I'M SINCERE 1

episode 98's

The three of them have arrived at mall , Aisyah is very happy to be able to walk in the big mall.

Nando invites the two of them to sit down at the cafe and order snacks instead

" what are you going to eat?"

" nando I drink only guava juice" said Nanda

" and what do I want?"

" stroberry juice only"

" okay I ordered it" and Nando went to the cashier's desk after waiting for a few minutes for the order to come

" this is your order "nando put on the table complete with his French Fries snack

" wah this is just delicious, complete with cheese" said Nanda

" i know your favorite brother's a tadpole.and of course your food in the pesantren there will be no hehehe"

" sister food is common for me .but if the mang cilok adim really good kak. fatma alone until the end of 3 portions "nanda stories make laugh.

I don't know what makes nanda this happy.when nowadays nanda is the most hurt person, does nanda deliberately not want to show her sadness to nando.

Suddenly the voice of someone saying hello nanda memorized the voice, nanda was very surprised

" assalamualaikum "his greeting is none other than the azam

" thank you nan"

" i'm sorry nanda and aisyah. I have to invite azam here so he is not saturated"

" ustad Abdullah why is he called Azam? " ask aisyah wonder

" my name is Abdullah khoirul azam neng but here all who know me call azam.in pesantren Abdullah" clearly azam smiled but respect very much to aisha

" mmmmm your relationship is so close like a brother "

" it is true that we are like brothers "answered nando .

" aisyah wants to walk with me later I treat loh. as a sign of our friendship.but azam brother do not come along you guys do not get close first because not married. but if I'm only a friend so may hahahah. oh yes nanda wait here because raesa kak wants to come here . kasian him if you have to be confused looking for us"

" wah exclaim it can be. nanda and ustad Abdullah I walk the road first in this mall" said Aisyah happy with the invitation nando in a funny and friendly look

" yes we wait here "answer azam

but not with nanda . he seemed to run far away leaving the azam who was still sitting next to him.nanda just felt not want to see the azam too long. because increasingly make nanda hurt and suffer

" nan I know you don't like my arrival. I'm sorry I can't do anything and can't fight for my promise to you, I don't intend to hurt you, for God's sake if I'm told to choose by us, I will choose you nan, but kiai did not give a choice, even make a match for me as far as I know. I'm sorry for the promise of debt and until whenever I owe you" said Azam softly with glassy eyes

" i don't demand you to fulfill your promise.just assume there is no promise that must be fulfilled.Let's just say nothing happened between our meetings. I did all this not because I wanted you to marry me later, but because I wanted to be a strong woman, patient and sincere in dealing with all this life. long before I knew Abdullah who was betrothed by kiai it was you, maybe until now I will expect a lot from you, I will hope a lot, but thank God I was guided so that I should know who he is and who I am. My treasure will not be my power to take you from him. and a devotion to a teacher comes first.I am not a foolish woman who will wish you much.I feel enough and all God determines. I don't want to be inflicted by kiai just because of my love. I'd rather die than have to hurt my kiai by depriving you of her daughter. so from now on don't ever say hello to me as if I never came to your life" replied Nanda firmly and trying to hold back her tears.

azam does not believe in the word nanda , pain is actually azam hearing the explanation of nanda.but nanda true power nanda possessed can not match the power of a kiai. for whatever reason if we oppose our teacher . our life will be ruined. will not be of any benefit to us when we seek knowledge.