I'M SINCERE 1

episode 89

In the pesantren nanda busy with his rote exam as well as with fatma, when finished his premiyah class exam nanda and fatma went to the pesantren canteen to eat, as usual nanda and fatma sitting in the corner of the canteen may already be a favorite place for both of them.

" what do nanda mbk and fatma mbk eat?" ask the santri who works in the canteen

" mbk make spicy pecel rice once in two" said nanda

" ready mbk nanda" replied santri who works in the canteen

" fatma kok in dalem kiai many people huh?"

" nan I do not know for sure . but like her there is a family event" said fatma . and soon santri came to bring rice pecel orders nanda and fatma

" mbk nanda again talk dalem why rame ya" said mbk santri

" yes what's wrong, what's sick ?or is there a reunion?" ask fatma

" that's mbk nanda neng aisyah now want in fiancee right same ustad Abdullah" said mbk santri made nanda immediately glared in surprise

" what is mbk?" ask fatma to know

" well why lie mbk fatma, actually the family of ustad Abdullah has been present here "clearly mbk santri then go from the place of nanda and fatma

" let's go to the room" invited fatma to pull nanda's hand, they went from the cafeteria to the room.

when he arrived in his room, Nanda sat on his bed

" now cry if you want to cry, you say you can be sincere with all this, but what, you cry only for a man. where is your patience that you say you want to be like raesa, where to your sincerity that you say you want to be sincere like raesa kak, you cry nan, nan, see Raesa she's in a pregnant husband's house and even now the backbone of our family, but what? he is strong against all this, he sincerely faces all this, and he is always patient with his face, he always smiles with his problems because he is sincere all to the god of his creator" said fatma a little angry at nanda, nanda hugged fatma

" thank you your fatma made me realize that love should not be in the cry of love just a deposit from God, if indeed God wants to take her at this time I will be very grateful so that I am not disappointed" said Nanda with tears flowing

" removing her tears, show that you are a strong woman and believe in God that you will get better."

" yeah you're right, I have to forget everything and I'll close my heart to anyone until I'm fully grown and ready to get married"

" that's the nanda I know"

" fatma you're so smart, you think I am?" nanda said while wiping away her tears

" just be smart, you're the one teaching heheh"

Nanda pinched the fatma arm because he felt in the ledekin.Nanda's feelings are now much better.even though it hurts but now it is very good .and ready to start something new in his life. fatma looked at the nanda who started smiling.fatma was very happy because nanda could already accept all the fact that her relationship with ustad azam was no longer expected