If you were Tau Rasaku
Inner War
The Viandra
Cring..
" Aa Vin's Assalamualaikum."
" Aa'alaikumsalam ."
" Aa, another week the Navy's home. I can't wait to get laid next week Aa."
" You are, always in a hurry, AL. Just be patient in a minute."
I said as if I really expected AL to come home soon and calm him down even though I actually wanted AL there longer. Selfish indeed but I also need time to convince my heart that my little girl should go away from me.
" He's okay, isn't he Aa?."
" Of course, you can't wait to keep thinking about AL ! will you come back soon after you see him?." I asked with concern and the answer shattered all my hopes.
" Of course Aa, I'll fight for it. It's been a long time Aa, I've been looking forward to this moment. When he's alone."
" Are you sure of your choice, AL?"
" Surely sure Aa." The Navy replied with a fiery reply
All the answers made me have to be really willing to bury all the flavors for my beloved little girl.
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A week passed,
" Aa, I want to see it."
" God AL, you just arrived. Shouldn't you rest first?"
" Come on Aa, just for a second."
I exhaled heavily, the first day AL set foot he was so excited to see the little girl. Did you know your spirit hurt Aa.
" Aa, I can't see him in person. I'll do some way to get close to her, what about Aa?"
" Do whatever's best for AL, Aa can only support you."
" Give me her handfone number Aa."
I just gave up my handfone to let AL find out for himself what he wanted. While I was busy fighting the turbulent inner war in my heart.
After some time seeing their interaction continue, I decided to really stay away. And that night I gave my father an answer about his offer to try to have a relationship with Lidya.
When I came to introduce Lidya as my lover, I could see the shock and the smile she had to smile at. The previously cheerful face slowly turned cloudy. Is that feeling also in your heart little girl .
" Dear, this is the little sister I've been telling you about a lot, who's a cussy and a chatty one." I'm trying to get Lidya to my little girl.
Wanting to see them as familiar as the others, because it would make it easier for me to keep an eye on them both at once, but it turned out that the feeling I was trying to hide was read by Lidya to cause several fights.
"It must end soon, huff which path I must choose."
Viandra sighed, her mind back in turmoil remembering the moments that had gone by but left a mark that was difficult to remove and remove.
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" Yank, is it really okay? I haven't been able to tell you everything. You're not disappointed, are you?." The tight grip of AL's hand showed his obvious worry emblazoned on his black eyes
" Of course I'm disappointed" Kulirik AL, once again I see him breathing deeply
" But I'll be patient waiting for that time to come, the time where I'm the only place you tell me"
" I'll propose to you soon" he said enthusiastically
" Eh, why did it go there anyway"
" Isn't that a Yank code?"
" Code? what's the code anyway?" My brain, which can always think fast, suddenly stopped thinking
" To be the only person who knows everything about me, my weaknesses, my turmoil, my problems and everything that concerns me is only one person who can occupy it. That's my wife."
" But that's not what I mean, you can tell a story as a friend for example."
" So you rejected me yank?"
" I mean," God, what's wrong with my tongue, it's so hard to say
" I don't want to know, the initial statement I took as an answer from you".
" Ha, where can that be? selfish is his name" My protest
" I can, if it happens just for you. And I'm the only one who has that chance."
" I have a way to force you to love me."
" Sit's still, ehmm".
I was banging on AL's back, when my breathing was already so hard.
" You're gonna make me faint because I can't breathe".
" Don't be fussy, I'll do a lot to win you now". He said as he stroked my cheek fondly
" Forced basis" My move, AL just chuckled in response to my babble
Huu, do you know that your actions make me hang. Your closeness makes me afraid to dream too far.
" We're going home, or are we gonna stop by Yank's mom's?"
" Mom?"
" Yes, mother, to propose to you like you were before".
" AL, what the hell".
" Haa, I like you like this Yank. When sulking you're so adorable" AL hugged me "I love you "His whisper in my ear .
" My family's moved out of the Navy, not here anymore."
" I know, I was just teasing you. We're going home now."
The post I promise will come back later, I have not enjoyed the beautiful scenery of Banyuwangi from a height through flying fox or roving riding an ATV or dockar, have not been fishing or trying driving andrenaline rafting rides. Wait for me to come back
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The Pov AL
Seeing her smile all day makes me happy, I want that smile to always be there. I know all your stories only through stories and reports but, that's enough to make me smell.
Yank, I promise I'll always bring that smile to your lips, don't cry anymore.
I will always be there for you, to be a backstop in all your time.
I'm sorry I haven't been able to be honest about my past, my family's past and about Aa Vin. Be patient Yank, when it's time I will tell you myself.
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" AL, come by for a minute"
AL turned his head to follow my index direction, he smiled and nodded. Walking with our hands did not miss a second. Be happy? don't ask me if I'm happy at least for today.
" Want to eat here or in the car?"
" In the car, okay?"
" Big cup yes mbak, chocolate, mocha and avocado love chocolate topping too yes" he said to the shopkeeper
" Big cups, small ones are enough."
" I want to, too, but I can't hold it myself, right? how to drive it"
" Alesan, say "Al's mode slashing shoulders with a warm smile.
" Is there more?" I shook my head, one big cup of ice cream is enough.
" You know my favorite must be Brother Andra who told you?"
" Hmm, I know everything. Your habit from waking up to going home from work".
" Stalking shit, nothing's done"
" Of course there is". (Love and keep you smiling yank, I'll do everything for it")
" Want?"
I thrust a spoonful of ice cream into her mouth, before she started teasing me again.
AL thanks, I'm really happy today..
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