If you were Tau Rasaku

Flashbacks....

I was fixated for some time, my memory goes back to that time, my slump. Even until now the pain still likes to come to see you even though I do not want to. He, the man I love, is always there at whatever moment I go through. The person who always says "honey" is the same as me, in fact he only considers me a sister all this time and the expression is unfortunately no more than the affection of a brother. Miris is not .

The engagement party a week ago still rings clear in my memory.

With a sparkling face and a smile that always expands on her lips, she said that she loved her lover very much

Even with the spirit of 45 she introduced me to her friends and best friends as her sister

He also did not hesitate to tell them that I stopped, said the famous single.

He didn't know how sick I was at the time. But I can what.?

"Not should love not have".

"We will be happy to see our loved ones happy even if not with us."

Bulshitt. Bumped me for that parable. Because in reality it is very sick, but do not know what to do.

I didn't actually want to come on that show, because I couldn't, really.

But what can I do, because he threatened to postpone the show until I came.

I'm trying so hard to hold this tightness. I also try to maintain the smile that is best in this lips, I don't know what my face looks like? can I really hide the destruction of my heart.

I sighed softly reading these messages made me think back to the wounds of the heart that are still glorifying to this day.

THE SPIRIT OF MONDAY

"Woy, early in the morning and daydream. Watch out for non." Raga came patting me on the shoulder slowly, I just shook my head.

"What's wrong? remember the same Viandra?" Ask again, kanebelin, why should also mention his name.

"That may be your soul mate, how or how hard you will not be able to fight destiny. Leave everything on the path He made, if indeed you are paired you will be united. I don't know when and how fate brought the story."

I listened to all Raga said.

So wise of him. But it is also true what Raga said, for what I continue to fall. While Andra's sister as soon as I called her, was happy to arrange her wedding.

"Yes, thank you Raga you are my best friend." I show my sweetest grunts .

Raga snorted and then passed to her desk.

hours of rest .

"Don't be too sad, get excited. This is not the end of everything. Perhaps God will send you the best mate."

"I'm sorry I don't know you, but it looks like you sent the wrong message.But it's okay, we can still be friends."

I decided to reply to messages that I didn't know who I was and who I was making.

I just feel sorry for him, because I feel good about him. Love In Silence. That fits us right now. Finally I was silent, I drowned my brain in the report that I hadn't touched for a week because my mind was messed up.

True said Raga, I must rise up eagerly to welcome tomorrow. No need to look at yesterday, just make them memories in memory that may be lost later but somehow the time. I guess I have to be patient about that.

"Let's have lunch first." Raga pushed the package in front of me.

"You know I'm a lager." My grin

"Udah know laper but still detained, about the new mag tau tau tasa."

This show is chatty but attentive. He's been my friend since SMK. Many suggested that we go out, on a whim. Raga already has Cantika's boyfriend her name, we're familiar too.

I was really serious about working on my report, forgetting all my sadness. Trying to make peace with time.

to be continue.

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