I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 168's

Because it had been 2 Days Sandy did not come out of the house, Sandy intended to pray congregation in the mosque and meet Ustad Malik. Sandy came out of her room, after reaching the door Sandy saw a white envelope under the door. Then Sandy took it.

" Who is this letter from "Tanya Sandy speaks for herself.

Sandy opens the letter, Sandy sees the beginning of the writing that Raesa wrote

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Assalamualaik......

Thank you for ever being my partner

thank you for loving me

thank you for ever pleasing my heart

thank you for being my night friend

thank you for comforting me when I am sad

thank you for being a special woman

I have always fought for me

thanks for all that.

I'm sorry I won't be expecting anything more.

Sorry I will no longer be present to disturb you

I'm sorry I ever made you sad

sorry I hurt you

I'm sorry I made you hurt

I'm sorry I made you love me

Goodbye, you are free and I will go as far as possible, lest I become a woman who hurts so much.

Wassalam Raesa

Sandy sits in a chair, and finally Sandy cries for the umpteenth time, crying with what makes Raesa sad. Sandy regrets doing everything. He put down the letter and left his house.

" Where are you Sa" said Sandy sadly while carrying her car.

Soon Sandy arrives in front of Raesa's house. Sandy came down and knocked on the door. After a long stand in front of Raesa's house, Sandy realizes that Raesa is really gone.

After arriving Sandy went straight into the mosque where Ustad Malik was sitting with the worshipers.

" Assalamualaikum "

" Greetings to Sandy "

" Ustad sorry I want to talk to ustad "

" It's good to "

Ustad Malik came out of the mosque and sat in the mosque foyer.

" What's wrong with "Tanya ustad Malik

" Ustad Raesa goes "Sandy said sadly

" Considerate because it's the one way you can be calm, trust all in God, all problems will surely come and will go by themselves, as long as you can sincerely live it"

" Ustad I know, I was wrong to rush the decision, but I did all this because I didn't want to hurt my brother "

" Actually what happened has been arranged by God, so Son Sandy Do not rotate in hope.been son Sandy fight for Raesa with istiqomah in teaching. And the night prayer, Sandy boy see, Finally Raesa really accepted the son of Sandy tampa look back again, she accepted the son of Sandy by forgetting all her, now the son of Sandy let go just like that. Raesa is disappointed and hurt, son, so let her go calm her heart and mind, because she also deserves to be happy with her life path "

" Ustad was right, I've been through a lot of nights with Raesa, I know how I struggled to make Raesa forget Syaif, and I finally succeeded, but I've wasted his , ' he said , indeed Allah is All-Givering and All-Merciful, God willing Sandy will go through this patiently and sincerely, and will submit everything to Allah "

" Let's pray together first so that your heart is calm "

" Yes Ustad "

Then Sandy followed the entad Malik to pray congregation.finished the prayer Sandy prayed to and asked for forgiveness to Allah.

Among prayers to keep sincerity

“O Robb who turns hearts, strengthen my heart above Your religion.”

( HR.Tirmidhi 3522, Ahmad 4/302, al-Hakim 1/525, See Shohih Sunan Tirmidhi III no.2792])

“Yes Allah turns away (reverses) the hearts of men, leaving our hearts above obedience to You”

( HR. Muslim (no. 2654) ''s

O Allah; indeed I ask You for guidance, piety, ‘iffah (keeping out of bad things) and sufficiency (feeling enough and not expecting what is in man). HR. Muslims

Sandy wept in her prayer for forgiveness from the Creator, for what was to come.