I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 221

Not long after the cipher, Father Samuel and Mr. Anas arrived, they went straight into the house and went straight into the living room, seen there were Mother Ani, Raisa and mother Velly. Ani's mother patted Raesa's shoulder.

" Go you have to talk to Sandy alone, because you are now legally husband and wife again" said Ani's mother

Either what Raesa thinks, and Sandy, they're both ashamed of maybe being selfish or angry about their relationship, finally Raesa left the living room followed by Sandy, until inside their room they sat on the sofa .

" I'm sorry if you were forced to marry me "Tanya Sandy quietly

" Nobody forced me, I just followed my heart, I just wanted to be better and remember the times that hurt my parents, if I continued like this , our parents will be victims of our selfishness"

Raesa is clearly down

" Umik" Call Sandy to hold Raesa's hand

" Abi "Raesa hit Sandy's thigh straight away

" you're evil, you have the heart, hurt me until I've been tormented for so long, you're outrageous you're making me tired of thinking things through, you know, if you repeat again then I will hate you and curse you to be a widower forever "Raesa speaks while hitting Sandy's thigh

Sandy immediately hugged Raesa, kissing Raesa's face.

" Umik enough you don't talk much, you haven't talked for a long time, you're going to hurt me and I'm going to be very sick considering all my mistakes I've done to you "

" I'm still the first one for you" asked Raesa

" You're just you "

They took off the long-time longing in the pendam, Sandy pulled the hijab, Sandy saw the face of the hijab tampa.

" Umik knows if I saw you yesterday, if there was no sin, I would have raped umik"

" Is that much to miss? I'm not "

" No cry, No sadness, no harboring, because it will torture itself "Sandy said while putting a finger on Raesa's lips.

" Abi's hurting me again, right ? okay, honestly, when Abi left I was really sick, even when I went back to Shayf, he tortured me a lot, because I still think about Abi, he did not help me forget about Abi, unlike Abi who patiently waits for me to forget her, my body can be hers, but this soul and love I cannot give her, because he can't give me a moment to start from scratch. I was sick even if I was at a thousand times I would no longer feel pain, for the sake of my son who turned out he also expected Abi to be his father, until finally God loves more if He is called by God. Since then I decided I will no longer look to my past, I have no friends in When I am sad , I'm more locked up in my room, Mom who always witnesses my beatings, she knows I still hope for you, I know that I still love you " Raesa wept hugging Sandy as strongly as her, remembering her poignant journey.

" Umik I'm sorry, I deserve you to punish, I deserve you to hate, it turns out that because I didn't keep you you being tormented, you being tormented, o God what kind of man I am to bet on the woman I love in torment "Sandy stood up feeling frustrated to hear the story of Raesa.

Bruk bruk

" Abi what is this, why is it like this "Raesa said standing over to Sandy who hit the wall until her hands bled

" This is not how much, the pain you feel can not be compared with what you see, I deserve like this Umik "Sandy said hitting his head against the wall ,

" Stop Abi stop if you want to die and hurt me again" Isak Raesa hugged Sandy

" I made a lot of mistakes, I hate myself "Sandy said crying they hugged each other .

Raesa let go of the hug and picked up the p3k box in the usual place .

" Here I treat, promise not to do this, for my sake "Raesa said while treating the wound on Sandy's hand and wrapping it with Casa cloth.

" Why do you love Abi so much "Tanya Sandy

" because you fought to get me there must force me to love, now don't talk much, your wounds are quite serious, the wound on Abi's head is also, we go to the doctor" said Raesa worried

" My doctor was just Umik, got umik and got your apologies it's made me better "

" I always forgive Abi, thank Mr. Wayan who has accepted me to work at your hotel" Raesa said, kissing Sandy's lips

" Who else always helps Umik and becomes Umik's best friend "Tanya Sandy while pulling Raesa into his arms.

" Fitri,,, Abi she works at the hotel marketing department, she's the backbone of her family, her life is fit, help her Abi, I want her Dad healed , he's been encouraging me ever since I worked there "

" Thank you Abi "

" Hey why Umik say thank you, what I have is yours, everything is not just my body, so is Umik, do not say thank you again, from now on all the family will stay here should not go back to Indonesia, too many bitter memories there, I do not want my beloved wife to remember her again, all will be taken care of Later "

" Abi tell me where Abi went after parting ways with me ? "

" I studied religion in An Najah, when Umik was with Syaif there I was there, but Kiai Jakfar understood very well that he sent me to the boarding school, Gus Miftah, I'm more inclined to God , in my prayer asking for the right match for me, maybe this answer umik still belongs to me"

" Abi is great I am amazed at Abi who prefers to submit himself to God, when we suwan to Kiai Jakfar ya Abi, I miss the atmosphere of the boarding school "

" Could be, oh yes there now who became the great Kiai of Nando "

" Thank God the end of the child can be happy "

" Ummik "

" Mmmm"

" Want to forgive Mother Nafisah's family "

" Sudge will not solve all Abi's problems, but May lan I ask for time to meet with the family mama nafisah "

" Yes there is no prohibition of Umi, because I want us to have a patient nature and IKHLAS, We will also come to the tomb of Zidan "

" Thank you Abi understands all about my desire, Abi if Nanda is the same Fatma, they are good to Raesa I miss them "

" Thank God Nanda was married to Azam, and Fatma, "Sandy stopped talking

" Fatma why Abi "Tanya Raesa was surprised

" Fatma is married to Sandy "

" Hahahha, thank God Abi, I think Abi stopped talking Fatma was afraid I was jealous huh ????Abi no longer has a little love in my heart, does Abi want me to love him again "Ledek Raesa who makes Sandy stare at him

" Don't say again you're just mine, from now on whoever's gonna separate us, I'm gonna get in his way "

" Abi has time to pray isyak I miss congregating with Abi and miss the voice of Abi "

"Umik right I miss congregation let's pray after teaching me mintak ration that I for 4 years I hold it now I mintak Umik pay her every day must be in cicil to make it wide four years, heheheh"

" Abiiiiii ah lebay flirtatious "

" I haven't been like this for a long time, and it was Umik who was able to make me like this "

" Come let's pray "

They also sat down after praying Isaac.

After the prayer, Sandy prayed thanksgiving to God.

* O God who is merciful, merciful, accept all the most wonderful surprises that You give to the Servant, O Allah, praise be to You who have united Us in a bond to Your heaven, guide us, O Allah, for we are still often pious and forgotten, keep us away from the nature of the nature that You hate, make our family a sad family mawaddah warrohmah Amiiin*

After that Raesa shook hands with no tears to shed in Sandy's hands.

" Be the wife of the sholehah, I do not want Umik to work anymore, the woman is his duty to serve the husband, do not need to work hard, just be a submissive woman "

" Yes Abi dear "

Finally they let go of all the long longing in the pendam, the Chamber bears witness to their happiness for the second time , having carried out the duties of a wife, they are sound asleep.