I Finally Chose to Go

I wish All this was a Dream

"Kavita darling..."

I turned to hear Adrian calling me, I stared fiercely at him. Her looks could still smile even after breaking my heart into pieces.

Where is his conscience?

Does he not have it?

You crazy man!

Why am I so tired of seeing his face. But why is his smile so handsome, why should I love a man like Adrian anyway?

Basic heart, do not have logic, do you? I am still hurt by love!

Adrian approached me who was still sitting weakly on the floor by leaning on the dresser chair. He took my body slowly and led me into the bathroom. I tried to rebel, but Adrian was holding me tighter.

The man put me into a bath that was filled with warm water and full of red roses. The candles aroma therapy also decorate around the bathup, the aroma really relaxes my body that feels crumpled and my mind is chaotic.

I who was exhausted by the effects of the activity and also cried, fell asleep just like that in a cradle of warm and fragrant water that felt like it was massaging my body.

"Sleep, you're tired. If need be forever, "I vaguely heard someone's voice before I actually fell asleep.

°°°

I woke up in a room that I didn't know was where, I heard the voice of a man and a woman joking from outside. I wanted to know and find the source of the sound.

"A-Adrian and the woman," I narrowed my eyes to the two people who were busy chatting.

I saw clearly the man was Adrian because he was facing me, but did not see me, or did not want to see me intentionally. He was with a woman who I didn't know was who because of her sitting position on my back.

Adrian looked very happy with the woman, her smile and laughter were so radiant with happiness. Laughter is the first time I've seen her since I knew her.

"It turns out Adrian had that crisp laugh? Why did I just know, "I was surprised.

"His face is more handsome if it smiles and laughs that wide," his smile rubbed on me, until without me knowing my lips joined the smile.

Really, I really fell in love with that guy. It was love that made me blind, to the point of not seeing another woman in front of Adrian.

I was like hypnotized by Adrian's good looks, not realizing that I was now in a very close distance to the two lovebirds. But my presence is really not considered by them.

" I love you so much, dear." said the woman, her voice soft and melodious. I've heard this voice, but who?

"I love you very much too. "Adrian replied by holding the woman's hand tightly.

"Love? they love each other? " my question that I can only say in my heart, it feels like my heart is throbbing pain to hear my husband say love to another woman.

"Please promise to stay with me no matter what, "pinta the woman.

"Even if I'm not alone? " ask Adrian.

"Yes, I don't care. What matters is that your heart stays for me, right?" said the woman in a seductive tone.

"Of course, honey, I'll never move on to another heart, let alone... " Adrian hangs his sentence.

"Otherwise? " continue the woman.

"Especially that person, "what does Adrian mean is me?

They laugh together too. What is all this?

•••

My eyes opened quickly, my breathing was breathless, and I just sat down.

Then where am I now?

This chamber? I scanned the surroundings.

Cream-colored rooms with a very simple interior, but there are decorations such as the bridal room also on the bed and surrounding areas. Red mosquito nets are neatly wrapped around the poles on the four support poles, red roses are scattered on the mosquito nets and also the bed.

The flower arrangements at each corner, there are also flowers that string my name and Adrian in one corner.

There is also a large photo of me with Adrian.

Whose room is this? Adrian's?

Because our marriage did not start with a courtship, I had never been in Adrian's room before. I've only been to my in-laws' house a few times.

But why am I suddenly here?

That's the question that's been on my mind since. Before long I was confused, the door of this room was knocked by someone. Then the figure of a middle-aged woman who still looked graceful appeared with being followed by someone in a household assistant uniform. ART is pushing a food trolley.

"You've woken up, dear Vita." asked my mother-in-law gently, a smile she didn't forget to show me.

I returned the smile, "already, Mi. But when did I get to see Bang Adrian back here? the feeling was still in the hotel, "all of a sudden I called my husband 'bang', somehow that call came to mind in my brain.

Mami Shinta frowned, "you've come back from yesterday anyway, cook you forgot? "

"Yesterday, Mi? " Mami Sinta nodded.

"Here, you eat first, Mami bribe ya.."

"Eh, Mami help sit down first, until you forget, "Mami Sinta put the bowl back on the table, then help me to sit down. Yesterday, I returned because I felt weak.

Then he painstakingly fed me with a bowl of porridge which he said was his own handmade.

My heart warmed up to get good and sweet treatment from my mother-in-law, this could slightly treat the pain and disappointment caused by her son, who was none other than Adrian who was my own husband.

"If you eat a lot, you will be cured, dear. and do not forget to drink the medicine later yes, "sinta's mami greeting successfully makes your forehead wrinkled deep.

"What's the matter, Vita's sick, Mi? The feeling from yesterday, Vita is fine. Still very healthy, even today suddenly Vita was already here aja, "I revealed that had been stuck in my mind.

"Emm. You're not sick anyway, honey, actually. It's just a little saucer, so I passed out and Adrian decided to bring you home last night, "

"I fainted? by when? As I recall, I was bathing yesterday in a bathtub filled with warm water and inhaling a candle aroma therapy that relaxes my body and mind. How come Mami Sinta suddenly said she fainted? " thought.

"That's it, Mi? " that's all I can say to my mother-in-law, if I just ask Adrian about this.

I really felt confused and strange about this incident that I experienced, but who I could ask. There's no way I'm asking Adrian, just seeing that my heart hurts. What if he gives up again, it'll just stress me out.

Just as I was talking about it in my heart, that person had already appeared into the room with his flat face. The chameleon is in action again.

Temporarily jutek, intermittently sweet, sometimes indifferent, sometimes also caring. Yesterday it hurt, then pretentiously apologized and went well.

What will my married life look like in the future.

"Eh, Adrian... Have you finished eating? Here, replace you who bribe your wife," said Sinta's mother to Adrian who was just about to land himself on the sofa.

The man walked towards us, he received the bowl that Sinta's mother gave him.

Adrian feed a spoonful of porridge to me, I freeze. I still remember what he did and said yesterday. Seeing his face made my eyes return to the river.

"I hope it's all just a dream, and this is when it comes to reality, "