I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 175's

Time goes by so fast, day after day, week after week, it has been 5 months Raesa lives independently in the remote village.

Raesa steadied her heart, to come to An Najah pesantren. Raesa drove alone to the pesantren, wanting to pick up God's ridho about his promise to Shayf, Raesa's heart was convinced by a choice, all he wanted was to change and be guided by God only Zidan.

" Bismil was bornohmannirrohim, may this be my best decision O God, I will not be selfish even if I do not have a feeling of love anymore, maybe this is the way I can be with Zidan, I will not be selfish, Hopefully Sandy and Syaif have forgiven each other" Raesa said slowly

The road taken by Raesa is not too far, because it only takes one hour and thirty minutes.

The clock shows at 9, 47 , Raesa entered the car park in Santri Putri's yard, Raesa chose to wait in the parking lot, Raesa's mobile phone arrived ringing

" Hello Assalamualaikum " Sapa Raesa

" Sister This is Fatma "

" How is Fatma ? "

" Sheif did not come home last night, Maybe he has left Because Kak Syaif once asked An Najah to me sis "

" Zidan how Today "

" Yes, as usual, sister, after getting a phone call from her sister is always happy and says, Mama worked first Zidan wants to be a good boy, let's meet mom and dad Sandy, That's why she said mbk "

" I'm sorry because of this problem, you sacrifice yourself, until you don't go to college to cairo, only Nanda who went there" said Raesa sadly

" My sister does not mind accompanying my mother here, for me it is considered a child Alhamdulillah brother, why do you feel guilty, Fatma will still go to college even if only here "

" Excite yes, brother is sure you will live happily Later, you have helped my family a lot and take care of my child "

" Don't say it like that, for Fatma can help Raesa's brother already thank God, because my brother also fought for me "

" Yes, my sister is waiting for Syaif ", said Raesa

Then Raesa hung up her phone, and got out of her car.

Raesa entered the pesantren princess, there Aisyah was waiting for her.

" Assalamualaikum Neng "

" Healthy neng ? "

" Thank God "

" Abah was waiting for him to start "

" I'm sorry for being late "

Then they both went to Dalem Kiai Jakfar, who was waiting on the back porch near the princess.

" Assalamualaikum Kiai "

" Waalaikum salam nak "

Raesa greeted Kiai Jakfar with respect, then sat down near Kiai Jakfar.

" Kid are you going to be ready for this and be ready to go back to Shayf ? "

" kula sampun angenaken sedayanya kiai, amargi kula thought of lare kula kiai. kula mboten purun lare kula more saking kula, kula pitados syaif badhe changed " (I've thought about all of Kiai, because I think about my son Kiai. I don't want my son to be away from me, I'm sure the shayf will change )

" I know you are a santri who always obeys the commandments of God, I am sure that you can pass this ", said Kiai Jakfar who did not say that Sandy was in this boarding school.

Kiai is very sorry to see Raesa, Kiai is very understanding of the situation of Sandy and Raesa, and Kiai deliberately told Sandy to take us to the Miftah boarding school.

" Kula boten ajeng zidan tuwuh tampa asih tresna kula kiai, kula ajeng zidan gadhah the figure of the father uga mother perfect, senaos kula boten mangertos menapa kula saged nglampahi punika, saweg kula taksih nresnani kak sandy" (i do not want zidan to grow up because of my affection Kiai, I want Zidan to have a perfect father and mother figure, Zidan, even though I don't know if I'm capable of this, I still love Sandy.)Raesa said with tears.

" I think it's time you forget everything , sincerely all son and start a new life , Syaif is waiting in the pendopo"

" Why sampun sampun dangu dugi nya kiai ? kula sampun nyukaken terms dhumateng syaif, menawi syaif apal mila kula entitled nampinipun "

(Has shayf long come his Kiai ? I have given conditions to Syaif, if Syaif memorized then I deserve it ), said Raesa

Then Kiai took Raesa to the outside pendopo, when he arrived there already sat Syaif and Azam who was in the pendopo, Syaif who saw the arrival of Raesa became staring at him, and smiling happily.