I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 165's

As Tangis Raesa broke and sobbed, Sandy stopped reading her Quran, Sandy turned her head back, to her surprise Sandy saw Raesa sitting leaning against the wall crying.

" Assalamualaikum " Sapa Sandy

Raesa was shocked by Sandy's voice

" Greetings waalaikum "

" When did it come ? "

" Since then "

" How are you" asked Sandy to approach Raesa and hug her.

Raesa was silent, she just sobbed

" No doubt, I'm sure you can get through this" Sandy said

Raesa was silent, she felt she did not know what to say. Sandy kissed Raesa's forehead and lips and let go of her embrace and moved away from Raesa.

" Umik don't make you look ugly if you look bad, Umik I beg you not to criticize "Sandy said, holding back his tears because he did not want to look weak in front of Raesa.

" I try not to be rebuked, but my tears come by themselves "Raesa answered wiping away her tears.

" Call Me Abi, Umik just for once "Sandy said as if he were being sad, Raesa looked at Sandy in surprise.

" Abi why ? " Tanya Raesa tried to smile

" Umik is so beautiful even though that smile is just trying to calm my heart" Sandy replied

" Umik I'm sorry, Umik doesn't have to go, stay here, Kasian Zidan he needs Umik, I won't be selfish, I've thought about all of it, I've thought about it, and from this moment on I will be sincere about Umik to achieve a long lost love, with the beginning of bismillahornohmannirrohim I talak Umik " Said Sandy firmly but with deep pain that was like the sharp dagger in her heart.

Raesa is shocked to hear all that, honestly in Raesa's heart already loves Sandy so much, which is so much memory among them.

Raesa lowered her head how much she wanted to scream hearing the word talaq from the mouth of her beloved man.

" Will it be here that your struggle to get my heart, is it your only love, what I do not deserve to be loved and loved, is, so that I failed again and was sick again for the second time. Or do I really deserve to change from one man to another ? " Raesa's voice grew louder as she cried.

Sandy who heard the words Raesa felt heartless and guilty.

" Just don't you say that again, you're the perfect woman I met. But I don't want to disappoint my heart. Aunt, Zidan and also Syaif, you may return to her, I will not forbid you"

" You think a feeling can be forced, you know me better than Syaif, Even in the 3 years you waited for me, and now you don't give me a chance, why are you present if you give up in seconds, I who want you to fight for me, now take me off just like that. I am not a doll that can be thrown here and there, I am tired of following your will "cried Raesa who felt tired of her life.

Sandy approaches Raesa feeling the pain in her heart Sandy has told her talaq, to Raesa.

" Don't come near us no more ties . I don't want to sin just by my wrong feelings of love" Raesa said angrily

" I'm sorry, I can't do anything, I just want my brother to be happy. If between me and Syaif you had to fight to get you back, then I would have done it. But I don't want anyone else to get hurt "

" It's enough, I don't want to listen to anything else from you, Assallamualaikum "

Raesa left in a state of anger, heartache for the second time . Raesa is devastated because she loves Sandy and is afraid of losing Sandy.

Once in the car, Raesa sits down and wipes away her tears. Mr. Anas could not speak what, Mr. Anas felt unbearable to see Raesa.