I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 180's

At night during dinner Raesa and Fatma also Zidan turu downstairs to the dining room.there is Syaif, Ibu Nafisah and Nando waiting for him.

" Welcome sister "Sapa Nando smiles happily at Raesa

" Hey Nando "

" Bak Pak Anas and Ani's mother how? I miss brother "

" Alhamdulillah Nan healthy "

" Don't go again, Kasian Zidan "

" God willing Nan "Raesa answered briefly

" Sit down, we've been waiting for you ever since "

Raesa did not answer but Raesa tried to smile in front of all the families, but not with Fatma like holding a grudge by looking at Syaif .

" Raesa why your wrist "Task Mother Nafisah tampa accidentally saw her when Taking Zidan from Fatma

Raesa was shocked and so was Shayf.

" Ah time there ma Raesa sloppy hand Raesa hit the jar "Raesa answered briefly

Syaif looked down as if he was afraid of his mother, but when Raesa said another, Shayf realized Raesa was not telling the truth.

" I think Raesa's brother's hand needs to be taken to the doctor ma, try asking Mr. Anas what used jar ma, because if the jar is safe plastic fear his jar is iron " Said Fatma pura surprised while looking at Syaif.

" Oh yeah Raesa don't be careless to get an infection, let's call Ani's mom"

" No need ma, let Syaif take care of her later, Let Syaif yan ask Mom and Dad, I will take her to the hospital after this "

" Yes ma don't be too worried this is just a normal wound ma" replied Raesa glanced at Syaif .

Shayf pura took his own rice and side dishes, they ate together .

After she finished eating, Raesa took Zidan to her room. Fatma followed her because she wanted to replace Zidan .

" Go change clothes brother "

" Fatma help sister ya, take the clothes in the room Sandy " said Raesa slowly

" Good Brother, what are all the clothes I told you to move "

" Move all to Zidan's room "

" Okay, my brother will be there "

Fatma exited Zidan's room and headed to Sandy's.

" Bik Ijah "Call Fatma with irregular breathing

" What's going on with Fatma "

" Bik see Raesa's sister's clothes in Sandy's room, don't you ?" Fatma asked confused

Bik Ijah pulled Fatma onto the back porch, and pointed to the trash can.

" O Allah Brother Syaif outrageous "Fatma said annoyed

" It's been burned 5 days ago, aunt can't forbid it, because the master said this shirt will hurt his heart because it's been held Den Sandy" Said Bik Ijah slowly for fear of Syaif coming.

" How is this Bik ? Brother is changing clothes "

" Buy Me, you take Raesa's brother "

" Okay and Bik, Kasian kak Raesa, where he's sick "

" We have to do what Fatma wants, like her young master has turned out to be nothing like it used to be"

" Bener-bener changed, I'm the one who saw it Horrified, why is it that Saif kayak is now, Kak Raisa loh really tormented because of the attitude "

" Come on, let's go in later, there's Mr. Shayf can be angry Auntie same young master"

" Alright I'll take Raesa to buy clothes. But I'd better be sorry Kak Raesa is not feeling well anymore "

" Quickly you ask Mr. Nando he'll be at home again "

" All right, let me see Brother Nando "

" Good luck to your Mr. Nando"

Fatma finally left Bi Ijah alone, Fatma went straight into Zidan's room and met Raesa.

" where's my shirt ? I've been feeling bad I feel sticky all "

" Sorry sister's clothes are not there at all, when I opened the closet Brother I was also surprised, I continued to run downstairs to meet Bik Ijah, Ijah, after that Bik Ijak took me to the back porch, showing the clothes of the brother who had been burned by Kak Syaif 5 days ago "Obviously Fatma

" Sayf why the hell, he really has gone crazy, already know it's all my clothes, why does he have to burn ? what am I wrong ? " raisa said as she shed tears. He seemed unable to face the Shayf who had changed, even when it was not like before he was no longer a patient man

" Sister shouldn't fight for brother Syaif's love . Should Brother fight for love Sister Sandy, he has sacrificed a lot for brother, he has been faithfully waiting for Brother, but what ? Brother chose a selfish man, a man who does not want to give real affection to his brother, see Brother Syaif he just met brother has tortured Brother like this, brother like this,does it deserve to be called a responsible man ? is it worth mentioning a man who can be a good priest? no it is not a good priest, if a man has dared to hit then he is a man who has no heart "

" In him already filled with anger and resentment that can not be held because his heart there is no faith and taqwa at all, Had he preferred sincerity and patience God willing he would have been a perfect man who could have been a good priest in this family, but what ! Mas Syaif prefers his selfishness and his violence to fight for his love, I doubt Can I survive with him ? If he stays that way. I doubt if he stays with his anger, will I be able to live with him forever ?. He prefers to fight for me with a nature that he can get out of nowhere, I have no regrets with my taqdir , I am just tired of his attitude that does not want to be aware of all the wills and desires of the Creator" said Raesa, sobbing.

Fatma just kept silent not saying anything else, because she felt pity and hurt to see Raesa like that