I'M SINCERE 1

I'M SINCERE 1
episode 107's



In pesantren an najah are taking national exams. all students who do not take the exam in liburkan and for the third grade are carrying out the national exam day 3 . currently nanda is focusing on her school exams she hopes to graduate and attend college in al azhar cairo.


arriving the supervisor of the exam came despite not cheating but they were all afraid.nanda looked to the supervisor's arrival immediately nanda felt not concentrated in working on it. because it turned out his supervisor was the doom .


Nanda tried to calm down . but still nanda was upset.nanda decided to speed up his exam problem. because he felt not at home in class. after a few months of never meeting now meet azam again.


although one pesantren but the distance between the daughter and son santri is very far separated by High School in the middle of the pesantren.


" why try to be a supervisor "exciting in the heart nanda "make lost concentration aja" nanda felt very disappointed meeting that was not expected.


For nanda the figure of azam is a man who only makes heartache because the more Nanda tries to forget his nanda the more tormented. but far not meeting the azam is the thing that makes nanda calm tampa trying to forget already with his own can calm down.


" nanda why do you daydream "call ustad azam who is standing next to his chair


nanda was immediately surprised to realize the arrival of azam was not known.


" i'm not feeling well yet" replied nanda flatly


" what about the exam is finished "ask azam pura cuek


" it's been "answer nanda who actually wants to quickly be told to leave


" then join ustad Abdullah for the nanda health room because you are still testing tomorrow .so quickly check your health" said the headmaster who arrived to appear.


nanda was surprised to hear the voice of the headmaster, but nanda only wanted to be far from the azam . but instead the azam was told to take her.


" well father" replied nanda slowly.all the disciples so saw nanda.and panicked they were very close all with nanda because nanda was a good boy.all nanda friends were very worried. but not with fatma, because the fatma exam room is different.


" let's go in" the commandment of azam on the nanda while opening the health room


" i'm not sick" said nanda ketus


" sickness" answered nanda briefly while looking at the window.


azam noticed towards nanda. somehow what makes azam eyes glassy . her inner tormented by her encounter with nanda. as if wanting to fight against her blocking. but the wall kiai jakfar is very strong. azam fight then destroyed his life.because it hurt his kiai.


bruk bruk bruk . the sound of a loud blow to the wall nanda turned his head, and was surprised.


" o Allah ustad "said nanda panicked and ran over to azam.His hands were covered in blood


" what are you doing, this is quite severe . let me treat" said nanda worried as she shed her tears


" there is no need to regret . everything has happened. why do you have to be a test supervisor.You know I tried to stay away because I was afraid we were sinning. " said Nanda again while treating azam hands with red medicine


azam was silent while leaning his body on the wall.


" look at this as good as you go to the hospital . "said nanda again while menagis . tampa look towards azam only focus on wrapping azam hands with gauze.


" it's done we go" nanda put the p3k box on the table .


" if with me dead can solve everything . I'm sincere if god calls me" said azam slowly nanda looking at him while glaring


" i am just an ordinary man who has not escaped sin, even by imagining yourself I have sinned. I am aware of all this, but why are we tormented like this . I know God tests our faith . but why I don't want to realize it. I don't deserve to be an ustad. Because I can't be a good role model.You're wrong to say I'm tough . you are wrong if you think I am not depressed.I stand until now because I still hope and ask God that we may still be united by God. for only God will change everything.I am steadfast until now just for your sake.because I am sure God will give way to our relationship later. although I do not know when will end our story" said Azam while beragis.


Nanda who heard all that . wiped away her tears


" sister, let's get out of here. We sinned here, both of us, if indeed with prayer will defeat everything then I will do that even though I have to wake up at midnight to ask for the best direction of our relationship I sincerely.ayo we live brother "


nanda went out and went straight home to the cottage. while the azam was still in the health room by locking the door.