I Finally Chose to Go

Vara's Pain and Valdo's Grief

Tears again wet the white cheeks of Vara who had just realized from her stings due to the effects of drugs. Finally, the woman is now officially a woman without a uterus, even at a young age.

She lamented her fate so bad that she could no longer feel what it was like to be a perfect woman. She could no longer conceive and have a child growing in her own womb, because her womb was no longer in place, in her body.

Valdo is no less sad than Vara. He felt the heartache of the woman he loved, but he also could not do anything because what he did was the best thing for Vara.

"Please, Vara .. stop crying! Lo more make me feel guilty, what should I do now make my mistake nebus lo? " Valdo could not bear to see Vara crying in silence since the woman woke up.

"This is not all your fault, Do.But my fate is just less fortunate,"

"Lo is the luckiest woman Var. Lo has a perfection that is not owned by other women, even you often make them all envious, " Valdo comforted Vara.

"But I can't have children, Valdo! " vara's cries began to break.

"That's not such a big thing, Vara! Even out there there are still many women who can not have children even though he still has an intact uterus, "defa Valdo.

Vara was silent, she was just crying.

Valdo feels more guilty, but he can do nothing but comfort the woman who has filled the emptiness of his heart all along.

"I'm horrified, Var. If until later Adrian can not nerima again lo again, ingetlah .. there is still me who will always be there for you, who will always love you for who you are, "cloak Valdo. He could no longer hide the feelings he had.

Vara looked up, he felt inexhaustible with the cousin. He thought Valdo had forgotten his feelings, with the man going abroad. But Valdo's feelings never changed for him. He was still trying to get close to her and keep expecting her.

"Lo's crazy, Valdo! " cried Vara.

"Gue is crazy crazy about you, Vara! " it's clear Valdo is getting out of control.

"But your feelings aren't real, Do. You realize, we're brothers, "

"Cousin brother, Var. We're distant brothers, who don't even have a blood relationship between us. Only family members call us brothers. The brothers were our grandparents, not us, "shouldn't accept Valdo.

"So we are brothers, Valdo, "the cry of Vara becomes more and more.

"And so, you're the perfect guy. And I don't deserve to expect it. I'm flawed, whereas you're so perfect, Valdo! " continued Vara in between her tears.

Valdo rallies strongly to hear Vara's speech which he thinks is very untrue.

"Lo is still very able to get the best woman and the perfect one, also according to what you want. Not me. I even became a former man ...

you don't pantes for me, Valdo. Not because you have flaws, but because I am not perfect, I am flawed, "vara said repeatedly, making Valdo's anger evaporate.

"How many times have I told you, you're not flawed. And I will never be in my eyes. Lo was the most perfect woman after my mother, " Valdi's words weakened as her cries went on.

"Please be aware, Aldi! Aware...! There are many women out there who want to be the same! Who certainly can love you sincerely and as it is, not like me whose heart I completely love to my husband, Adrian, "vara exclaimed with a throbbing pain in his stomach.

Valdo smiled wryly, "why should Adrian anyway, Var? Wh why? Why should he? a jerk who can't fight you, when you need attention and affection, "

"It's not all Adrian's fault, Do. It's all my own fault, I'm not perfect this can not love her descent. And I also persuaded him to get her married again. All of this was not at all his fault," martial Vara who increasingly made Valdo feel sliced.

"Even he did not want to marry again, I told him to marry again, "Vara covered his face with both hands, the woman rebuked again there.

Vara doesn't want Valdo to keep blaming Adrian. Because that is really the reality. He himself had agreed to even support the match between Adrian and Kavita, when Adrian firmly rejected the match.

"You can do that, Vara. You are crazy! " Valdo's scream stopped as he saw Vara grimacing in pain as he held onto her stomach.

What's the matter, Var? Sorry, I don't mean to make you sick anymore. Stop, I'll call the doctor first, "panik Valdo.

The man immediately contacted his friend's doctor who had operated on Vara.

After some time, the doctor finished examining and treating Vara. After the death of the doctor, Valdo also paid a farewell to Vara.

Take a break, Var. I'll go out for the wind, "

"But you're not angry, you're fake to me

"It's impossible that I'm angry with you, I just need to clear my mind, let's not be too emotional, "reply Valdo.

After saying goodbye to Vara. Valdo exits the treatment room and heads to the hospital's garden.

When the man arrived at the hospital garden, he rubbed his hair rough, "it could be, Do. You yell like that to Vara, he will be afraid of you, so angry with you. He must be getting disappointed again lo, "

"I should be able to control my emotions earlier, why I even became provoked because I remember the same jerk, " muttered Valdo alone.

"If until the man is the same kind of Vara, or he left Vara, I'll be sure I will give him the same calculation, watch out, Valdo's determination.

Valdo remembered how long he had always been next to Vara. He always accompanied the woman, and always gave comfort to Vara. But Adrian's arrival messes up everything he's planned.

At the beginning of Vara's introduction to Adrian, Vara still always tells about Adian to Valdo, and Valdo was always burning jealous made. But he tried to dampen his esmosi for Vara's sake not to stay away from him.

But reality says otherwise, when the woman prefers Adrian over him, which Vara considers nothing more than a cousin alone.