I'M SINCERE 1

Episode 178's

Surat Al Baqarah Verse 223. Nisokum harthun lakum fatoo harthakum anna shitum waqaddimoo lianfusikum waittaqoo Allaha waiAAlamoo annakum mengakumqoohu wabashshiri almumineena

Which means: Your wives are the fields for you, so come to your fields at any time in a way you like. Prioritize (the good) to yourself. Fear Allah and know that you will (later) meet Him. And give glad tidings to those who believe.

But today Syaif has done unkindly, Raesa does nothing, her body that has been hurt by Syaif is not as hurt as her , for feeling that Shayf had tormented Raesa. Syaif unbinds in hand and Raesa, after which Raesa dies to the bathroom .

" O Allah what is this punishment that is appropriate for the servant, the servant accepts if it is appropriate, but the sinful servant if it is to start well is a sincere Servant who becomes your Taqdir, sincere servant, if this is my way, I beg you to forgive if this is the punishment for the sin of the servant of God." Raesa cried while sobbing

Her body felt pain, her wrists and feet were red because of the bond, Raesa was wearing her shirt, at this time which Raesa wanted only to meet her child and both her parents.

Syaif came out of the bathroom, approaching Raesa who was sitting on the floor.

" I'm sorry, I just need warmth from your body" Syaif said slowly as if sorry

" Reply I'm sorry you didn't shut up, because your silence can I do again to you "

" Please if you want, don't you just miss my body you just need my body, but think my soul hurts with your treatment, do as you like , maybe this can break through my mistakes, which you think I'm having an affair, which you think I need another man, please whatever you want I'll accept if need kill me , let you be satisfied with this incident. If only you could accept and accept what Allah has for our relationship, I am sure that Allah will elevate us even better. But I'm wrong you're more pleased with your selfishness as if you didn't realize this was a rebuke to God's servant, this is a warning to God's servant that all should be accepted freely " Raesa's sobs get louder, Syaif hugged his weak body was silent tampa thrashing, as if already resigned to what he faced.

" Bath we will go home, I will order clothes for you "Shaif said slowly

" No need, I need Zidan "Raesa answered briefly

"But your clothes are torn, I would be very guilty if I had to see you like this at home, what would Mama say if she saw you like this" Syaif said slowly

After a few minutes a man came to see Syaif he knocked on the door of the hotel room, and gave the shirt to Syaif.

Syaif approached Raesa and gave her the shirt, Raesa knew that it was impossible for her to come home in this situation, surely the naifah mother would be pretentious and could die if she knew of Shayf's rude behavior, what would Fatma and Nando respond to if Raesa came home in such a state. Because a married woman or husband is sinful if he opens Aib in his own household.

The Prophet said :

"Whoever covers (disgrace) a Muslim then Allah will cover his disgrace in the world and the Hereafter." (Moslem HR).

The Prophet said :

"Not shall a servant cover (disgrace) a servant (other) in the world but Allah will cover his disgrace on the Day of Resurrection." (Moslem HR).

They get out of the hotel room and walk towards the car, Syaif holds Raesa's hand as if Syaif is afraid Raesa is leaving again , Raesa does not talk much even choose to be silent when the car has been speeding over the highway.

Shortly after they arrived, Raesa went down and went straight in first, when he arrived in the living room Raesa saw all gathered there.

" Assalamualaikum Mama Fatma bibik and Zidan "Raesa said

They looked, how happy they were to see Raesa coming and to Raesa hugging Raesa.

" Greetings waalaikum "They answered together , the house seemed to get its happiness back after 5 months Raesa went from the house of Nafisah to be quiet will smile , still they try to smile for Zidan who needs affection