I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 181's

After Zidan falls asleep, Raesa exits her room and heads to Shayf's room, a room that once carved out fond memories that may not be what they used to be.

Raesa went into the room, seen Syaif sitting on the sofa room was busy with his cellphone.

" Why so long, where your responsibility to take care of the husband "Tanya Syaif in a bad tone

" I'm looking for my shirt, which is missing somewhere" Raesa replied quietly as she sat on Syaif's bed.

" I've burned her, 'cause I don't want you to wear anything she's ever touched "

" You are outrageous mas. only clothes become a problem "

" It is only right if I am angry because you belong to me. Until whenever you belong to me "Shaif replied in a slow but angry tone while sitting near Raesa.

" be gentle, so that I may love you as the old Shayf was not angry and selfish "

" You think forgetting everything is easy? you've been touched by her, you've slept with her, even you've loved her, I'm sick with this state, you know I've changed because of everything you've done to me, If only when I came you were still alone, maybe I would be someone who was as meek and understanding as ever. But now that I will no longer be like that, I will keep mine, because you are sure he will come to take you from me" Syaif said angrily

" Well if every day is just like this angry and angry, I don't know mas ? Whether I can live forever with you, your change is not only 50% but we have changed almost 80%, humans will have a test called, where the servant will be tested to his patience, and to his acceptance of the test, no matter how much it comes, if we turn to God, and we receive it with grace, God will come that name of happiness, God willing, where a sorrow is no longer able to greet him, because of the strength of us with the test "Raesa explained with eyes

glazed.

The Shayf who was sitting near Shayf immediately embraced Raesa, and kissed Raesa's face, Syaif****** the lips of the woman who currently had no desire at all, Raesa silently let Syaif groan his body. Raesa is now numb since that incident.he just resignedly let Syaif fuck her. The pain felt when the hands and feet are tied, the pain when she is like a raped woman, doing very rough.

Elsewhere Nanda who has been a few months in cairo has never walked the road, because Nanda is more focused on her lessons.but Nanda's day is sad , much of what Nanda thought about Raesa and Syaif has returned, after getting a phone call from Fatma a few hours ago.

" Sister why you have to torture Raesa, she has suffered so much so far, she has fought so much for our family" Nanda exclaimed

When her phone rings, Nanda sees her incoming call. Turns out the tampa number was a name, Nanda raised it.

" Assalamualaikum "Sapa the caller from across

" Waalaikum greetings, sorry with whom "Tanya Nanda

" Do I bother you "

" No, but sorry I don't know you "

" you don't need to know you, I've been in your heart "Tell the caller

Nanda was silent, and finally realized

" Thank God it turns out, There's still love for me "

" Who said Ustad is in my heart" said Nanda who did not want to ruin her relationship with Aisyah.

Because Nanda until now did not know that Aisha and Azam's relationship was over. Even Aisyah who often gave the news never told me if there was no relationship what . For Aisyah to make a surprise is a pleasant thing for Nanda later if she graduated in Cairo.

" Why should be ashamed to reveal feelings, if the reality is still me in his heart" said Azam teasing

" Ustad don't overdo seduce me, if you're just giving me false hope, I'm sorry to close first "

" Wait wait, Aisyah is no longer my fiancee "Steel Azam quickly for fear of her call being closed

Nanda did not believe Azam's words, he still stared at them

" Since you stopped, Kiai has decided that I have no ties anymore, Neng Aisyah everything does not tell you all this ", Azam continued his talk.

" Have you hurt Kiai ? Are you the one who forced to break off this engagement ? why must you have to hurt Kiai " Said Nanda sadly as if he had a huge mistake against Kiai

" The phone is Neng Aisyah, ask who made this decision , when I called Kiai I was just silent , all who did and who told Kiai honestly was Neng Aisyah " Clearly Azam convinced Nanda

" So how Kiai's response about us, we must be wrong "

" No Nan, you don't be prejudiced, Kiai gave me conditions, so that she has approved of this relationship, so that I can stay in the boarding school until you are ready to marry me " The words of the prayer that made Nanda's heart beat.

" Do I deserve to be the wife of a Abdullah, while I am a woman who has not been so perfect for me to make a sholeh companion" said Nanda in shame

" You're the first woman who can make me love you, the first time I've expressed love to you , deservedly or not you are alzawjat almustaqbalia (Wife Candidate) and from you I learned sincerity and patience when accepting a loved man to belong to someone else, You are my sholehah woman "

" I E B A Y...... Ustad kok lebay, woo his santri " said Nanda smiling

They laugh happily, just as quietly not saying anything, for equally ashamed.

" Assalamualaikum alzawjat almustaqbalia "

" Waalaikum greetings my future priest "Answer Nanda shut her phone and smiled happily ...

" O Allah thank you for Your greatness, I know my sincere will end happily "Excited in Nanda's heart