If you were Tau Rasaku

Saputra Raga

Pov Raga's

Crying will not be able to repeat again, all regrets are lived just leave nestapa. If time sided with me I should say, baby, I should say love because it's all yours.

The lyrics again Element seems very suitable to represent my current turmoil, it turns out I have to feel again the pain.

Why is it always too late to realize my love? make me have to lose. Back when I was with Mona I never felt anxious and nervous, because I put trust above all else. But it turns out that the trust I hold high contains betrayal without me noticing. Mona had an affair with my own friend Rendi.

I didn't think about that time with them, what they had in mind and their feelings while doing that. But there was something strange about my heart, it wasn't as painful as it felt. Why does it feel so painful now.

sorry if I am no longer on our side apart from time and circumstances, you still live your dreams even if you are not with me. All the lyrics to that song were smothering my chest.

My love is wrapped in pills

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Tok

" A can come in?."

" Just go in Yank, it's still a long lunch hour. What was? kangen huh?."

" Ih, you're AL. Emh, would you like permission?."

Al stopped his working hand, he looked at me fixedly as if trying to guess what was on my mind

" Permission? where are you going, Yank?."

" Lunch later I let you eat with Raga ya AL."

" With the Raga? why are you tired of eating with me?."

" Eh, what the fuck is that AL really talking about it." I walked closer

AL turned into a possessive figure lately, I was happy but also sad and upset. It was nice that he showed his attention to me but sad because my freedom with my friends was a little reduced and upset because of the limitations of my space.

But I know He's good, wants to take care of me and take responsibility for me. But still I was restrained even though I never complained about it.

" Raga again there's an AL problem, he wants to tell a story. It's impossible that if I take you and Saints, he's ashamed for sure."

" I won't talk or I can sit at another table."

" Geez AL, you don't believe me." I tried to put on a clear face even though I know, my skills are very bad at this.

" Here!!" Al waved a hand telling me to come closer

" There's a condition but."

" What? if it's not hard to count."

" Come here, why so far away!! it's standing right next to me."

What the heck is this, the more strange the day, the more my behavior, the protest in my heart but also I still step closer to him.

" Where do you want to eat?" He asked after putting his hands on my side.

" Don't know yet, the most in the front cafe is not too far away."

" If so I don't eat, then you just wrap it for me." He said while looking up at me, I immediately nodded so that the drama of the permit did not increase the length of hihihi.

" Don't be naughty."

" I'm a little boy." Pout me

" Take it that way, kangen yank." Continuing while hugging me tightly and putting my stomach, Ish relapsed again

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Happy does not mean we have to have everything, but happy is if we do not compare what we have with others and still always grateful for what we have . This word has been my encouragement all along

" No, daydream."

" Sorry Yan, I've been losing focus lately. Too many coincidences happen, sometimes I'm not ready to deal with them."

" Tell me Ga, I'm ready to listen."

" Two days ago we met, and He told me everything. About her matchmaking, about her family's circumstances and also about her heart."

" Cantika said that he did not know about his match, when the match was still there diyogya. But later she found out that the matchmaking was done when she was a child."

" Cantika also said that she had tried to refuse her marriage but all was in vain when she had to face the fact that her father was sick and needed regular care. So she had no other choice but to accept that matchmaking Yan."

" Then what makes you Ga gunda?your feelings? or the circumstances that Cantika has to live after this?."

" Why are you always guessing before I tell you the hell Yan?."

" Ehhow do I know Ga, I was just asking. If it turns out to be true, just think of me as a genius."

" It's not because you're normal or psychic."

" In the cup you emang, in this state it can still be ugly ya."

" Funny Yan time, look at your face pouting so you want to laugh."

" It's good that I'm a clown that if it's cranky or angry and happy still just face so unchanged "

" You said it was hahahah."

Huuf Ga you finally laughed too, although I had to be the victim no matter what the burden is a little lifted because you can laugh again.

" Eh Yan."

" Emm.what."

" Tumben you can get out of the cage without your Prince's supervision, usually everywhere there is always a tail."

" Yes, I'm interested in being able to have lunch with you, it was also difficult, fortunately, it could work as well."

" What are you doing until he gets it down?."

" Something, he just asked to pack lunch for her."

" Why so discuss I Ga, we are here to tell your problem, in the transfer of this topic only you."

" Intermezo Yan said, let me not be too quiet."

" Continue the story, time-hunting, duration." Candaku while looking at the clock.

Raga told her all the things that stuck in her heart, about all the feelings she had, about her love as well as about her past.

Miris is indeed when the love that we hope to come at the wrong time is very painful, especially for Raga who has been trying to fight with time and the past to find it feels back.

" Yes me,." I stared at Raga waiting for the next word she wanted to say

" I may ask for help, this secret from anyone."

" Kirain was going to say what you Ga, if it must be uh but if the AL asks what should I say dong Ga?."

Panicking me instantly remembers that the AL most dislikes being lied to and rambling. Because he will be angry quickly if it is done.

" If the boss you are telling me all about, than he is angry is unclear. She thought I'd feel the same way you Yan."

Eh Ga, that's a sentence you've already spoken you same AL. But how could I say to you now.

" You two are here? ." Raga and I turned to the origin of the familiar voice on the pier quickly

Lo coke,, you,,

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