamualaikum." Shaking also my voice, my God, why am I weak again
"Wa'alaikumussalam, baby you don't papa right? why didn't you reply to one of my messages?." I hurriedly saw the name on the screen.
"Sorry yes, I was in the meeting room so I did not bring my cellphone. Sorry yes." God fucked up
"Oh, I'm worried about yank. Afraid you're okay."
"Do you think that's it?, we should pray for each other good right."
"I know, but really you don't papa? not to believe yank, but..."
"Why? what the hell is it? I told you already. Again meeting earlier, this can already pick up the phone, that means I'm fine." Do you know my heart is mixed at this time, like vegetable lodeh tastes good, savory, spicy, sweet, salty. That's my heart feeling.
"I don't know yank, my heart is not calm. Like there's something, but I don't know what it is."
"Sorry yank, not that I don't believe but honestly I worry yank." I heard him take a long breath.
"Calm down, I'm fine, it's standing here talking to you." My words are soothing
"I'm sorry I think too much yank, thank God you're okay."
"Why so long, you should take a break. What if there's something later?." I jumped keget, why can I forget Rio.
"Sorry sir, just a minute." Nervous
"Let's get a little spit ! you should rest. So pale." Obelisk
"Sayank you sick?." Oh my goodness please
hang a little bit yes wkwwkwk
peace be upon the wounded.
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