I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 167's

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" Enter "Fatma

" Sorry non-Fatma, is there Shayf ? " Task Arif the gatekeeper.

" There sir, it's accompanying Zidan "

" Titip this letter, this is non of mbk Raesa "

" Good sir thank you "

Then Mr. Arif left Zidan's room.

Fatma approached Syaif who accompanied Zidan but was not too close, because Zidan did not want to play with Syaif, Zidan preferred to be with Peni and Fatma.

" Sister there is a letter from Kak Raesa " Said Fatma thrusting to Syaif .

" What's Raesa? Why didn't he see me, why was it just the letter he had left" Shayf asked disappointedly

" I'm sorry my brother doesn't know " replied Fatma.

Syaif stood up and walked away to his room.

Syaif opened the letter from Raesa

●● Assalamualaikum.......

Sorry, I know what happened

I'm sorry I know my marriage to Sandy's sister

I know this is beyond my will

After the news died, I was patient to face all the trials of heartache that hurt so much in the stay dead husband.

But then Sandy came up with a papa figure for Zidan. He's always there for Zidan

When Zidan was sick

When Zidan plays

When Zidan is fussy

When I'm not at home taking care of the company

He's the one for Zidan

That's when everyone realized Zidan needed a papa figure for his early growth

Don't blame Sandy's sister

Don't judge Sandy

Never say he's a snatch

Sandy is a man who can make Zidan comfortable because he loves Zidan like he loves his own flesh and blood.

I'm sorry I can't go back to Shayf,

maybe the love that used to exist between us is very strong. But I cannot oppose the will and will of God, all that exists and grows in the heart is his will

My heart was broken at Sandy's feet

My heart was made in love with Sandy's sister

I don't want anything covered up

Because I'm starting to love Sandy

But now for the sake of Shayf he has released me, for the sake of no confusion he has between us he has abandoned me.

I too will not make a disaster in this relationship I go for the good of all.

For the sake of brotherhood he has my talak

For the sake of wanting to make the family happy mas Syaif he released the person he loved, if mas Syaif felt I was still the wife of mas Syaif said my talaq, because I am not a woman who still deserves it

loved again. But if you want to get me back, fix the relationship of Shayf and Sandy's brother, Titip Zidan he's your son, I won't be selfish by taking Zidan away from you, so we will meet later after all improved, me, you and him.If mas Syaif sincerely loves me in 5 months I wait for Syaif mas in An Najah pesantern, with memorization ,  Surat Al-Kahfi, Surat As-Sajdah, Surat Yasin, Surat Al-Fath, Surat Ar-Rahman, Surat Al-Mulk , if mas Syaif fulfills my wishes, then I accept mas Syaif as my husband.

But sorry, for now I don't want to see you, my heart hurts enough mas, I'm not an item that will be moved from one place to another. I am a man of feelings and I am also a man not spared from wrong and sin. Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry it wasn't my intention to hurt you, but to meet you I was so sick let alone remember all these tragedies.

Wassalam

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Syaif shed his tears, feeling that Raesa's words have touched his heart especially after Raesa says that Raesa loves Sandy.

" What makes you change, you have the heart to say this to me you go to see me" Syaif said sadly

" Okay I'll try to memorize it to get you, and I can definitely "Tell him again.

Syaif is like a man who has lost his mind.His love for his fellow creatures exceeds the love for his creator.

It is clear that Shayf loved Raesh more than he loved the Creator.

If he thinks again with faith, then he will get the way out he hopes.

All is not eternal, the living will die, so love, the loving will be abiding, for man belongs only to the Creator of God.

The story of Abdullah bin Abbas ra, said, The Prophet said: “Love Allah for the grace given to you, and love me for the love of Allah, and love my family for loving me.” - Hadith history of At-Tirmidzy and al-Hakim

The Prophet said: “Live as you please and you will die. Love something as you please and you will be separated. Do as you please then you will meet him.” - Haki history Hadith

The Prophet said: "Whoever loves because of Allah, hates because of Allah, gives because of Allah and does not give because of Allah, then indeed has perfect faith.” - Hadith narration of Abu Dawud and At-Tirmidhi