If you were Tau Rasaku

LUKA

" AL, can Aa come in?."

" Come in Aa."

" Where is Yana? tumben you yourself?." Aa Vin Celinguk'an looking for the whereabouts of Yana, makhlum every lunch hour can be sure he is here with me.

" Aa again out, lunch with Raga he said at the cafe sebrang."

" Why did you come, so busy."

Aa Vin approached my desk, turning over the scattered paper because I had not finished rearranging it.

" Not really Aa, this is work for next week mala. But I'm all great-grandchildren, because next week I'm off to Sidney with Rio. There's a work visit."

" So you're taking Rio AL?."

" Yes Aa, I want him to learn from now on. Slowly I'll change it for the better."

" Ehmm, be careful and slow AL. Not going young changes a person's nature, it takes time and patience."

" AL tau Aa, AL will try slowly just to grow his confidence first. After that we just take him to the road that should be passed with us. Honestly, Aa, I feel sorry for her. He's still my sister Aa anyway."

I looked down hard to find the bitter reality of my family, a family in front of all the people who look good and look cool without any conflict, a warm family and make everyone jealous and compete to get into it.

" Slowly AL, Aa's sure you can."

As always Aa Vin always gives me encouragement and support. For now only Aa Vin knows all the dark stories of my family. Even my queen didn't know it yet, I was still waiting for the right time to tell her everything.

" What's up, Aa, Tumben didn't have lunch today?."

" There's something Aa wants to talk to you guys about, but baby Yana's not here."

" The important thing must be to involve both of us!."

" Because you guys are so obligated to know first."

" It's okay I'll come back again, if Yana's back. Now I want to eat from earlier about lunch so hungry finally."

I just smiled in response to Aa Vin's words, accompanying her step out of my room with my gaze alone.

" Look, I'm hungry too!."

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" You two are here?."

Raga and I turned towards the familiar voice in our ears

" Come, you two have lunch together. You guys are cheating on me?."

" Huu, you want to know someone else's business."

I immediately turned to look at Raga who was sitting right in front of me. Raga just looked down, I knew Raga was struggling to suppress her feelings. It must have hurt because he had to see how Rio hugged Cantika's waist in front of him.

" If you don't cheat, then what? tumben once did you have lunch with someone else without AL?."

" Mending you stay away from Rio, take care of your business don't take care of us anymore." Ketusku because he was caught off guard with Rio's kekepo'an

" A-A, hopefully, right? wait, I'll take the AL order."

" Let me Yan, you pay."

" Oh yeah, I'll wait here, okay?."

Raga immediately sauntered away, at a glance I glanced at Cantika who was only silent a thousand languages, they both looked so tormented. Why does love play with their hearts?

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" Sayank why is it so long?, I've been starving

" Our ten princes sulk, pity hunger."

" Call me what Yank was, repeat again I didn't hear it clearly." AL stepped towards the sofa where I arranged lunch for him.

" Call what, don't call anything."

" Naughty yeah, tell me quickly what hemm called me."

AL wrapped his arms around me from behind, and placed his chin on my shoulders

" Al, he said he was hungry, so how am I supposed to prepare the food?."

" Ngaco, let me capjay what everything eats."

" I'm serious, when do we marry Yank?."

" Feed AL first, your stomach will hurt!."

I tried to divert the conversation, because until now I was not sure of myself. AL is too high for me to reach .

" Answer up, or I'll bite you."

" What's the answer?."

" What did you call me?." The Navy was grinning its head against my neck, making me creep because of the breath that swept my skin

" Prince." I said fast

" What?, less clear."

" Prince of the Navy, ish already yes! now eat first your mag will recur."

AL smiled, releasing the winding of his hand on my body. Sit down and have lunch quietly, asking me why else would he?

" So Aa Vin came here, he said someone wanted to talk to us. It's just that you're not around anymore so he said he wanted to come here again."

" Tumben AL, what's up?."

" I don't know what might be important. If not, you can just order the same with me."

" Don't know when it's going to be, right? then I go back to the room first."

" Hem, I'll call you later if Aa comes."

" Ok." I immediately got up from my seat

" Yank." I turned my head but AL just fell silent while looking at me

" What's up?."

He's acting weird again, why the hell is he today? I'm trying to find answers for myself, but I'm definitely not going to meet because I'm not AL.

" Thank you, the new name I like."

Uh, so because of my call to her, jeez, he's funny, so he wants to laugh, but of course I have to bear it if he doesn't want to be angry. All I did was nod and then leave afterwards.

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" Why are you so nosy."

" What is it, if you speak clearly do not half-and-half!."

" Shouldn't have spoken so before Yana and Raga, they might have been offended by what you said."

" Why do you care? don't you really know the rumors that circulated that you're Raga's boyfriend before me?."

" Yes, we were in a relationship before I knew you were being betrothed."

" Oh, don't tell me you still have feelings for her?."

" You yourself know that our matchmaking was sudden for me, to be honest I didn't know it even though it had been for years."

" You think I know? frankly, I don't actually approve of this matchmaking. Anyway I don't love you oh blame not even love I don't have a place for you in it." Rio spoke without any burden and without any expression. I don't love him but to be honest his words hurt my pride a lot but, what can I do?

" It's up to you to talk about what and how Rio, which I obviously disagree with your actions today."

" Hey, listen up Cantika. I don't need your approval for everything I do, don't you ever try to set me up! cause I don't like it, okay! ."

Pilu pierced the heart, making the heart hard into stone because of one word that rained blue. Sometimes thinking about moving away but the fact that pulled me back made this wound stand up and bleed again. Cantika could only fall silent to get snapped for the sake of snapping. Only one was in his mind "All for Dad's sake".

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