I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 182

Day after day, Sunday after week and it seemed like six months Raesa was living in grief, in rough treatment during intercourse, but gave the right to make Raesa gladly accept, raesa's body is getting thinner, as is Zidan , who is still asking questions about Sandy. Raesa has not cared about her love for Sandy, Raesa tries to Love Syaif, although sometimes she has to feel pain. Every time you have sex if Shayf remembers Sandy, Raesa will get rough treatment from Shayf. The grudge never ends, so Raesa is the victim.

Raesa is a woman who wants to see the other happy a woman who is willing and sincerely living an already unhappy life, despite having to pretend to be happy.

Fatma who understands all that Raesa feels is unable to do anything, but every night Fatma cries for her loving woman.

Fatma approached Raesa who accompanied Zidan to play, although sometimes Syaif invited her to walk the road Raesa prefers to stay at home.

" So why not walk ? not the brother invited Syaif to the mall "

" I'm tired of Fatma, my sister's body is sick all, let me just stay home" Raesa said while comforting Zidan

" Sister now brother is different from what he used to be, brother is more often silent not talking, Fatma wants brother who used to not talk much but happy" said Fatma wipe her tears

" Why crying, my happy sister "

" If you're happy you're fatter, look at you now so skinny "

" you have nothing, brother sleep less "

The door to the room opened.

" Mama what's wrong? "

" Raesa had a phone call from Mr. Anas" said Nafisah

" Dad said what ma "Tanya Raesa wonder .

" Your mother is sick to "Tell Nafisah

Raesa was shocked to hear him and cried.

" May Raesa come home to my mother's side ?"

" Go home, son, I'll let you "

" What about Shayf Bu ? not that Syaif is still out of town, and tomorrow just came, Raesa was afraid that Syaif was angry " Said Raesa still sad

" Mama will be responsible if Syaif is angry " Said Ibu Nafisah.

Actually, Ibu Nafisah was very kasian to see the situation of Raesa who was much different, often silent and daydreaming, even often crying when being with Zidan, because Ibu Nafisah felt there was something strange with Raesa, finally Fatma who was interrogated first, as a result Fatma confessed and told everything to Nafisah Mother.

" If with the mother died can awaken Syaif, mama ready Nak "I cried Nafisah in her heart.

" Good ma Raesa is leaving now, Zidan Raesa is taking ma, maybe I miss Zidan "

" Fatma and Peni Join Raesa "Tell Mother Nafisah

" Let Raesa be with Zidan alone ma , Fatma is going to college "

" i'm off, brother, let me come with brother "

" It's good that brother doesn't forbid you "

" I am ready first, and mbk peni Zidan is ready right, after immediately down take clothes mbk peni" said Raesa

Finally they prepared to be ready, after all ready Fatma and Raesa also the peni who carried Zidan Ride in the car, Pak Yono brought the car quite fast because of Raesa's orders.

City hospital close to An Najah pesantren. Ani's mother was treated for sudden fainting.

Raesa who has 6 months does not hold a cellphone so can not know the state of his family every day.Just by calling through Mobile Syaif, It was not every day.

Raesa really lost her happiness . Raesa used to be a successful young woman leading 5 companies that are very smart in business, now she is a woman who only receives bitterness from her husband who is still vengeful with her past.

It had been 3 hours on the way they stopped to eat at a simple food stall .

" Go eat you guys, I'm waiting here "

" But brother, sister also needs to eat "

" We replace "

" It's good brother let mbk Peni with Pak Yono first, tar again I'm with brother only "

" Yes it's already "

They also eat alternately because they keep Zidan who is sleeping.

After they finished eating, they continued their journey to the hospital.